[Morningstar Rising]'s diary

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Written about Thursday 2006-06-15
Written: (6735 days ago)
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THE DARKNESS


I feel the world crumbling around me
Like quicksand under my feet
I slowly start to sink
My heart feels empty and hollow
My mind won't let me think
The darkness it surrounds me
Kissing me warmly on my cheek


My tears no longer fall
The well in me has dried
My lips no longer smile
My eyes no longer see
The words are locked inside me
Buried deep within my soul
Surrounded by the darkness
That threatens to swallow me whole


I stumble towards the light
Dragging myself with all my might
The darkness at my heels
Whispering secrets of delight
Begging me to run no more
To lay down by its side


I feel the world crumbling around me
Shaking me right to the core
Aided by this dark deep darkness
That consumes the air I breathe
Leaving me helpless, breathless, hopeless
Struggling to stay alive
As the days they past me by


Though I try not to remember
My dark past flashes over me
Filling me with such deep sorrow
That consumes my waking dreams
With heavy heart and aching soul
I reach out to the darkness
Embracing it forever more


Morningstar Rising
         
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Written about Thursday 2006-05-25
Written: (6755 days ago)

Sad that I don't write here much, and when I do its about something sad. 

Two of my cats passed away and I am heart-broken, I had them since they were babys. They were beautiful and loved me unconditionaly. I am happy that they were a part of my life for so long. One was 15 and the other would have been 10. They were like night and day, so different from one another, with their own moods and passions. I will miss them with all my heart and soul.

I know ppl wonder how can one get so attached to a pet, especially a cat. But it happens just like one gets attached to a baby, or a boyfriend, or girlfriend. We all love in our own ways, and so do our pets. They don't judge us, or yell at us. or call us names. All they want to do is show you that they love you and hope that you love them back just as much.

To my babies, cause they were my babies, I pray that they are at peace and in a better place. I hope that they are running free, chasing birds and butterflies, but not hurting them. I hope that one day I will see them again when my time comes to depart this world that I have grown to love so much. Until then my babies, I wish you love.

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Written about Wednesday 2006-04-19
Written: (6792 days ago)
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This diary is not empty any more, but it is still sad. I am sad. I am upset. I am crying. I don't know what I did to piss off my friends. I guess maybe I should just stay away from here for a while. 

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