Hellooo everyone! Just a little note to inform you i may be absent for a couple of days.. well i proberly will.. no wait thats as vague as the first one.. ANYWAY! Yeah i got a dragonforce concert tomorrow night so the chances i'm on before saturday are very low and then i'm staying at my friends saturday night so again probability of replying to messages/wiki'
The second ramble in 2 days? ZOMG!! *ish shocked* meh well i guess i have alot to say and i feel i should use this diary more often rather than just storing crap in it..
First things first you may have read [Beki in Wonderland]'s diary entery about her outfit for dragonforce.. so to make her feel better about the whole situation i will be wearing the wider than it is long skirt and i will make sure i get a picture up of it for you all to laugh at.. i find it funny anyway becuase my mum bought it for me to wear to school! xD The i got told off because it was too short.. parents!
Nect topic.. i can't remember now it was something important.. meh i am now running 4 RPs! yayness i'm going to have a posting session on them over christmas becuase i'm concerting the next two weekends and there's school and homework and stuff i have to do at the moment! So if any of you are wondering why the Rps have semi-died it is only for 2 weeks while i get the end of term out of the way. For anyone thats interested we'd welcome new members for Traveller's Rest ohh and i have an EP (elfpack) site mainly becuase it's the only way to keep in contact with Dan out of school.. but meh! Same name as on here if you want to get in contact usual selection of scary pictures and i'll do a proper description over christmas along with posting and website stuff *nods*
I think thats it for now! ^-^ I may start a comeptition in the new year not sure what on yet but meh.. it may be a writing one because i like writing and i think it's good to have some encouragement to actually write and finish something.. but more about that around christmas.. i shall update you all with my various holiday plans! won't that be fun? Hugs to everyone hope your all well!!
A couple of things to report first and foremost the weather! ZOMG!!! It's so wet and windy it actually went through my coat and i was freezing the entire day! >.< Snow sounds good though i'd love it to snow at least with snow you cna have some kind of fun like sledging or snowball fights. Rain is just wet!
Appart from that i only have Art and Biology exams tomorrow and then i'm done! yayness!! I got my welsh result back: 56% which i'm pretty proud of because it's over double what i got last year.. mind you my speaking result hasn't been added and i did REALLY bad.. i did no revision, started talking in german and accidently swore in the middle when i realised it was the wrong language! >.< And it was all recorded on tape.. greeeat!
Hehe i scared my brother today! Mark (14) and lewis (11) ((both my brothers)) were arguing and then mark lost his temper and was going to hit lewis.. i was in charge because mt dad's away nad my mum works so i did the only thing i could.. ran after him and yelled! xD But for some reason my voice wasn't my normal yelling voice it was a scary death-metal sorta thing.. of course both my brothers froze for a minute in shock which was long enough for me to grab nad drag Mark into a room and lock him in until he calmed down! I found it hysterical! *LMAO* I make such a great parent! xD
Finally I HATE DAVID!! he FRIGGING BIT ME!! and for no good reason either he stole my friends pencil case so i went to grab it back after asking nicely about 10 times and he bit my arm. I managed to get the pencil case back (while he was biting my arm) so he bit even harder! >.< well of course i lost my temper headbutted him on the head and dug my nails into his hand at which point he let go. But for FRIG SAKE!! what was the point?!?!?! I have a massive bruise on my arm that hurts like hell and burns whenever the slightest pressure is put on it! >.< Not only that but my knee is slowly getting more and more painful until it's got to the point now where i can't cross my legs because my knee is so painful when i uncross them that i can't put weight on it for a couple of minutes.. My parents are doing nothing much about it so at this rate i'm booking myself into the doctors so he can look at it!!
So meh.. rant over a bit of a mixture of a good and bad day and i'm a bit fed up.. i gotta complete art coursework too and i can't be bothered at all!
My name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I werent ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else im locked up
All day long.
When im awake im all alone
The house is dark
My folks arent home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Chariles bar.
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
Im so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already locked it
And i start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
And fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken,
"Im sorry!", I scream
But its now much to late
His face has been twisted
Into a unimaginable shape
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
O please God, have mercy!
O please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door
While i lay there motionless
Brawled on the floor
My name is Chris
I am three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me
And you can help
Sickens me to the soul,
And if you read this
And dont pass it on
I pray for your forgivness
Beause you would have to be
One heartless person
To not be affected
By this Poem
And because you are affected,
Do something about it!
So all i ask you to do
Is pass this on!
IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!
PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THIS AND PASS IT]
Kids: 1 Parents: 0 - yeah we pwned!
Me: *cutting apple in kitchen*
mum: DON'T GIVE THEM APPLE! THERE IS CELERY AND GREENS IN THE FRIDGE.
Me: *sigh* Well i cut the apple now..
mum: they had apple this morning!
Me: and i'm meant to know that how??
dad: are you giving my apples to the rabbit and guinea pig again?
Me: dad there are 7 red apples and only 4 green ones it's only fair i give them a red one..
dad: *grumbles* they're only animals, they shouldn't eat my apples!
mark: dad we're animals too.. so you cna't have the apples either!
dad: *annoyed*
mark: I think you just got beaten by a 14 year old.
dad: *walks out*
Me: Yeah we beat you! *laughs*
mum: *pathetically* I was just making a point..
Me: and i'm ignoring your point! (yesh teenage moment!)
mum: *walks out*
Me and Mark: WE WON!!!
yeah simple things.. i found it hilarious for some reason.. oh yeah and [Seize.The.Moment] wrote an amazing first post in TR! *hugs*
Mike's party rocked so much, the band was ace and i drank a little too much but all in all a great night. The problem was while everyone else was on beer me and [Beki in Wonderland] were on ouzo.. which is pretty deadly we've discovered. Then there was the shit mix (no idea what was in it) which i thought tasted pretty good but no one else agreed.. which was followed by Steevo's deadly spirit, which pretty much almost floored me.
We had an amazing 6 man mosh pit going in and i wasn't wearing shoes.. which.. thinking about it.. was a really crap idea.. my feet are so crushed and my face feels broken. We'll blame the face think on Beki coz she head-butted me.. and got me in several headlocks and then there was rob who insisted i be part of the pit even when i was trying to mind out of the way ¬.¬
Meh i shall put some pics up and link to some video's on youtube.. there's no sound and the quality is pretty crap but meh.. i'm the one in the Lordi T-shirt and black and purple hair *nods* being thrown about and mugged by rob.
Mike's Party
Take two.. this time with my iTunes libary!
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... and a lot of the songs fit with the setting.
Here we go!
Opening Credits:
America, Fuck Yeah! - Team America! (oh yes! XD amazing!!)
Waking Up:
Bran's Freestyle - CKY
First Day At School:
EMOTION - Meer Campbell (Tanaka Rei) (Gundam seed theme? meh it's cool! ^^)
Falling In Love:
Rather go Blind - Etta James (OMFG!! LMAO!! *DL*)
Fight Song:
Heart of Glass - Blondie (uhh maybe not..why do i even have this??)
Breaking Up:
60 Revolutions - Gogol Bordello (italian dance??)
Prom:
Water Buffalo Song - Veggie Tales! (YES YES YES!!!! YES!!!)
Life:
Romeo and Juliet - Dire Straits
Mental Breakdown:
Reason - Nami Tamaki ( i uber luff this song.. yes another gundam tune! ¬.¬)
Driving:
Sally - Gogol Bordello (this death metal voiced italian again.. o.O)
Flashback:
Moi...Lolita - Alizee
Getting back together:
Start Wearing Purple - Gogol Bordello (WTF??)
Wedding:
Fresh Azimiz - Bow Wow ( i thank Ben for all this music.. )
Birth of Child:
Jag hatar CS - Fellaship (a foreign CS tribute o.O .. ben again)
Final Battle:
Hit me Baby - BRAINSHAKE! (oh man am i loving this!)
Death Scene:
No laughing in Heaven - Ian Gillian (xD)
Funeral Song:
At last - Etta James
And that my friends was a foreign comedy apparently..
End Credits:
Living in the past - Jethro Tull
GOODNIGHT!
I stole this off holly and decided to give it a go..
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... and a lot of the songs fit with the setting.
Here we go!
Opening Credits:
Sacrifice - Edguy
Waking Up:
You know what they do to guys like us in prison - MCR (o.O)
First Day At School:
Creed of Abraham - The meads of Asphodel
Falling In Love:
Leaknishendr - Falkenbach (uhhh.. yeah..)
Fight Song:
Beyond the Dark sun - Wintersun
Breaking Up:
Secrets - Hammerfall (has the potential to be appropriate)
Prom:
Minority - Greenday (??)
Life:
Mrs God - Helloween (now that i like!)
Mental Breakdown:
She's a rebel - greenday (where did all this greenday stuff come from??)
Driving:
Welcome to my life - simple plan (ohh the emoness.. I am ashamed)
Flashback:
Never Again - Nickelback
Getting back together:
Wasted time - Edguy (that bodes well..)
Wedding:
Survival of the Outlaw - Solefald (uhh maybe not.)
Birth of Child:
March of Meohisto - Kamelot
Final Battle:
I just wanna live - Good Charlotte
Death Scene:
Devil is a loser - Lordi (this ruled live)
Funeral Song:
We Believe - Good Charlotte (quite fitting)
End Credits:
Hocus Pocus - Focus (a million times YES!! go out yodelling!!)
I'll have another go at this on the other PC which has more music! =D
Ahh i am a NaNoWriMo participant! ^_^ yayness!!
In other news i witnessed a very hilarious electric triangle player impression by my brother! It was amazing and is now his new life ambition ¬.¬ His life ambitions so far have been: to become and elephant, to get in a bum fight, to be a hobo, to be a hill-billie, to sit playing a banjo nad shooting anyone that comes on his land and finaly to be a dentist in the army.
I'm also witnessing some decidedly stupid people setting off fireworks across the road.
I gotta thank everyone who was there for me yesterday, who listened and helped me sort my head out. You guys know who you are and you were there when i needed you the most, you helped me not give in and be certain of the hard decisions i had to make. *hugs* you guys are the best and i hope i can repay you by doing the same for you in the future! A special mention to [Lady Neit] who said all the right things and [Atayemi] for doing the same! *huggles* love you guys.
A very special thanks to [Deleted!!!!!!!] who through a long arguement that ended quite strangely helped me realise i was strong enough as a person to speak my mind even if the result involved losing a friend.
Also [Beki in Wonderland] i'm sorry if anything i said hurt you but i needed to get some stuff off my chest and there's no point in a friendship if it only causes me to doubt all the time. Glad we made up again but i think it's fair to warn you i'm going to be more outspoken now, i didn't realise how much hiding what i really wanted to say was effecting and hurting me.
As a general note i may not be on ET as often as i'm going to be concentrating more on my school work and GCSEs. I'm also going to take time out to do some writing and sorting out of my life that i've been wanting to do for a while now. I may only be on a couple of hours next week as it's half-term and i'm going to be away and busy. I'll still try and answer my messages once a day. Everyone thats reading this coz you're on my friends list have a hug! *hugs* You all rock! =D
I was at my friend Ruth's last night for her 16th birthday party. It was basically a sleepover and anime move night. Beki [Beki in Wonderland] was there and so was Dan for a bit. It was amazing, we stayed up quite late and an hour after we got to sleep Beki's mobile went off because Max or someone had decided to ring her ¬.¬. Beki was being lazy and wouldn't go and switch it off she just went back to sleep so me and Ruth had an arguement for a bit about how was going to get up in the end ruth did and hung up on whoever was calling. An hour later there was another call and two more after that.. so i'm shattered now.. and i'm going to kill Beki's phone next time i see her.
The best part was walking Dan to the school at 11:30pm coz he had to get picked up. We all decided we would go out in our pajama's coz it seemed like a good idea at the time, it was raining and me and Beki didn't think to take jackets. Then we spotted a skateboard and scooter and decided we'd ride them down to the school. I picked the skateboard because i knew i couldn't ride it at all! XD
Ruth eneded up pulling me along coz i was going to slow on my own.. mainly due to the fact i couldn't be bothered pushing the skateboard! Anyways we were almost at the school whenni realised that there was a curb. I yelled "curb" at Ruth to get her to stop but she didn't hear me, i decided i was too lazy to jump off and stayed on the skateboard. Got to the curb skateboard got stuck nad i went flying! I managed to hit my knee and side (i now have lovely bruises) but the best part was that i fell face first into a puddle! XD
It was amazing.. it's midnight and i'm soaking wet, in my pajama's, still riding the skateboard! \m/ my first ever wipeout on a skateboard. Then of course Beki and Ruth didn't want to be left out and both of them jumped in the puddle, then Beki lay down in it. XD AMAZING!!!
FREE HUGGING RULZ!!
Okays went to chester today with my mates and we got bored.. we had no money and nothing else to do so we got a piece of paper and wrote "free hugs" on it like the guy on youtube. It was the best day ever we speant 3 hours standing asking for free hugs. I hugged a preacher (who made us cheerlead the words faith and gospel 3 times! xD), an electric guitarist, several kids, some old people (it's amazing how old people are actually willing to have hugs off young insane gothic-looking kids) over 50 people in total! It's an amazing thing to do just for fun, makes you feel really loved and it's always fun to make a prat of yourself. We got called insane and a kid called josh and his friend even gave us chinese finger traps because they thought we were so cool for being prats! ^_^ BEST DAY EVER! it's now my hobby.. I love it.. you'd be amazed at how many people will run up and hug you if you look at them pleadingly! ahh i can't rant about this enough! Plus i got a cheap KoRn album which rocks.. and a skull and crossbones scarf.. i'll put a pic up on my house to show ya what i looked like.. i mean if i can get hugs looking like that.. All ya need is confidence and little shame.. i feel proud being the first one to make a prat of myself.. no one else would do it until i'd made a fool of myself first.. ahh *SCREAMS* okays shutting up.. hehe we were photographed so many times we're famous!
NEEDS TO VENT:
GRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Refer to [Beki in Wonderland]'s diary for more details. All i'm going to say now is if you have trouble spelling (as i do) word process your RP posts, FOR THE LOVE OF MOOSES KEEP TO ONE TENSE!! DO NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES PLOT WHORE, GOD-MODE, MARY-SUE OR ANYTHING ELSE ALONG THOSE LINES!! *breathes* okay thats slightly better, i know i sound like an old fart (In the RP world i guess am.. deal with it) but seriously common curtosy and obeying simple rules.. is it that hard?
Star Wars shortened.. all the episodes in 10 minutes by 3 quite possibly insane men. I found it hilarious.. possibly the funniest thing i've ever seen. Especially the end where they did all the episodes in 60 seconds, there was alot of screaming and throwing around of fake body parts followed by a song! xDD meh you proberly had to have seen it to get it but still okays my favorite bit:
Leia (man with leia wig on): Luke i love you
Luke: YOU KILLED MY FATHER!!
Darth (man still wearing leia wig with darth vadar voice): LUKE I AM YOUR FATHER!!!
OMFG!! I was like WTF? this guy went from leia to darth vadar in all of 5 seconds.. xDD
Okay.. i died at lunch today.. me, Beki - [Beki in Wonderland], Danny -[imperfectionist] and naomi were all slighty hyper so we started doing the hokey kokey near a bench. Everything was going fine... well mostly fine we got alot of weird looks and stuff but meh.. when we did the whole body in verse. At the end of it like you do we all ran in crashed into each other and bounced off backwards unluckily for Beki she was right infront of the bench. She hit it and managed to get stuck ¬.¬ i just heard "ahh help i'm stuck" so i turned around saw her and fell over head first laughing like a maniac. Normally people would have just backed away but Ruth and Danny are used to our random behaviour so while Danny freed beki Ruth stood there kicking me in the side (which made me laugh more) and telling me the white coats were coming for me! xDD
Ahh the quad.. proberly the greatest place i know!
I did the same IQ test as [Beki in Wonderland] and i got 135 thats top 3% of the population! yayness.. but my dad's is 162.. thats like 22 points above what you need to join MENSA!!! WTF??? ¬.¬ he's too clever YET he managed to fail his A levels.
Hello all.
Just a little note to apologise if i'm short tempered with you. I feel like sh*t at the moment, i was okay through school but when i got home i just ached from PE. I hate the damn subject.. GRR!! my knee and ancle are both acting up and being painful, i have a headache, sore throat and ear ache. My mum is being an annoying b*tch and neither of my brothers will leave me alone. All in all i'm not in a particularly good mood. I'll try my best to not let it effect any of you guys but if i do i'm sorry.
Although i'm in a better mood than when my mum first walked in the door.. she annoys the hell out of me sometimes.. a note to all parents IF WE WANT TO TALK TO YOU WE ARE MORE THAN CAPABLE OF DOING SO!! She had a go at me coz i wouldn't tell her anything about school (it was boring as hell) and then yelled at me for telling her i didn't want to talk to her. ¬.¬
Gotta go apparently i need permission to leave the second floor of my house! AGHHH!
Ahh [Beki in Wonderland] has finally got her pc back! She told me this morning and it started off one of the most random and hilarious days so far this term. Okay first things first i got off the bus and met juju and some other mates outside school and juju (aka Beki) tells me her computer's back. It's early in the morning so of course i think that her personified drawing of her computer (known as PC) has come to life.. while laughing she tried to explain it had been delivered his morning. well of course the first thing out of my mouth is: "PC gave birth??" ¬.¬ i don't do mornings.. which started a convo about how a guy could give birth and ended with PC having a rovolving door for an asshole and Dag having a load of fish eggs in a pouch. Then there was house council elections.. which i found quite amusing but you'd proberly have had to been there to get it.
Finally first lesson: welsh and our teacher told us that she knew we didn't want to be here and didn't care if we failed.. xD she's great! Then we had drama which involved acting out a song in mime.. so of course Beki had to accidently scream and cause me to run head first into a door because i doubled over laughing as i ran away!
Then at lunch me and Beki had a shoe fight which ended in us both sitting on the floor and singing songs from the lion king very loudly. AHHH!! I talked to dan the new boy for the first time today as well! Beki's already ranted about the flirting thing in her diary so i won't bother.. ahh fun day.. i'm getting lazy now so i can't be bothered explaining the rest!
Ok this is random but i'd like you guys to send me a personal message with a rating between 1 and 10 (1 being the worst person you've ever met) and a reason as to why you gave me the rating. It's all in the name of science so be as honest as you can! ^_^
thanks! xx
First things first: FIRST DAY BACK AT SCHOOL! o.O and it wasn't all that bad, i was extremely hyper all day got a uniform deficiancy note and a certificate for a good report. Shouted till i was hoarse, glomped my brother (he just started today! xD) was generally mental at break nad then slept through the 3 boring lessons i had! I could get used to school.. it feels as if i've only been away 2 days not 6 weeks but meh.. it's not so bad being back, the hyuper crew are once again together and now we're the oldest in the main school so we have freedom to terrorise! All i can say is
The croc hunter died yesterday (RIP steve) but i only found out today and seeing how many people have something about it in their ET moods, diarys and MSN screen names makes you realise just how many people he touched. I was thinking in the car, after i found out, about his children and wife and wondering how they must feel. I was wondering if the fact Stveve had reached out to so many people made it worse or better for them. Whether they would feel other people were grieving him for being famous when they didn't really know him. Morbid thoughts i know but i was wondering if it would hurt more if someone died who only you knew, that you could grieve alone and truthfully or having someone die that millions knew. Would it feel that so many people who didn't know them grieving was stealing you of your right to be upset? Maybe this doesn't make sense to other people, maybe it's just me that was thinking these things. But i wanted to know if i had the right to grieve, sure i watched Steve Irwin on TV, learnt some things from him and he made me smile on occasion but i didn't know him. I didn't know his true personality or his inner thoughts, does just knowing of him give me the right to mourn him? *sigh* deep and morbid thoughts.. ones that proberly label me as a depressive weirdo but if it was me, i'd rather not be surrounded by people who said whoever had touched their lives who hadn't known him/her.
On another note it's gunna be strange with him gone. If i ever thought anyone was immortal it had to be him and his death just makes you realise that none of us are going to live forever. No matter how experianced we are death will claim us one way or another. When i die i want to die knowing i've done all i could and been the truest me it's possible to be. I want to go with no regrets and i'm not going to be afraid.
there is NO way to cheat death and anyone that tries is just trying to cheat the dead.
Live life trying to be the truest to yourself that you can and die with a grin on your face and courage in your heart. thats my motto!