->pacifist<-

as you may have noticed, i avoid using capital letters at all costs. that is because i still believe they are only a tool to put emphasis on a certain word. don't get pissed off.

so what do you want to know? oh. about me. well. i like sailing, running, biking, anything that gets the wind in my face. i love leafy, green plants, which i tend to grow in my windowsill. i don't like people that try to stand out, or people that try to fit in. actually, just anyone trying to be 'different' pisdses me off. everyone is different. everyone stands out. i really don't think i'm pretty. i like to read manga and draw and write poems and lyrics, but i hate having creativity forced out of me. i'm known to write poems at random. This is because I think in poetry. i like to do pixel-art. i like web comics like questionable content and queen of wands. i love to roleplay almost anything. my biggest fear is that there is no god or force or afterlife, that this is all we get, that there is nothing is spiritual. i am a pacifist. i have a small place in the woods i call my thinking spot. i love the color green, but only if it's not too bright. i hate most of my old classmates, cherries, and gabe with a passion.

i overanalyze everything. even after a conversation is over i'll go over everything i said and tell my self how stupid i acted. this self-inflicted reprimandation is why i hate being reprimanded by others. as if i don't get enough of it from myself to start with.

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and i wish all this would disappear
we could start all over, far away from here
take my hand
lead the way
tell me who i am today

and i wish that you were here
so that you could draw me near
hold me tight
save the stray
if only we could stay this way

read more of my poetry here: http://kevan.org/brain.cgi?cynthia%20the%20zombie

teehee! seriously though, my myspace (http://www.myspace.com/25896879) and my livejournal (http://livejournal.com/~anythingplease) are pretty chill.