my boredness/ illness made me do it


001: Name: Ashley
002: Nickname: ashy, ash, aira, chick with green hair…
003: Country of living: United States
004: Birth date: feb. 1, 1992
005: Hair Length: almost to my ass when pulled straight but since it is kinda curly sems a lil longer than half way down my back
006: Eye color: brown to black
007: Shoe size: depends ranges from 8-10
008: School/work: work
009: You smoke: no
010: Hobby's: ……………….
011: Brothers/Sisters: 1 sis
012: Relationship: no
013: Piercing(s): yes
014: Tattoo: no
015: Favorite Country to go to: don’t have one
016: Are there people you wont reply to?: no
017: Nicest person you met this year: …I dunno….
018: Person(s) you rather not have met this year: hmmm a person
019: Who would you like to meet: everyone
020: Who do you admire most: someone
021: Most sexy person(s): hmmmm not gone say
022: Favorite Pajamas: shorts and a tee
023: Favorite Car: No idea
024: Favorite Movie(s): bugsy malone
025: Favorite Music: anything except country
026: Favorite City(s): --.--
027: Favorite Plush: ooo oooooooo ooooo ooooo teddy cat
028: Favorite Perfume: ummm…vanilla body spray
029: Favorite Magazine: don’t have one
030: Favorite sound: (s) sound of my mom singing…*sigh* and the sound of water and my grandma playing the piano, and my uncle Ben playing the piano or guitar…silence
031: Favorite TV-series: hmmm ooo csi csi csi i love that show
032: Favorite Author: :/
033: Favorite Nickname: *sigh* ooo bubbles
034: What is on your mouse pad: don’t have one
035: What all is under your bed: boxes of po...etry hahahahaha tottaly had you for a sec
036: Favorite color: black, purple, white and grey/gray
037: Favorite Song ever: *shrugs*
038: Favorite song at this moment: idk
039: Favorite food: anything spicy or Italian
040: Favorite class at school: lunch…cuz i dont have to do anything (I dont eat though)
041: Favorite drink: tea
042: Lucky number: idk
043: What do you think that is greatest about yourself: nothin
044: What deodorant do you use: dove
045: Favorite shoes: comfy ones
046: What time do you go to bed on weekdays: hmmmmmmm
047: What word(s) do you use most: the words I use most
048: Most romantic moment in your life: hehe
049: Most embarrassed moment of your life: rather not say
050: You spend your time rather inside or outside: inside
051:What do you do in the weekends: talk on the phone, try to sleep, stay up late, other things
052: What class in school do/did you dislike most: Bio
053: Your Breakfast: don’t eat breakfast
054: What do you really dislike to eat: asparagus *bleh*
055: Pets: yep
056: Laugh or dream: both
057: Serious or funny: both
058: Fast or slow: both
059: You prefer being alone or have relation: relation
060: Simple or Complicated: both
061: Cremate or Buried when dead: frozen^^
062: Sex or alcohol: …..
063: Stay up late or go to bed early: stay up late
064: Light or dark?: both
065: Speak or Silence: both
066: tall or small guys: tall
067: News paper: everyonce and a while
068: Hug or kiss: both
069: Happy or Sad: happy
070: Life or Death: life
071: Gig or Disco: hehe both
072: Left or Right: right
073: Sausages on top, or on the side: neither…don’t like sausages
074: Dark/ red/ Blonde: any
075: What would you ask god if you could ask him 1 single question: will you make them sufer?
076: you believe in reincarnation: yea
077: you believe in Aliens: yes
078: When you die, what will be your last words: and with a kiss i die
079: Does true love exist? Yeah somewhere
080: How many kids would you like to have?: 2 or more…I love having a big family
081: What is the thing you can't stand: hmmmm
082: Best feeling: love
083: Worst feeling in the world: watching someone you care about get hurt
084: What are you afraid of: my real father
085: Are you an emotional person: yes
086: You cry while watching a movie? Hahah depends on what movie
087: Your goal in life: to become a window washer
088: What was the promise you made to yourself at New Years Eve: didn't make one
090: As what animal would you like to reincarnate: a MONKEY.
091: What is the most beautiful part on the female body: eyes
092: Most original place to ask your lover to marry you: hmmm on the roof under the stars…i would love that
093: What do you think of elf town? GO ELFTOWN
094: Is there something you miss about elf town? …
095: Besides elf town, what do you do most on your PC: check mail, IM, look things up, listen to la banda musica, read...
097: Favorite Actor: …….
098: Favorite Actress: *shrugs*
099: Favorite Anime: none
100: Favorite Mangas: none
101: Blah: what the hell?
102: What super powers do you wish to have: ooooooooooo super window washing skills
103: Your gender: female
104: Straight/gay/BI: bi
105: Single: yes
106: Want to be: a window washer
107: Age you act: *shrugs* my age
108: Age you wish you were: 16
109: Your height: 5'5
110: Happy with it: no *pouts*
111: The color of your hair: multicolored
112: Happy with it: NEVER
113: Left/right/ambidextrous: right
114 Your living arrangement: living with my family
115: What's your job: ehh have a couple lil ones
116: Piercings: yes
117: Obsessions: a few ppl, doodling…writing
118: Do you speak another language: un pacito espanol
119: Have a favorite quote: lots
120: Do you have a Web Page: yea
121: Do you live in the moment: no
122: Do you consider yourself tolerant of others: yes
123: Do you have any secrets: yes
124: Do you hate yourself: sometimes
125: Do you like your handwriting: no no no no no it changes to much
126: Do you have any bad habits: yes, moving hands when talk, moving feet when sleep…chewing my finger nails...chewing on my pens…talkin to much… yeah…and more
127: What is the compliment you get most from people: hmm ooo oo oo i love your hair HAHA yeah…and being called sweetie and hun
128: If a movie were made about your life, what would it be called: monkeylumps
129: What's your biggest fear: of becoming like i used to be…don’t ask
130: Can you sing: yeah
131: Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool: no
132: Are you a loner: *laughs* in the end yea
133: If you were another person, would you be friends with you: maybe not
134: Are you a daredevil: hmmm no
135: Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself: yes
136: Are you passive or aggressive: both
137: Have you got a question: ehhhhh
138: What is your greatest strength and weakness: weakness-believing people can change strength-caring for people (this can be a weakness too)
139: If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be: something
140: There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose: love
141: How do you vent: writing, punching things (mainly my punching bag^^)
142: Do you think you are emotionally strong: no
143: Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life: hell yea
144: Do you think life has been good so far: *sigh* in some ways yes
145: What is the most important lesson you've learned from life: don’t doubt everyone for someone does end up surprising you
145: What do you like the most about your body: ….*shrugs*
146: And least: *raises an eyebrow*
147: Do you think you are good looking: no
148: Are you confident: in myself?..not really
149: What is the fictional character you're most like: eek i dunno
150: Do people know how you feel: hmmm im not sure
151: Are you perceived wrongly: i dunno
152: Smoke: no
153: Do drugs: medical
154: Read the newspaper: I did yesterday
155: Pray: no
156: Go to church: no
157: Talk to strangers who IM you: no >.<
158: Sleep with stuffed animals: awwww yes *huggles teddycat* i do
159: Take walks in the rain: yes
160: Talk to people even though you hate them: yeah
161: Drive: not yet
162: Like to drive fast: yes
163: Like your voice: no
164: Hurt yourself: yes
165: Been out of the country: no
166: Eaten something that made other people sick: I dunno
167: Burped: no shit...what kind of question is that?
168: Been unfaithful: not really
169: Been in love: im not exactly sure
170: Done drugs: ….
171: Gone skinny-dipping: *blushes*
172: Had a surgery: no
173: Ran away from home: no
174: Played strip poker: hahahahaha yeah at kates birthday
175: Gotten beaten up: no
176: Been picked on: *glares* yes everyday...my peeps can be mean *stomps foot* damnit >.< im not that short
177: Been on stage: yes
178: Been so drunk that you can't remember your name?: no
179: Slept outdoors: yes^^ all the time I love it
180: Thought about suicide: yes
181: Pulled an all-nighter: hahahaa yeah
182: If yes, what is your record: im not exactly sure one i remember was like 11 days who actually cares?
183: Gone one day without food: *shrugs* yeah
184: Talked on the phone all night: *happy sigh* yea I have
185: Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yes
186: Slept all day: no..it is extremely hard for me to sleep during the day
187: Killed someone: negativo capitan
188: Made out with a stranger: hahaha
189: Had sex with a stranger: no
190: Thought you're going crazy: …no *crazy eyes* never NEVER I TELL YOU
191: Kissed the same sex: yea
192: Done anything sexual with the same sex: well seeing as i am bi *voice trails off*
193: Been betrayed: *pouts* yeah
194: Had a dream that came true: yeah *smiles*
195: Broken the law: many times
196: Met a famous person: yes
197: Have you ever killed an animal by accident: bugs count?
198: Stolen anything: *sigh*.
199: Been on radio/TV: no
200: Been in a mosh-pit: yes
201: Had a nervous breakdown: *laughs* yes
202: Considered religious vocation: no
203: Are you a virgin: *looks away*
204: Bungee jumped: no
205: Had a dream that kept coming back: yes --.--
206: Believe in life on other planets: yeah
207: Miracles: yes sometimes
208: Astrology: yeah
209: Magic: yeah
210: God: more than one
211: Satan: no
212: Santa: --.-- my dream of meeting Santa was squashed 
213: Ghosts: yea
214: Luck: yea
215: Love at first sight: *sigh* maybe
216: Yin and Yang: yes
217: Witches: yes
219: Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever: yes
220: Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow: yeah…no
221: Do you wish on stars?: yes
222: Do you remember your first love?: yes
223: Still love him/her: wasn’t really love
224: Do you consider love a mistake: sometimes
225: What do you find romantic: caring for one another
226: Turn-on: ….hmmm…
227: Turn-off: grapefruits
228: Do you base your judgment on looks alone: no

Me with out you
is like
shoes without laces
a nerd without braces
and sentences without spaces
i cant live without you
i love you
-*!~:)DoPeY~N~Ba$hFuL(:~!*-

without humor life sucks
without courage lifes hard
without love lifes hopeless
without friends lifes impossible
-*!~:)DoPeY~N~Ba$hFuL(:~!*-

Through all the lies from your mouth your silence shocked us all..just speak your thoughts aloud but let them be true and not ruin the lives around you

swanky-my new word^^

its called a heart, look deep down and try to find one..

i dont need a friend, i need to mend so far away..so come sit by the fire^^ and play for a while

wait before you take that off can we have a meeting

you mean a meeting?^^

oh ewwwwww

ohh ahhhhh my mind, my mindddd ahhhhhhh

what?

ima good kid if anyone wants me im sure they can sign the papers and ill come and be a good addition to your family *cheesy smile*

ekk she called me she called me *dances* how can i be this happy over a lil gurl?..becuz i wuv her she is like one of those ppl that if she smiles her lil gurl smile she makes u instantly happy...and bubba omgah bubba he is starting to talk and he actually didnt call me bob this time *laughs* he is a goof...(yes that is why i love the name bob..and use it alot cuz bob is a great word^^ 'specially if u get called that by a lil kid) ...*sigh* they sound so grown...i havent seen them in a couple months..oh well i have to go see them soon, ive been selfish and need to see them..

ok awesomenesss news...ok for all those who know T.I (yes the rapper if u wanna stop reading now, then fuck off but otherwise continue) well my uncle david(the younger one not the older one he is like 21 and full italian [huggles him] i wuv him) well anyways he is a rapper and recently got signed to a label well T.I heard his songs so now they are gonna put a C.D out together, he is gonna move up to phoenix and work up there..itsnt it awesomeness^^ im so proud of him plus with his new baby boy he is gonna need the money..yay! for family

Random things of my day (8-21(22 for some)-06)

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♥

they told me to say i forgive you, but im not going to...i dunno what i think right now...except stop thinking of me like a drug.

^Violent times
And _wondering eyes
       Deception
  supported by thoughts
   my time
   

WASTED

a thing that happend down the street and dani was tellin me about it..

there was a shooting in the walgreens parking lot and there was a dispute, then i looked towards the cars and before any1 told me i saw a body bag. then later the copter lifted off, and a couple mins after that i overheard 2 cops talkin from aways and i heard " _______designated______ and the guy was shot in the head"(the blanks are words i cant remember)
before that i was on the pc, listening to music and i heard appx 5-8 gunshots from a handgun.

In the words of Art aka. a.e.s

"Love, its what you clean up with a mop and bucket"

part of a convo i had with a friend...

"he walked out on me, he walked out on our family, i mean why be mad at him...i just wish i hadnt wasted my time wishing i knew him..i went through 10 yrs of my life without him, he was never there and with nothin not even so much as a damn birthday card!! i went through my first day of school with out him..my first date first job..and u know what im gonna go through collage and the rest of life without him! im gonna make damn sure i never have to see him again.."

*serious face* alcohol came out my nose *turns around and laffs*

"heres me 60 gray suit gray hair...heres you 21 black hair...heres vivian my wife and colleague..heres the eiffel tower see the lil tower..and heres a war,..and heres a disease...and heres an orgasm....and heres a hamburger"

The best fucking shirt in exsistence my friend nick has and this is what it says:


This shirt has a lot of words on it
but it really doesn’t say much of anything.
You must feel really stupid by now
since your standing there wasting your time
and reading it.
Well, you’ve almost made it to the end so you mite as well go ahead and finish. Congratulations you’ve made it to the second of the last sentence.

WHAT A LOSER!!!!..



isnt it fucking great>.< im gonna take it from him..

best damn convo had in a while lol it was so funny

XDisturbedXAngelX says:
u awake?
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
lol
ashley says:
*yawn* veronica speaking...sorry ashleys not here rite now shes in a meeting can i take a message?
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
yea,
ashley says:
??
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
tell,her, to come back....
 
XDisturbedXAngelX just sent you a Nudge!
 
ashley says:
im sorry it is a very important meeting
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
i dont care.*wink*
ashley says:
*barbie doll head*
ashley says:
well she cant come to the office right now
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
that sucks
ashley says:
can i put u on hold? have another call
ashley says:
*puts on hold*
ashley says:
*plays crappy on hold music*
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
"dum di dum di dum, i hate dein on hold"
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
"do di do di do....."
ashley says:
veronica speaking can i please take a message?
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
u already asked me that...
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
are u a computer?
ashley says:
veronica speaking can i please take a message?
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
damn...i knew it. automated messageing
ashley says:
veronica speaking can i please take a message?
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
WHERES MY ASHY?!?!
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
ASH! ASH!ASH!..not veronica...ASH!
ashley says:
*male voice* please deposit 25 million dollars for the next five minutes
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
NOOO WAYYYY!!!!!
ashley says:
*male voice* p-p-please depo*voice breaking up and getting deeper*sitititit 25 millll *silence*
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
hm......
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
i wonder if ash is beatin the shit out of de computer
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
hm.....
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
ASH!!!!!!!!!!!1ASH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ashley says:
ewllo mate
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
OMG HOWDY
ashley says:
gi gi may i help um ma'am today?
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
hahahahaha
ashley says:
ahhhhhhhhhhhh* head beeing beat in by ash with a chair... *ash speaking* damn fucking puter *hits it with chair*
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
haha
ashley says:
ohh shit i killed the puter*sulkin face* how can i live
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
lol
ashley says:
weeee what great smart ppl conversations we have lol
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
yes yes yes
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
hehe
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
hahhhaha
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
hehohehohehehoheho
ashley says:
*smiles*
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
<grins>
ashley says:
lol
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
i had fun, talkin to veronica
ashley says:
good lol
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
stupid automated
XDisturbedXAngelX says:
messages