I flee to Decemberunderg
At the moment my uncle ben(19 yrs old) is here playing the piano, it is very 'Dracula', dark and suave, elegant and scary...the sounds that come out of an old manor on a dark night, the kind that draw you to it in the exquisite way...
Seems like I've gone off the side of a mountain
couldn't be sure I was even alive
fallen from the icy heights
landed with a broken cry
in this valley of shadow
sorrow and sighs
can you save me baby?
Thought I could live my life as a stranger
hide from the heartbreak of love all life through ???
make it to the higher ground
try to turn the volume down
couldn't stop the sirens from singing
sing for me baby
There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea.
You became the light on the dark side of me.
Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill.
But did you know,
That when it snows,My eyes become large and,
The light that you shine can be seen.
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
The more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah.
And now that your rose is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grey.
There is so much a person can tell you,
So much they can say.
there's so much inside.
You remain,
you.......
My power, my pleasure, my pain, baby
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny.. yeah.
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby?
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen.
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
Been kissed from a rose on the grey.
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah
stranger it feels, yeah.
Now that your rose is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grey,
I've been kissed by a rose on the grey,
I've been kissed by a rose
Been kissed by a rose on the grey.
I've been kissed by a rose on the grey,
And if I should fall, at all
I've been kissed by a rose
Been kissed by a rose on the grey.
There is so much a person can tell you,
So much they can say.
there's so much inside.
You remain
you.......
My power, my pleasure, my pain.
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny, yeah
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby.
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen.
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah
stranger it feels.
Now that your rose is in bloom,
A light hits the gloom on the grey.
Yes I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah
stranger it feels. yeah.
And now that your rose is in bloom
A light hits the gloom on the grey
Now that your rose is in bloom,
A light hits the gloom on the grey.
Hey there sugar where ya gunna go?
I'm going downtown Daddy-O
What ya gunna do when you get there, girl?
I'm gunna get messed up in a God-Shaped Hole
Hey Mr Hophead, what ya gunna do?
I'm going downtown for some bad ju-ju
Ya going downtown too, Mr. Gigolo?
Damn right I am, Daddy-O...
There is a light that shines over this city tonight
There is a light that shines over this city tonight
Let it shine
O Mr High Roller where ya gunna go?
Where the real high-rollin rollers roll real dough
Hey Mr Killer Man what ya gunna do?
Me and Mr Death are going downtown too
Ain't there one God
Fearing citizen about?
They're all holed up and they ain't comin' out
What about Mr. Preacher to forgive us our sins?
Not that carrion crow with blood on his chin
And Mr. Politician can't he lend a hand?
He's too busy sucking on the guts of this town
And what about God and this Armageddon?
He's all blissed out, man, up in Heaven
Ain't there nowhere to run, ain't there nowhere to go?(repeat line 3 more times)
Yeah, look to the sky, Daddy-O
There is a light that shines over this city tonight
There is a light that shines over this city tonight
Let it shine, let it shine, let it shine
What are the little kids gunna do, man?
The little kids are all standing around
What are the kids doing, do you know?
They are looking to the Sky, Daddy-O.
i cant believe D says this stuff
i said - i am from the hood
she goes- yea well im from the trunk
lol she is so weird
as i sit in this dark, cold room,
i think of things...
like should i be here? or even be alive?
as i bring the blade closer, and slice my delakit skin,
crimson red hits the floor,
like my last seconds on earth.
as i start to fade away,
my time ending near,
a flash hits me and i see your face.
why am i doing this?
when you find out,
i know you wont love me.
what will you do?
will you love, or hate
me?
as i dial your number,
buttons start to fade.
is this it? will i ever get to say good bye?
i love... you.
my suicidal end by shiba (dani!!!)
damnit dani i love ya dont pull shit like this or i will kick ya ass
she loves me,
she loves me not.
this always bein a thought.
i think of you,
day and night,
always giving me a fright
do you like me?
do you hate me?
always debating.
could you hold me in your arms?,
never letting go?
to show me love,
which i have never know?
by shiba(dani!!!)
i love it..oh yes, oh yes i do
was broed so i made a list of all the colors my hair has been
my hair has been
green
blood red
bubblegum pink
hot pink
blue-green
baby blue
blue
bright purple
dark purple
white
black
yellow(not blonde lol)
blonde
reg, like normal person red
raven black
grey
i think thats all lol
A random convo. between me and nick
Me- I know
Nick- I know u know
Me- I know u know I know
Nick- I know u know that I know that u know
Me- and I know that u know that I know that u know that I know
Nick- I know...infinit
Me- I know a google lol
Nick- doot,… doot doot,… doot doot doot
Me- weird
I live in the past
I can't move on beyond the pain
I feel no release
I want to find my peace of mind
My fear (loser) - it's holding me stillborn
My fear (come on) - I'll never be again
(don't fear)
You stole the innocence
From a child to be no more
Blinded by the silence
Afraid to ever speak a word
Thinking on the times of my demise and
I wish it wasn't me the victimized
and I don't know
really can't see how I really couldn't kill the mother who violated me
Why aren't you here
Why does life seem so unfair
You were strength in my darkest days
Now how can I face the world
Alone - I need you here
God tell me why
My friend is gone
and I'll give up forever to be with you
So tell me why - My friend is gone
Why God - my friend is gone
Tell me why my friend is gone
Won't you come back to me
In my dreams I want to see
All the promises we made come true
And to have just one more time - with you
Forgive my negativity
This world is cold and empty
They tell me time will heal the pain
But I know I'll never be the same
Without you - I need you here
All that I am is do to you
Do you see that you live in me
Eternally I'll always be
Connecting and reflecting to your memory
Can you see me can you feel me
Can you hear me can you heal me
I can't take this I can't fake this
I can't shake this Life is so unfair
I need you here - please
Now
I'm alone in the dark
With the lights turned on
Where no one knows me
Now
I wear my mask
To see who I am
But I don't know me
I don't wanna be here
(for breakin' me down)
I just don't wanna be anymore...no
Hey you
Why Me again
Hey you
Wish I could be someone else
(Truth, Truth, Truth)
The truth is hard to face
Yeah, when it stares you down
Hey you
Hey you
Why Me
(Please, please, please, please)
God, please tell me why
I'm lost inside
Where can I find me
I've lost the will to see
I've lost the will to be
It's always the same, the same
this time
I don't wanna be here
(for breakin' me down)
I just don't wanna be anymore...no
Hey you
Why Me again
Hey you
Wish I could be someone else
(Truth, Truth, Truth)
The truth is hard to face
Yeah, when it stares you down
Hey you
Hey you
Why (hey you) Me
Hey you
Why Me
I don't
wanna be
anymore
You don't look hard to find
What's deep in your mind
It's easier to hate than see
Your convictions of stone
You kill off your own
You desperately want to be
Masses dead inside open up your eyes
You're broken and cold seeing your blindsight
Why's humankind going down
Am I the only one that can see it
Am I the only one that can feel it
Why's the human mind slowing down
Am I the only one that can see it
Am I the only one - why am I going down
Your going down sucker
Yeah sucker down
I see through your disguise
Your self-righteous lies
Destroy what you don't understand
I cannot help but feel
That time doesn't heal
Impressions that will never mend
I have come to realize
When I look in your eyes
I'm staring back at me......
Someone's gonna pull a trick [laugh]
He sees the sign of the times
She sees a mission.
He's been trying, tells her why she has no premonition.
Her calous heart, with bitter salt
To fill the void, that you want
So she says
Amaze me
If I wasn't here
it wouldn't make a difference anyway
If I wasn't here
it wouldn't make a difference anyway
As logic ends she descends
Two less than zero
Looks like a freak unwanted geek, you'll never be
able to be my hero
She reads the lines, and other minds
and otherwise
So she says
Amaze me
If I wasn't here
it wouldn't make a difference anyway
If I wasn't here
it wouldn't make a difference anyway
If I weren't here
If I weren't here
(it wouldn't matter anyway)
Tell me what I'm missin'
Just tell me anything
Tell me that you give your sympathy
Tell me that you give it all to me
Tell me that you give me your sanity
[Ah, Ah,]
Tell me that you give your sympathy
Tell me that you give it all to me
Tell me that you give your sanity
Just tell me anything...jus
If I wasn't here
it wouldn't make a difference anyway
If I wasn't here
it wouldn't make a difference anyway
If I weren't here
If I weren't here
(it wouldn't matter anyway)
Tell me what I'm missin'
Just tell me
(ohhh, yeahhhh)
about it [laugh]
hi this is J i was bored so i made a list of random things ashley has said of course she told me exactly what they were cuz it wasnt like i memorized em
Everything looks perfect from far away
Cause I’m riach biacth
The more ppl I meet, the more I like my dog
Work harder I’m on welfare
Some days you’re the dog, some days you’re the fire hydrant
Your ugly and your momma dresses you funny
Sorry it’s not my day to care
Some mornings it dosent pay to gnaw through the leather straps
A clean desk is a sign of a sick mind
in the words of my main friend DANI!!!!!!
"Just wanted to say hope you get hit by a car on the way home" :)
isnt it the best, so mean yet happy
i think it shud go
"i hope your heart gets ripped out by a physco killer"
bwahhaha
Atop the grave
One tear fell down her face
As she sat atop her one true loves grave
Knowing it was all her fault
That person wasn’t just someone to exalt
Lying to herself
Seeing that person inside
No where to run
No where to hide
“Just kill yourself,” she says
“It’ll all go away”
“All the hurt”
“All the pain”
Taking a deep breath
Screaming inside
Holding the gun to her head
Now she was dead
by.... do i really need to say
roses
All the black roses
Piercing my heart
Taking me into the darkness
With every thought
Looking around
for signs of life
But through the darkness
There is no light
I thought about
The way you see
With every thing
That seems so perfect
I woke up from this
Wired dream
With black petals
Floatin around me
Everyday brings change,and the world puts on a new face
Sudden things rearrange, and this whole world seems like a new place
Secretly i been tailing you
Like a fox that prays on a rabbitt
Had to get you and so i knew
I had to learn your ways and habits
Ooooooh, you were the catch that i was after
I looked up and i was in your arms and i knew that i was captured
What's this whole world comin to
Things just ain't the same
Any time the hunter gets captured by the game
I had to lay such a tender trap
Hoping you might fall into it
Love hit me with a sudden slap
One kiss and then i knew it
Ooooooh, my plans didn't work out like i thought
'Cause i had laid my trap for you but it seems that i got caught
What's this whole world comin to
Things just ain't the same
Any time the hunter gets captured by the game
Ah yeah, yeah yeah, hey yeah
your
your lips
your eyes
your touch
your sighs
your hair
your breath
your kiss
your warmth
your mine
by me again
I hate
I hate life
I wanna die
I hate life
why?
I hate you
oh yes I do
In hate you
you hate me to?
I hate love
so much
I hate love
even just a touch
I hate the world
just the thought
I hate the world
let it ROT
by me
i dont really(only sometimes)