[The sun keeps fading away.]'s diary

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Written about Tuesday 2006-08-01
Written: (6688 days ago)

Other fish
By M. Doughty 

A girl with a backpack on a cellular phone sighs;
Between the exhale and the first consonant
A van barrels through her, who knows
What the boy thinks, his line slipping from her voice,
Her words sucked backwards through the wire?
Two hours from now he’ll be drunk,
His slurred thoughts slobbering over motives,
Why she decided suddenly to leave him
And hung up mid-word.

The phone yelps angrily from under a bus,
And she lays splayed like an asterisk
In the dreary sentence of Fourteenth Street.

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Written about Tuesday 2006-08-01
Written: (6688 days ago)

My momma says “be pretty girl”
My dad is on my case
Like. Am I a doll or a member
Of the freakin’ human race?
Everyday they come on like
I’m the family disgrace
Hey momma, hey daddy,
Just get out of my face


Me, I’m just me
Not some crazy kind of creature
But when I go to school
I get hassles from the teacher
She says that when there’s trouble
She knows I’m gonna feature
She’s “heaven knows, I try my best
But I just cannot ‘what I call’ reach her.”

Bad girl, bad girl
With a bad kind of fame
For being the baddest of the bad
Bad girl is my name

The boys all try to hit on me
“let’s go clubbin’ out tonight”
They tell me I’m a babe
I’m such a pretty sight
But when we hit high street
They find out too right
This baby ain’t for dancing
This baby wants to fight!

I’m a dawg, all you people
I’m danger on the prowl
On the street, in the heat
In the gutters mean and foul
Hear my bark, feel my bite
Hear my wolverine growl

Bad girl, bad girl
With a bad kind of fame
For being the baddest of the bad
Bad girl is my name

Bwahahhaahaa hehe I love it ….yay…

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Written about Tuesday 2006-08-01
Written: (6688 days ago)

Everytime we look for Answers we find more Questions..

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Written about Tuesday 2006-08-01
Written: (6689 days ago)

thats deep..damn what a concept.

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Written about Tuesday 2006-08-01
Written: (6689 days ago)

oh yes i am about to laugh myself into a seizure

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Written about Tuesday 2006-08-01
Written: (6689 days ago)

we beat em, we dised em, we kicked they butt good..but that was kinda stupid yall we in they neighboorhood...RUN!!!

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Written about Monday 2006-07-31
Written: (6690 days ago)

The fact that you
You think you can
Speak to me
The way you do
It bleeds me to believe that you
Have never stepped out of the skin you lived within

The fact that you
You think you can
Speak to me
The way you do
It bleeds me to believe that you
Have never stepped out of the skin you lived within
And then, and if
This day occurs
Your tongue, the taste
Will imitate a battery
The anti-equilibrium
Your stomach becomes the floor

The look on your face was priceless!
The look on your face was priceless!
Yes, the look on your face was priceless!
That look, it was...

A light goes on upstairs,
The attic is ablaze!
This island isn't big enough
For both of us so who will swim
In eel infested oceans?

Kiss the sand good-bye
because the tide is coming up and in
Yeah, water, water, water everywhere!
And every chance to sink!

The look on your face was priceless!
The look on your face was priceless!
Yes, the look on your face was priceless!
That look, it was so priceless

It's an amalgamation
Of the things you aren't
The ways you wish you were
A split second
Perceiving of the way you really look to everyone of them

I wish that you could see because
I wish that you could see

The look on your face was priceless!
The look on your face was priceless!
Yes, the look on your face was priceless!
That look, it was so priceless

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Written about Friday 2006-07-28
Written: (6692 days ago)

alone- Edgar Allen Poe

    From childhood's hour I have not been
    As others were; I have not seen
    As others saw; I could not bring
    My passions from a common spring.
    From the same source I have not taken
    My sorrow; I could not awaken
    My heart to joy at the same tone;
    And all I loved, I loved alone.
    Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
    Of a most stormy life- was drawn
    From every depth of good and ill
    The mystery which binds me still:
    From the torrent, or the fountain,
    From the red cliff of the mountain,
    From the sun that round me rolled
    In its autumn tint of gold,
    From the lightning in the sky
    As it passed me flying by,
    From the thunder and the storm,
    And the cloud that took the form
    (When the rest of Heaven was blue)
    Of a demon in my view.

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Written about Friday 2006-07-21
Written: (6699 days ago)

--.-- a friend just told me this

-there was this man, and him and his buds stuck a light bulb up his butt, they couldnt get it out so they went to the hospital to get it removed...

i said "his ass was afraid of the dark"

see isnt it just stupid...

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Written about Wednesday 2006-07-19
Written: (6702 days ago)

It is the tiger that is the mightiest, but the chameleon will endure.

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Written about Wednesday 2006-07-12
Written: (6708 days ago)

this is so funny in a sad type of way...ok the first part was the funniest but o well the way she told it was so dramatic lol
 -my lil sis had a dream and when she woke up she had to  tell me it has to do with snakes and she and my mom both are  completely terrified by snakes
  it starts like this(this is in my lil sisters own words:
    the show was called Mango Safari and mangos were becoming endangered, so a group set out to kill the animals that ate the mangos...while looking they thought they saw a rat but it turned out to be a huge anaconda, the anaconda went for someone and a guy with a shotgun came and shot the snake, a blood thirsty shrill came out of the snake. they put the snake in a giant cage and took it to the house (mainly my house) they put the cage in her room, but it got out and while my sister was sleeping it came up and bit her hand (I was all at this part "u sure he wasn’t eating u" and she glared at me) I ran in with a huge blade (yes I know very heroic lol) and I grabbed the snakes head and pried it off her hand (a detail is here that I don’t wanna say) I threw it into the living room and there I started to fight the snake....then she woke up

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Written about Tuesday 2006-07-11
Written: (6709 days ago)

some say you can see the passage of time when you look in the morror, but if you take the time and look out into the world you can see the timelapse everywhere...

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Written about Tuesday 2006-07-11
Written: (6709 days ago)

all evil needs to succeed is for the good man to sit back and do nothing...

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Written about Tuesday 2006-07-11
Written: (6709 days ago)

 I flee to Decemberunderground. As u exhale, I breathe in the water underground and I’ll grow pale without you

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Written about Sunday 2006-07-09
Written: (6711 days ago)
Next in thread: 821710

At the moment my uncle ben(19 yrs old) is here playing the piano, it is very 'Dracula', dark and suave, elegant and scary...the sounds that come out of an old manor on a dark night, the kind that draw you to it in the exquisite way...

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Written about Wednesday 2006-06-28
Written: (6722 days ago)

Seems like I've gone off the side of a mountain
couldn't be sure I was even alive
fallen from the icy heights
landed with a broken cry
in this valley of shadow
sorrow and sighs
can you save me baby?

Thought I could live my life as a stranger
hide from the heartbreak of love all life through ???
make it to the higher ground
try to turn the volume down
couldn't stop the sirens from singing
sing for me baby

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Written about Wednesday 2006-06-28
Written: (6722 days ago)

There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea.
You became the light on the dark side of me.
Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill.

But did you know,
That when it snows,My eyes become large and,
The light that you shine can be seen.
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
The more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah.
And now that your rose is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grey.

There is so much a person can tell you,
So much they can say.
there's so much inside.

You remain,
you.......
My power, my pleasure, my pain, baby
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny.. yeah.
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby?
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen.

Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
Been kissed from a rose on the grey.
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah
stranger it feels, yeah.

Now that your rose is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grey,

I've been kissed by a rose on the grey,
I've been kissed by a rose
Been kissed by a rose on the grey.

I've been kissed by a rose on the grey,
And if I should fall, at all
I've been kissed by a rose
Been kissed by a rose on the grey.

There is so much a person can tell you,
So much they can say.
there's so much inside.

You remain
you.......
My power, my pleasure, my pain.
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny, yeah
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby.

But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen.

Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah
stranger it feels.

Now that your rose is in bloom,
A light hits the gloom on the grey.

Yes I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
Ooh, the more I get of you

Stranger it feels, yeah
stranger it feels. yeah.

And now that your rose is in bloom
A light hits the gloom on the grey
Now that your rose is in bloom,
A light hits the gloom on the grey.

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Written about Wednesday 2006-06-28
Written: (6722 days ago)

Hey there sugar where ya gunna go?
I'm going downtown Daddy-O
What ya gunna do when you get there, girl?
I'm gunna get messed up in a God-Shaped Hole
Hey Mr Hophead, what ya gunna do?
I'm going downtown for some bad ju-ju
Ya going downtown too, Mr. Gigolo?
Damn right I am, Daddy-O...

There is a light that shines over this city tonight
There is a light that shines over this city tonight
Let it shine

O Mr High Roller where ya gunna go?
Where the real high-rollin rollers roll real dough
Hey Mr Killer Man what ya gunna do?
Me and Mr Death are going downtown too
Ain't there one God
Fearing citizen about?
They're all holed up and they ain't comin' out
What about Mr. Preacher to forgive us our sins?
Not that carrion crow with blood on his chin
And Mr. Politician can't he lend a hand?
He's too busy sucking on the guts of this town
And what about God and this Armageddon?
He's all blissed out, man, up in Heaven
Ain't there nowhere to run, ain't there nowhere to go?(repeat line 3 more times)
Yeah, look to the sky, Daddy-O

There is a light that shines over this city tonight
There is a light that shines over this city tonight
Let it shine, let it shine, let it shine

What are the little kids gunna do, man?
The little kids are all standing around
What are the kids doing, do you know?
They are looking to the Sky, Daddy-O.

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Written about Monday 2006-06-26
Written: (6724 days ago)

i cant believe D says this stuff

i said - i am from the hood
she goes- yea well im from the trunk

lol she is so weird

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Written about Sunday 2006-06-25
Written: (6726 days ago)

as i sit in this dark, cold room,
i think of things...
like should i be here? or even be alive?
as i bring the blade closer, and slice my delakit skin,
crimson red hits the floor,
like my last seconds on earth.

as i start to fade away,
my time ending near,
a flash hits me and i see your face.
why am i doing this?
when you find out,
i know you wont love me.
what will you do?
will you love, or hate
me?
as i dial your number,
buttons start to fade.
is this it? will i ever get to say good bye?
i love... you.

my suicidal end by shiba (dani!!!)
damnit dani i love ya dont pull shit like this or i will kick ya ass

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Written about Sunday 2006-06-25
Written: (6726 days ago)

she loves me,
she loves me not.
this always bein a thought.

i think of you,
day and night,
always giving me a fright

do you like me?
do you hate me?
always debating.

could you hold me in your arms?,
never letting go?

to show me love,
which i have never know?
  by shiba(dani!!!)
i love it..oh yes, oh yes i do

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