so i'm starting my diary with some raw poetry. enjoy the crap.

i hide from the pain
i embrace the rain
as it washes away my face
the shadows at night
are only friends till it's light
because they leave without a trace

and i am so scared of whats meant to come eventually
and i am so weary of the plight i took upon myself
i was a fool and i'm still a fool
but i was a donkey, now i'm a mule
it's worse than i ever thought before
if you're gonna leave, don't forget to shut the door
it's not like anyone cares about me anymore

because
for once
my clock
stood still