alone- Edgar Allen Poe
From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold,
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by,
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.
--.-- a friend just told me this
-there was this man, and him and his buds stuck a light bulb up his butt, they couldnt get it out so they went to the hospital to get it removed...
i said "his ass was afraid of the dark"
see isnt it just stupid...
It is the tiger that is the mightiest, but the chameleon will endure.
this is so funny in a sad type of way...ok the first part was the funniest but o well the way she told it was so dramatic lol
-my lil sis had a dream and when she woke up she had to tell me it has to do with snakes and she and my mom both are completely terrified by snakes
it starts like this(this is in my lil sisters own words:
the show was called Mango Safari and mangos were becoming endangered, so a group set out to kill the animals that ate the mangos...while looking they thought they saw a rat but it turned out to be a huge anaconda, the anaconda went for someone and a guy with a shotgun came and shot the snake, a blood thirsty shrill came out of the snake. they put the snake in a giant cage and took it to the house (mainly my house) they put the cage in her room, but it got out and while my sister was sleeping it came up and bit her hand (I was all at this part "u sure he wasn’t eating u" and she glared at me) I ran in with a huge blade (yes I know very heroic lol) and I grabbed the snakes head and pried it off her hand (a detail is here that I don’t wanna say) I threw it into the living room and there I started to fight the snake....then she woke up
some say you can see the passage of time when you look in the morror, but if you take the time and look out into the world you can see the timelapse everywhere...
all evil needs to succeed is for the good man to sit back and do nothing...
I flee to Decemberunderg
At the moment my uncle ben(19 yrs old) is here playing the piano, it is very 'Dracula', dark and suave, elegant and scary...the sounds that come out of an old manor on a dark night, the kind that draw you to it in the exquisite way...
Seems like I've gone off the side of a mountain
couldn't be sure I was even alive
fallen from the icy heights
landed with a broken cry
in this valley of shadow
sorrow and sighs
can you save me baby?
Thought I could live my life as a stranger
hide from the heartbreak of love all life through ???
make it to the higher ground
try to turn the volume down
couldn't stop the sirens from singing
sing for me baby
There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea.
You became the light on the dark side of me.
Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill.
But did you know,
That when it snows,My eyes become large and,
The light that you shine can be seen.
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
The more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah.
And now that your rose is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grey.
There is so much a person can tell you,
So much they can say.
there's so much inside.
You remain,
you.......
My power, my pleasure, my pain, baby
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny.. yeah.
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby?
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen.
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
Been kissed from a rose on the grey.
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah
stranger it feels, yeah.
Now that your rose is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grey,
I've been kissed by a rose on the grey,
I've been kissed by a rose
Been kissed by a rose on the grey.
I've been kissed by a rose on the grey,
And if I should fall, at all
I've been kissed by a rose
Been kissed by a rose on the grey.
There is so much a person can tell you,
So much they can say.
there's so much inside.
You remain
you.......
My power, my pleasure, my pain.
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny, yeah
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby.
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen.
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah
stranger it feels.
Now that your rose is in bloom,
A light hits the gloom on the grey.
Yes I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah
stranger it feels. yeah.
And now that your rose is in bloom
A light hits the gloom on the grey
Now that your rose is in bloom,
A light hits the gloom on the grey.
Hey there sugar where ya gunna go?
I'm going downtown Daddy-O
What ya gunna do when you get there, girl?
I'm gunna get messed up in a God-Shaped Hole
Hey Mr Hophead, what ya gunna do?
I'm going downtown for some bad ju-ju
Ya going downtown too, Mr. Gigolo?
Damn right I am, Daddy-O...
There is a light that shines over this city tonight
There is a light that shines over this city tonight
Let it shine
O Mr High Roller where ya gunna go?
Where the real high-rollin rollers roll real dough
Hey Mr Killer Man what ya gunna do?
Me and Mr Death are going downtown too
Ain't there one God
Fearing citizen about?
They're all holed up and they ain't comin' out
What about Mr. Preacher to forgive us our sins?
Not that carrion crow with blood on his chin
And Mr. Politician can't he lend a hand?
He's too busy sucking on the guts of this town
And what about God and this Armageddon?
He's all blissed out, man, up in Heaven
Ain't there nowhere to run, ain't there nowhere to go?(repeat line 3 more times)
Yeah, look to the sky, Daddy-O
There is a light that shines over this city tonight
There is a light that shines over this city tonight
Let it shine, let it shine, let it shine
What are the little kids gunna do, man?
The little kids are all standing around
What are the kids doing, do you know?
They are looking to the Sky, Daddy-O.
i cant believe D says this stuff
i said - i am from the hood
she goes- yea well im from the trunk
lol she is so weird
as i sit in this dark, cold room,
i think of things...
like should i be here? or even be alive?
as i bring the blade closer, and slice my delakit skin,
crimson red hits the floor,
like my last seconds on earth.
as i start to fade away,
my time ending near,
a flash hits me and i see your face.
why am i doing this?
when you find out,
i know you wont love me.
what will you do?
will you love, or hate
me?
as i dial your number,
buttons start to fade.
is this it? will i ever get to say good bye?
i love... you.
my suicidal end by shiba (dani!!!)
damnit dani i love ya dont pull shit like this or i will kick ya ass
she loves me,
she loves me not.
this always bein a thought.
i think of you,
day and night,
always giving me a fright
do you like me?
do you hate me?
always debating.
could you hold me in your arms?,
never letting go?
to show me love,
which i have never know?
by shiba(dani!!!)
i love it..oh yes, oh yes i do
was broed so i made a list of all the colors my hair has been
my hair has been
green
blood red
bubblegum pink
hot pink
blue-green
baby blue
blue
bright purple
dark purple
white
black
yellow(not blonde lol)
blonde
reg, like normal person red
raven black
grey
i think thats all lol
A random convo. between me and nick
Me- I know
Nick- I know u know
Me- I know u know I know
Nick- I know u know that I know that u know
Me- and I know that u know that I know that u know that I know
Nick- I know...infinit
Me- I know a google lol
Nick- doot,… doot doot,… doot doot doot
Me- weird
I live in the past
I can't move on beyond the pain
I feel no release
I want to find my peace of mind
My fear (loser) - it's holding me stillborn
My fear (come on) - I'll never be again
(don't fear)
You stole the innocence
From a child to be no more
Blinded by the silence
Afraid to ever speak a word
Thinking on the times of my demise and
I wish it wasn't me the victimized
and I don't know
really can't see how I really couldn't kill the mother who violated me
Why aren't you here
Why does life seem so unfair
You were strength in my darkest days
Now how can I face the world
Alone - I need you here
God tell me why
My friend is gone
and I'll give up forever to be with you
So tell me why - My friend is gone
Why God - my friend is gone
Tell me why my friend is gone
Won't you come back to me
In my dreams I want to see
All the promises we made come true
And to have just one more time - with you
Forgive my negativity
This world is cold and empty
They tell me time will heal the pain
But I know I'll never be the same
Without you - I need you here
All that I am is do to you
Do you see that you live in me
Eternally I'll always be
Connecting and reflecting to your memory
Can you see me can you feel me
Can you hear me can you heal me
I can't take this I can't fake this
I can't shake this Life is so unfair
I need you here - please
Now
I'm alone in the dark
With the lights turned on
Where no one knows me
Now
I wear my mask
To see who I am
But I don't know me
I don't wanna be here
(for breakin' me down)
I just don't wanna be anymore...no
Hey you
Why Me again
Hey you
Wish I could be someone else
(Truth, Truth, Truth)
The truth is hard to face
Yeah, when it stares you down
Hey you
Hey you
Why Me
(Please, please, please, please)
God, please tell me why
I'm lost inside
Where can I find me
I've lost the will to see
I've lost the will to be
It's always the same, the same
this time
I don't wanna be here
(for breakin' me down)
I just don't wanna be anymore...no
Hey you
Why Me again
Hey you
Wish I could be someone else
(Truth, Truth, Truth)
The truth is hard to face
Yeah, when it stares you down
Hey you
Hey you
Why (hey you) Me
Hey you
Why Me
I don't
wanna be
anymore
You don't look hard to find
What's deep in your mind
It's easier to hate than see
Your convictions of stone
You kill off your own
You desperately want to be
Masses dead inside open up your eyes
You're broken and cold seeing your blindsight
Why's humankind going down
Am I the only one that can see it
Am I the only one that can feel it
Why's the human mind slowing down
Am I the only one that can see it
Am I the only one - why am I going down
Your going down sucker
Yeah sucker down
I see through your disguise
Your self-righteous lies
Destroy what you don't understand
I cannot help but feel
That time doesn't heal
Impressions that will never mend
I have come to realize
When I look in your eyes
I'm staring back at me......
Someone's gonna pull a trick [laugh]
He sees the sign of the times
She sees a mission.
He's been trying, tells her why she has no premonition.
Her calous heart, with bitter salt
To fill the void, that you want
So she says
Amaze me
If I wasn't here
it wouldn't make a difference anyway
If I wasn't here
it wouldn't make a difference anyway
As logic ends she descends
Two less than zero
Looks like a freak unwanted geek, you'll never be
able to be my hero
She reads the lines, and other minds
and otherwise
So she says
Amaze me
If I wasn't here
it wouldn't make a difference anyway
If I wasn't here
it wouldn't make a difference anyway
If I weren't here
If I weren't here
(it wouldn't matter anyway)
Tell me what I'm missin'
Just tell me anything
Tell me that you give your sympathy
Tell me that you give it all to me
Tell me that you give me your sanity
[Ah, Ah,]
Tell me that you give your sympathy
Tell me that you give it all to me
Tell me that you give your sanity
Just tell me anything...jus
If I wasn't here
it wouldn't make a difference anyway
If I wasn't here
it wouldn't make a difference anyway
If I weren't here
If I weren't here
(it wouldn't matter anyway)
Tell me what I'm missin'
Just tell me
(ohhh, yeahhhh)
about it [laugh]