Picture of myself

Would anyone care when I'm gone?
When I am above the dawn,
under the grove
and the gravestone
Would anyone care
In what I try to share
Listening to the people around me
Wondering if they even see
the sadness in my eyes
when I look up to the sky
as I try not to let the tears run down
all I hear is a huge pound
running in my head
saying I should be dead
Why won't it leave me alone!
Saying that I should be stoned
Get away from me
Why can't you see
I am trying to make peoples lives better
As my face starts to become wetter
just let me go..............
Its too late now I am done
I am finally gone
And I see that no one is there
As my heart starts to tear
wishing someone would have cared



Scars of Pain...by me

I can't really describe my pain very well,
Sometimes I feel like putting myself in a jail cell.
Thinking that I don't deserve anything I have.
I am always thinkingthat I don't deserve the good days but the bad.
Even though my scars are not so deep,
I always feel like I get relief.
Asking myself why did I start?
Why did I want to pull myself apart?
To be happy on the inside.
wishing I could burst out like a fire engine,
I could almost imagine.
Wondering if people would want to know me from the inside,before judging me by the outside.
Some people try to bullly me,
why can't they see?
That they tear me on the inside,
as they throw things and torture me on the outside.
Others just ignore me,
like I am something that is underneath their feet.
Once people finally see that what they are doing is wrong.................it will be too late.




"I know we are going to take a very long road...but I know I can't turn back....I don't rightly know what I want: but I have something to do before the end and it lies ahead....I must see it through...."

           Samwise Gamgee

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