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Yours Truly 155002

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I wrote this...please share your comments
[*[ Why not me?]*]
I should have taken the bullet
The punctured through your skin
I should have taken your tears
And made it with all of them
I should have been the one
Who pushed u to the ground
I should have been the one
To hear the gunshot sound
I should have been the one
Who watched u grow each day
I should have been there with you
As all you did was lay
I should have been the one
who drove you home that day
I should have been the one
Who's eyes never smiled again
I should have been the one
Who whiped your tears away
I should have been the one
Who begged for u to stay
I should have been the one
Looking down on you each day
I should have been the one
Who died and went to heaven
I should have been the one
The one who saved your life

*-i miss you Bryan and you are always in my heart-*
*In loving memory of Bryan W Mort 89-08*


[*[...I smile...]*]
I smile big and beautifully to hide the mask behind
the mask of hate and anguish
the hate which is mine
I smile big and beautifully to hide the anger inside
the anger which is outrageous
the anger which is mine
I smile big and beautifully to convince you that im fine
to make you believe im sane
the insane inside
I smile big and beautifully to make you think i care
of drama im not there for
the drama that i dont care
I smile big and beautifully to make the time go by
the time so slow and timely
the time i want to fly
I smile big and beautifully to make you love me more
to make you want to know me
but loving me is war
I smile big and beautifully to make you hate me less
to make you want to be with me
but being with me is death
I smile big and beautifully because its easier this way
to hide behind the mask
the mask i lay upon my face
the mask which is mine
I smiel big and beautifully because its what you want

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My name is Becka.
I love to have a good time. Hate drama but who doesnt? I like to work hard. Get good grades. and do whatever I can to have a good time =] Anything you wanna know just ask
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