[damagedgoods]'s diary

706834  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-11-29
Written: (6937 days ago)

No one needs to know                            Avril Lavigne

Am I dreamin’ or stupid?
I think I’ve been hit by Cupid
But no one needs to know right now

I met a tall, dark and handsome man
And I’ve been busy makin’ big plans
But no one needs to know right now

I got my heart set, my feet wet
And he don’t even know it yet
But no one needs to know right now

I’ll tell him someday some way somehow
But I’m gonna keep it a secret for now

I want bells to ring, a choir to sing
The white dress the guests the cake the car the whole darn thing
But no one needs to know right now

I’ll tell him someday some way somehow
But I’m gonna keep it a secret for now

We’ll have a little girl a little boy
A little Benji we call Leroy
But no one needs to know right now

And I’m not lonely anymore at night
And he don’t know only only he can make it right

And I’m not lonely anymore at night
And he don’t know only only he can make it right

I’m not dreamin’ or stupid
But boy have I been hit by Cupid
But no one needs to know right now

No one needs to know right now...

706833  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-11-29
Written: (6937 days ago)

Naked                                     Avril Lavigne

I wake up in the morning
Put on my face
The one that’s gonna get me
Through another day
Doesn’t really matter
How I feel inside
Cuz life is like a game sometimes

But then you came around me
The walls just disappeared
Nothing to surround me
And keep me from my tears
I’m unprotected
See how I’ve opened up
Oh, you’ve made me trust

Because I never felt like this before
I’m naked
Around you
Does it show?
You see right through me
And I can’t hide
I’m naked
Around you
And it feels so right

I’m trying to remember
Why I was afraid
To be myself and let the
Covers fall away
I guess I never had someone like you
To help me, to help me fit
In my spirit

I never felt like this before
I’m naked
Around you
Does it show?
You see right through me
And I can’t hide
I’m naked
Around you
And it feels so right

I’m naked
Oh oh yeah
Does it show?
Yeah, I’m naked
Oh oh, yeah yeah

I’m so naked around you
And I can’t hide
You’re gonna see right through, baby


706832  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-11-29
Written: (6937 days ago)

Losing grip                                 Avril Lavigne

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I’m not real
Didn’t you feel me lock my arms around you
Why’d you turn away, Here’s what I have to say
I was left to cry there, Waiting outside there
Burning with a lost stare
That’s when I decided
[Chelsea Belsea]
Why, should I care
Cause you weren’t there when I was scared, I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I’m starting to trip, I’m losing my grip
And I’m in this thing alone

Am I just some chick you place beside you
To take somebody’s place
When you turn around can you recognize my face
You used to love me, you used to hug me
But that wasn’t the case
Everything wasn’t okay
I was left to cry there, Waiting outside there
Burning with a lost stare
That’s when I decided

[Chelsea Belsea]

Crying out loud, I’m crying out loud
Crying out loud, I’m crying out loud
Open your eyes
Open up wide

706825  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-11-29
Written: (6937 days ago)

what the fuck is the point?

Missing: </huge>
702155  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-11-21
Written: (6945 days ago)

This is the very first poem i ever did, hope you like it....

Let me go....

His horns are as red as blood
His eyes are like a flickering fire
He's angry,mad
He wants to punish me
for being unhappy
he's killing me i'm dying inside
the fire has been let out
it's running wild
i wish i was happy
happy like him, like everyone else
he visits me everynight
when i'm sleeping
he only lets me live so he can punish me
i want to sleep and never wake up
then he can tell me things i never knew
he dies when i die, i want to die
he wants to live forever
he wants me to suffer,like him
i understand what he wants
but he doesn't.....

702153  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-11-21
Written: (6945 days ago)
Next in thread: 702164

this is for my baby (you know who you are)

you are truly beautiful no matter what you feel inside,
people really love you
even though you just want to die
inside your going crazy
you feel your losing your kind and depresion eats your soul
inside is everything you hide
you feel alone
like there is no-one at your side
you need someone to confide in
yet you don't know where to begin
let me tell you a story of my life...maybe i can help, at least let me try..
i am depressed, suicidal and confused. i neveeer let anybody in for i am also scared within.i slit my wrists and cry myself to sleep.
i feel like im a faliure at everything i do.i never want to waake up and face pain so im constantly hitting snooze..i know exactly how you feel, so listen....
i wont let you feel like you have nobody, when you want to give up, when you really need someone near please remember that im always here.nobody deserves this pain so i'll do my best to survive...choose me before death....

702152  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-11-21
Written: (6945 days ago)
Next in thread: 702166

How can I say I'm sorry
When I know that you don't care?
Now that I have done you wrong
How can I say these feelings that I share?

I cannot say I love you
Or that I really truly care,
'Cause my words would mean as much to you
As a layer of thin air.

How can I say good-bye
Must I face my worst fear?
Must I lose all of these feelings
That I hold so near?

How can I let go
Of a love that was so true?
How can I forget these feelings
That I still hold for you?

Why can't I say good-bye?
Even when I was wrong
To think that these feelings
Could last forever long?

But I guess it's really over.
I'm left alone and so sad,
Yet I still think of us
And all the times we had.

Maybe in the future
We can sort this all through,
But until then, my dearest love
I'll say one last "I love you."

702151  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-11-21
Written: (6945 days ago)

Why do I smile at the sound of your voice?
Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice?
Why do I let you touch me in places never touched?
Why do I like to have you around so much?

Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss?
Why do I feel like I could live forever like this?
Why do I put my heart in your hands?
Why do I answer to your every demand?

Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong?
Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong?
Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right?
Why do I feel like I should please you by not putting up a fight?

Why do I care about you even though you hurt me?
Why do I turn my head from what's plain reality?
Why do I try to hide from what is true?
Why do I still have these feelings for you?


702150  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-11-21
Written: (6945 days ago)

this was on somenons page, its exactly how i feel....

Play with me
Polish me, dress me up
Then slap me around,
Cast me aside when you get bored...


There will always be new toys.
But when you get bored,
I'll be here


I'm just a toy...

698923  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-11-15
Written: (6951 days ago)

can u help me? i've lost my heart and ive looked everywhere but i can't find it! ive looked under my bed and ive checked the last place ive been...wait i remember i gave it to you!

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