Sad that I don't write here much, and when I do its about something sad. 

Two of my cats passed away and I am heart-broken, I had them since they were babys. They were beautiful and loved me unconditionaly. I am happy that they were a part of my life for so long. One was 15 and the other would have been 10. They were like night and day, so different from one another, with their own moods and passions. I will miss them with all my heart and soul.

I know ppl wonder how can one get so attached to a pet, especially a cat. But it happens just like one gets attached to a baby, or a boyfriend, or girlfriend. We all love in our own ways, and so do our pets. They don't judge us, or yell at us. or call us names. All they want to do is show you that they love you and hope that you love them back just as much.

To my babies, cause they were my babies, I pray that they are at peace and in a better place. I hope that they are running free, chasing birds and butterflies, but not hurting them. I hope that one day I will see them again when my time comes to depart this world that I have grown to love so much. Until then my babies, I wish you love.

This diary is not empty any more, but it is still sad. I am sad. I am upset. I am crying. I don't know what I did to piss off my friends. I guess maybe I should just stay away from here for a while.