[Aradon Templar]'s diary
Written about Saturday 2006-05-27
Written: (6705 days ago)
Because teh iippo did it (whenever she posts these, I inevitably do them!):
Naturally, I took my FF best list. They don't have lyrics, of course, so it'll probably be of little to no interest to most people :P
Opening credits:
Dance with the Balamb Fish - FF IX
Ugh. I don't even like this piece. Not the opening type, either.
Waking up:
Encounter - Advent Children
XD Nice beats, but a bit too energetic for getting up in the morning.
Average day:
Auron's Theme - FF X
Woot, average day = Auron! Can't ask for better than that, really. I actually had it set for my alarm in the morning for a month or two.
First date:
Rikku's Theme, Piano - FF X
Well, that's easy going enough, Rikku being the most friendly, happy person in the game.
Falling in love:
Organization XIII - Kingdom Hearts
That's... Depressing. It's a beautiful piano song, but the Organization is made up of non-existing entities grasping at existance.
Fight scene:
No Faith, No Hope
>.> This playlist doesn't like me much, does it? Doomed at love, and hopeless in a fight. Though the song kinda sounds like I'll trudge along in the fight, and maybe win.
Breaking up:
Vala Alla Flemenco - FF IX
Sounds a bit happy for a break up... Sounds more like, Matadore music :P
Getting back together:
You're Not Alone! - FF IX
Well, this is friendly, at least :)
Secret love:
Wall of the Sacred Beasts - FF IX
Gosh, sounds almost like I'm worshipping the girl :P
Life's okay:
My Den - Crystal Chronicles
Heh, the mogs live comfortably enough.
Mental breakdown:
Love Grows - FF VIII
Pfft. I break down and find a girlfriend? Yeah right :P
>.> Well, maybe half true.
Driving:
Garnet's Theme - FF IX
Er. Totally innaplicable.
Deep thought:
Twilight in Dreamland - Crystal Chronicles
:D Perfect thinking music. Daydreaming all the way.
Flashback:
Fighting - FF VII
Apparently I have a violent memory. Kinda half true, too.
Partying:
The Mystic Forest, Piano - FF VI
Er, not really. The least party-ish music at all. Much better suited to Deep Thinking. But I guess it's true, in the sense that I don't party, so my party stuff is kinda toned down :P
Happy dance:
Shadow's Theme - FF VI
This amuses me. Shadow isn't exactly the happy or dancing type. But he is cool, and if he were to dance, it'd look neat. I guess my happy dance is kinda chilling in the back, leaning up against a wall, and looking uber.
Regretting:
Fairy Battle - FF IX
Gimme a break >.> Happiest, lighthearted music ever, even for a battle. Apparently I regret enjoying life.
Long night alone:
Yuna's Theme - FF X
Bittersweet type of music. Yuna's story is strangely lonely, so I suppose it's fitting.
Death scene:
The Mist's Rebirth - FF IX
Heh, apparently I will be reincarnated evil. Not exactly death music, either. It's kinda sneaky-like and unstoppable. Almost like, "You can't kill me" type thing.
Closing credits:
Passion - Kingdom Hearts II
I'm glad they got my closing right, at least. Even if it was the opening version of Passion. They slightly edited to make it a closing version later. The song's English version is called Sanctuary, and hints at a place where we can leave our fears and lies behind. How fitting, for the close of my life :)
>.> I almost want to have a second round at this, it messed up so frequently :P
>.<
Being 'realistic' tends to make one cynical, over time. I think that there's more to life than being realistic, and arguementative
http://www.dev
I actually made an animation in Terragen. It took about two hours to render, I think. 1300 frames, 24 frames per second, small frame size. People with slow connections might not have fun waiting for it to load :\
Written about Wednesday 2006-05-24
Written: (6708 days ago)
School is out.
And as of Monday, I have acquired more rendering freeware, this time quite seperate from Terragen. It's Apophysis, and rather interesting. I think I told Silvie that it's cool, useless, and interesting. It supposedly renders flames, but it does all sorts of cool stuff that generally resembles multicolored energy floating around. Kinda like the Aurora Borealis, I think. Aaaanyways, I did a 'dragon' with it, but it's not supposed to render shapes like that. I'll thumbnail two things I've done with it.
<random house I found>
Anyone doesn't want children to die in Iraq and Palestine..
NO WAR!
*totally sees how not stopping Hussein from killing entire ethnic groups would prevent the death of children in Iraq*
*dies of laughter at Deus' color results* - <diary:793259>
1. WHAT IS YOUR Middle name?
William, or the preferred confirmation name 'Raphael'.
2. WHAT kind of PANTS ARE YOU WEARING and what COLOR?
Shorts, actually, with lots of pockets, and are light tan.
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
FF music, natürlich. At the moment, 'The Fierce Battle', from FF VI.
4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONENUMBER?
:P Ask my sister, she's likely to give it away to any random stranger who asks. *refers to random calls from people across the country inquiring about a Camille*
5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE:
Skittles from Physics class. We were studying half-lifes :D
6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
The one that gets all philosophical at the most inopportune times and refuses to color well when someone wants him to.
7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
Windy, just got over being stormy. Kinda chilly, for summer.
8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
While ago, I think it must have been Ashley, asking for a ride from the AP test.
9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Smile/face. Then general appearance. Supposing, of course, that I'm not talking to them, in which case I'll probably notice them talking first :P
10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?
*doesn't know which he stole it from* But I lobe both Silvie and Tuulikki, so the answer is yes :)
11. FAVORITE DRINK?
Water. Or maybe some fruit juice. Or maybe lemonade.
12. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
The non-alcoholic kind.
13. FAVORITE SPORTS?
Hockey
14. HAIR COLOR?
Brown, getting kinda blond again.
15. FAVORITE MONTH?
Probably May, because of the summer break.
16. FAVORITE FOOD?
Non-dessert type would be... Hamburgers.
17. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Portions of Advent Children. Before that, I can't even remember.
18. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Favorite day, or holiday? They seem to be the same thing, just one is in the other's disguise >.>
Uhm. Don't have a favorite day arbitrarily, but I enjoy Christmas :P
19. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
Indeed.
20. DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Pffft. I wouldn't pay money to be scared >.> And mixed endings for movies, happy endings for games. Who wants to play games for so long, and just have a tragic ending? :P
21. HUGS OR KISSES?
Hugs?
22. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
Just finished 1984. Going to start Purgatorio soon, I think.
23. WHAT'S ON YOUR SCREEN SAVER?
When it's turned on, Terragen works I've done.
24. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
World of Warcraft :P
25. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?
Play videogames, of course.
26. FAVORITE SMELLS?
I don't actually know.
27. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
Exactly what time is it, or how much longer do I get to sleep in?
28. Favorite Curse word/s?
Don't use any.
29. Favorite sayings?
Looser.
o.o How dense?
I was checking out the linkage for the community sites by Hedda on the Mainstreet poll. On the MusMakers wiki, I found this snippet of conversation, regarding joining MusMakers:
2005-12-29 chaza1: hi all can i join
2006-02-21 Hard Ball Head: musmakers rules \m/ ...and elftown...and elfpack...and the others too!
2006-02-22 chaza1: erm i dont have a clue as to what you just said
Perhaps, if you read the comment, you'd have a clue. It's not like he used any large words... He even put it into non-capital-es
(snipped from one of those chain-mail house virus things -.-)
Sister: omg ( crying )
:D The sister said omg!
Aaaanyways. Taking AP test tomorrow. Hardest test I'll take this year, and it determines what kind of college credit I get for my class this year in US History. Coach King says I'm headed straight for a 5, but I still need to prepare for the essays :P
What this means to you ET peoples is that I'll be out for a while tomorrow, and then I'll finish up a bit of schoolwork, and it's RP Judgery time! Finally :P Been what, four months since tourney closed? >.<!!
*makes a to-do list*
- Finish Lit journal
- Study for AP test
- Judgery
- RRPG reviewing
- Practice for concert
- Teh Creature List
Written about Monday 2006-04-24
Written: (6738 days ago)
O.o MSN has a conciousness. Watch as it blocks out all attempts at me trying to ask about Silvie's water-material
DeathScythe Hell says:
actually, atm, I'm busy w/ biology coursework :P
Caleb says:
heh. Ever get that water thing figured out?
DeathScythe Hell says:
I had to calculate the volume of 120+ limpets
DeathScythe Hell says:
do a bunch of averages on them, and then do spearman's rank on two sets of 60. (so the whole thing twice)
DeathScythe Hell says:
w00t
DeathScythe Hell says:
<3's t3h limpets
Caleb says:
er, I'm lost, and I doubt a map could help me out there :P
Caleb says:
Dunno what a limpet is, or how/what to calculate, or what a spearmen's rank is, and what kind of set you're talking about. So, I think I got just the wrod 'calculate', the articles, and the word w00t, from that :P
DeathScythe Hell says:
...
DeathScythe Hell says:
you don't know what a limpet is?
DeathScythe Hell says:
wtf?
DeathScythe Hell says:
http://www.scs
DeathScythe Hell says:
limpet.
Caleb says:
Heh, I recall on a sci-fi game that they were green monsters that attacked ships and slowed them down majorly.
DeathScythe Hell says:
(and, no, not the crab :P )
Caleb says:
What about the water-material
The following message could not be delivered to all recipients:
heh. Ever get that water thing figured out?
The following message could not be delivered to all recipients:
What about the water-material
What about the few messages in between? Those could be delivered? And convenient that MSN only told me that they couldn't be delivered until Silvie logged off. MSN hates me :P
Written about Sunday 2006-04-23
Written: (6739 days ago)
Saw that inkblot test from iippo's diary, so I did it out of procrastinatio
Your Unconscious Mind Is Most Driven by Love.
Love
Your instinct to love and be loved is rooted very deeply in your subconscious and affects most of the decisions you make in life – whether you are aware of it or not. You inspire people to experience their true feelings of love and act kindly towards others. You also value your personal relationships more than most people.
Your unique capacity to love may be greater than those around you, which means you may have more to give in relationships than your friends or romantic partners do. Your psyche is very rich; the more you learn about it, the more you will understand who you really are...
Upon researching mythological beings.
Caleb says:
It was sometimes said that Ixion planned to have sex with Hera but Zeus prevented it by fashioning a cloud in the shape of Hera.
Silvie says:
Ixion: Zomg! wtd! I fuct a clopud!!11!! Zeuz, u fuxin sux0rz!'
Back from vacation.
http://lucbian
*cries* I want Terragen alpha version :P
Written about Thursday 2006-03-30
Written: (6763 days ago)
Notice to anybody who might care: I'm leaving for Europe for almost 2 weeks, during which time I'll not be able to log on. Just to let you guys know.
Thoughts on "If you had me alone, locked up in your room for 24 hours, and I had to do whatever you wanted me to do, what would you do with me?":
Wtf are we supposed to say to that? What is anyone going to do with someone for 24 hours in the same room? There's no mention of any other sorts of games in the room. It's like they're going for one answer and one answer only, and it drives me up the wall :P
:( All my video players keep breaking. None of them play a whole, clear image anymore. And I have no clue why this is.
o.O And on a later note, I run across a house that has the whole '96% don't stand up for God' thing in huge, red letters. And later, I see a) a huged "support gay marraige" thing, and b) a pic of the person with only shorts and a bra on, asking how she looked.
I have to wonder exactly how this person is standing up for God -.-
o.o
My sister says: "I haven't killed anyone before, right? - Okay, bad example."
No joking, she said just that. Obviously intended in another way, but still, somewhat worrying :P
o.O Why on Earth are people so intent on hiding their names? Silly paranoid freaks that think they mean anything to the world :P
Heh, we were on speaking terms after a fight, then iippo commenteth:
09:43:46 iippo: You just gotsa love the internet: four frigging pages of comments about nerds tryign to prove that they are nerdier than the other ones. ("Oo look at me, I have read a book that doesn't have any pictures in it!! My mom gave me a cookie for it!!") This nerdyness-thin
Enter round two of the fight. Ought to be interesting :D
Written about Saturday 2006-03-11
Written: (6782 days ago)
XD
I did some more random 'googlisms' today. Google doesn't know about Aradon or iippo yet. Templar was a thing that used psionic storm while the Archon took out the drones. Silvie was a big girl at thirteen pounds, among other things. But Deus. Man. Some entries for Deus:
deus is a gift from god
deus is not god
deus is potentially a false god
deus is like "my sister=my clock"
deus is a very sacred and powerful energy system that originates from the central rainforest of brazil
deus is an experience that is like reading a choose your own adventure novel
deus is definitely a must have
deus is one hell off a game
deus is touring? this is the place
deus is one of them
deus is resurrected
deus is right
deus is not really two syllables
Written about Tuesday 2006-03-07
Written: (6786 days ago)
>.< For some strange reason I have an aversion to the word 'mint' when used as 'neat' or 'cool'. It's like, "blah blah blah is mint.' <.< "It's minty? Like, if I eat it, it makes my breath turn cold and such?"
I can't understand for the life of me how it became synonomous with 'cool', and it irks me to see it used.
</random rantage>