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May 31 went on a trip down to oklahoma to see my fucking dad's family for vacation and well of course we just had to let me tell you we broke down in missouri in the middle of no where. i dont even like my dad my mom is better (they're divorced) and he is remairred to a person who is only twice my age i mean talk about mean she is more like a sister (in age) than a step mom any ways
we broke down in missouri for about 2 days then his family comes and picks us up and then we're stuck broken down no vehicle in oklahoma for like 5 days untill we get my gramps car working so then we have to drive back to michigan in a car where only one window opens. in st. louis illinois traffic omg it was hot and now my dad is oh such a bitch and blaming it on me that we broke down and that he almost lost his job for not being there


well now im back and yeah

usually its not possible to have your heart broken and then fixed in one day...well oviously it is cause im livin proof...anyway never let your heart be broken cause you'll be in great pain...but when its fixed you'll run back into thee's arms and do something together...

i finally find a good man
and he rips my heart out and
stomps on it he doesnt even know
that i exsit anymore
its painful how things dont work
but you always keep trin



just a little bit of reallity and poems if you would like to read more you can visit my homepage and there is some on there

inside my heart is acing
but noone is there to see
one time is all it takes
for him to just see me
it only takes 3 words
so simple and plan
to tell me how he fells
for me