Aparently there's an unwriten law in Norway, saying no one should feel good about themselves. it's true!! i heard about in on TV yesterday!!! hehe well, there ya go! i'm not alone about it! it's my country's fault! xD

It's snowing today!!! loads of snow!!! first snow since spring. makes me feel like it's x-mas. i'm glad it's still two months left. maybe my wish'll come true still. *^_^*

(snow makes me kinda hyper)xD

ok, so dreams are scary, most of the time. you can't control them, and they come from inside of you. if you remember some of it, you can yourself, or with help from others, find out what it means. some are easy to understand, and some are harder. they come from you! thoughts you've been thinking, things you don't want to think about, fears, old memories.
tonight was the third time in five nights i've had some of the same thing in my dreams. it suddenly apears, hasn't got anything to do with any of the other stuff i've been dreaming, and it's easy to understand it. most of it doesn't suprise me at all, but the end of it is really starting to trouble me. my dreams is about something i really want. more than anything right now. and since i'm thinking so much about it there's no wonder why i'm dreaming about it at night too. but when i end the dreams myself by thinking "this isn't real. it's just a dream. stop htinking like this..." every time, that scares me. i'm afraid some part of my head is trying to keep me from getting hurt...by myself or what i'm dreaming of. like i'm not supose to get my hopes up. i know it's just a dream, but i don't like that fact that my dream may be telling me what i'm thinking. cause when i look at it it's true i'm telling myself to not get my hopes up, often. i hope my dreams'll be wrong soon.

Nightmares about shadows

I see you
In so many ways
Lost
You're there, but so far away
I want to ask you to stay, but I can't
‘Cause you can't hear a word I'm saying
Still, I want to tell you
It feels like I'm drowning
I know how I want to die
But I'm not dead
And I'm not dieing
It just feels like I am
‘Cause you're lost
I can't find you
Everything is darkness
I want to fall, but I can't
I stay were I am
Can't move at all
Just watch
Watch you move even further away
You are about to disappear totally

I scream
Cry
There's nothing anyone can do
I feel like I’ve lost you completely

My own scream wakes me up
I'm crying harder than ever before
‘Cause I feel like I‘ve lost
Lost you
And life

But after a while I get a bit calmer
And I lie there the rest of the night, thinking.
As long as you live in me you're not gone
Not totally
And if I tell other people, you'll live in them too.

That’s love
Love is to live without necessarily being alive
Love is to love someone so much you won't ever let them die
Why can't you see that?
I'm not letting you go
I'm not letting you get lost
I won't loose you
I love you too much

The Used
It's hard to say

The singer finished singing and she's walking out
The singer sheds a tear, her fear of falling out
And it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried

It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone, it's not the same

My worries weigh the world, how I used to be
And everything, I'm cold, seems a plague in me
And it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried

It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone, it's not the same
It's hard to say I held my tongue
It's hard to say if only
Since you've been gone, it's not the same

Worse than the fear it's the lie you told a thousand times before
Worse than a fear it's the knife
But it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried

It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone, it's not the same
It's hard to say I held my tongue
It's hard to say if only
Since you've been gone, I'm not the same
It's hard to say (God, it's hard to say)
Since you've been gone,
I'm not the same

[Got this one on Myspace. Thought it'd be fun to post it here as well.]

Sex

1. Would you be in control?

2. Would you let me pull your hair?

3. Would you whisper in my ear?

4. Would you talk dirty to me?

5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?

6. Would you say my name?

7. Would you go down on me?

8. Would you let me give you a hickie?

9. How many rounds would we go?

10. What would you wanna do afterwards?

11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?

12. Would you lick and bite me all over?

13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?

14. Would you want me to take my time?

15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?

16. Would you want me to go fast or slow?

17. Where would you wanna "do it"?

18. Would you be loud or quiet?

19. Would you mind if i liked you?

20. Would you do it today?

21. Would you do it tomorrow?

22. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

wanna know why i cut? because it takes away the pain
wanna know why i don't wanna eat? i hate throwing up
wanna know why i wanna die a few times a day? because i wanna die a few times a day

The Day We Died

I died in your arms
You cried
I saw your tears
I know you said my name
You screamed it over and over
I heard it all

I heard what you wispered in my ear
And it would have made me cry
If I hadn't already been dead
What's the point in crying
When you'll never know?
I wish I could have said it back

when I slowly turned cold
You tried to make me warmer
When my eyes stared without seing anymore
You closed them
When my hand fell to the ground
You picked it up and held it in yours
When my lips never closed
You kissed them one last time

They said there was nothing more you could do
You yelled they couldn't take me away from you
Not this time, you cried
Then you decided to follow me
I could see it in your eyes
You wouldn't let me leave without you

When I slowly turned cold
You tried to make me warmer
When my eyes stared without seing anymore
You closed them
When my hand fell to the ground
You picked it up and held it in yours
When my lips never closed
You kissed them one last time

You came after me
And I got to say back
What you said to me
That I will always love you
And we'll always be together
I'll always be with you


It never stops
There is never really an ending
Not even for you and me
We'll be walking down this road forever
Together for the rest of the eternity