Omg... school's out... seriously, forever!! ;-; Agh, i'm still really shell shocked, it's just like i can't believe that we're actually out of compulsary education now... it's all over! The end of an era! ARGH, now i have to grow up dammit!! >___< wait, no, i have to grow OLD. As Mike said, "growing old is inevitable, growing up is optional!" Ack, i'll have a long rant in here tomorrow, but right now i'm tired and hungry.. so i'm going to bed ^_____^
Woof! Blah, i feel like rambling, but i can't think of anything to say that i haven't already put in my EP diary and can't be bothered writing again...
FOOKING HEMP FEST ON SUNDAY!!!!! *spasm* I can't wait, it's gonna be so awesome! My dad was being all ghey at dinner today.
Dad: There'd better be no arguing at the hemp fest..
Me: Well i'm gonna bugger off with Alex as soon as we get there so you won't need to worry..
Dad: Oh no your not, it says that you have to be supervised by an adult.
Mum: Shut up, Mark. They're grown up enough to look after themselves. They'll just be looking round the clothing stalls.
Dad: They're not 18!
Mum: Yes, i had noticed that. They're perfectly capable of looking after themselves you know. You let her go off to Download with her boyfriend who you'd never even met.
Dad: Yes, but he was a responsible boy. I think...
Mum: Rubbish...
Dad: Well he was male.
Mum: And that makes it better how? Don't you trust Alex?
Dad: It's her i'm worried about *points fork at me*
Me: Yeah, i've hidden a load of francium in my bra and i'm planning on blowing the whole place up on arrival.
Dad: See?
...I just found the whole thing very amusing XD And that my dad though it was fine to send me off to Download for 3 days with nothing but a crate of beer, a change of clothes and a gormless boyfriend, but it's not fine to let me and Alex wander off round the hemp fest together XD Dear me...
Ok, ramble over, i can't be bothered now XD
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Aaah man, we had a laugh after school today XD Mark hurt his back on the way down to Maccies, which wasn't funny, although the noises he were making were XD It sounded alot like gay sex to me and Alex XD She suggested it, i found it funny, she's the pervert XD <_< >_> Then we went over to Gemma's and Viper, Walker and Kal had appeared so we went upstairs to watch interview with a vampire and had an orgy on Gemma's bed XD Then Alex had to go ;-; which was very sad and depressing for me XD Gemma's mum came in at that point to show us her WICKED AS FUCK boots with these fucking massive spike heels! And naturally Viper asked her to walk on him with them -__- so she did XD Then i punched him in the eye by accident <_< >_> Then me and Gem were fucking up Kal's hair really badly XD He has gorgeous hair, it's all soft like a baby's X3 I couldn't stop stroking it and he was getting really paranoid XD AWW X3 we got bored of the film eventually and went and sat in Tony's sexy car :p He had 5 pairs of sunglasses, i was like "how many eyes does he have?!" XD THEN we went outside to be lazy, and i found Vipers ticklish spot, and he asked if he could bite my tongue before i get it pierced on saturday, so i stupidly said yes and i now have a fucking hole in my tongue!!! Thank you Viper, you bastard XD He bit Alex too, and left one hell of a mark on her arm XD I'm gonna buy him a fecking muzzle... Slight bad news from him though, apparently, and i quote "Walker still loves you and he wants to go back out with you but can't because of the way you treated him last time." -__- ok, that made me feel like shit, but i guess i deserved it... So i went and fluffed Kal's hair and it made me feel better ^______^
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ARGH! I really want to see Cradle of Fear now XD I was talking to my cousin and he said he just saw it and found it hilarious XD He sent me a trailer of it and i really want to see it now XD
http://www.you
Apparently all the blood and gore effects are kinda fake, but it's really brutal and sick all the same :p Brutal gore fests are always fun XD
I need to have a party so i can play this game:
http://www.web
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Apparently it's not meant to be taken seriously <_< >_>
Don't care, i'll do it anyway XD
I sound like i'm having a conversation with myself now XD
Bah, i have a really bad headache =__= Ibuprofen and bed i think *nods*
Mood: GOOOD!!!
I decided to go and rescue my belongings early because apparently it's gonna rain tonight.. And i was helped by none other than my annoying little brother, who decided he wanted to join me in my revolt against the wrinklies XD He stood there armed with his slingshot and a water gun full of some crappy water from the drain, and wouldn't let my parents past as i rummaged through the bags to save my possessions! It was great XD My parents gave up eventually and let me get on with it, so now i'm sitting her, happy, with all my stuff back wearing a green santa hat and night vision goggles XD
Chester tomorrow for a 'girly' day (not really girly since some guys are coming) but none the less, we will have fun XD
And to top it all, i'm single again \m/ (that's a good thing by the way, my boyfriend had been driving me insane, so i'm glad it's over... no more stress XD)
Aye, so right now, i'm happy ^___________^
Grrr, i really really hate my mum sometimes... It started today when i decided to stay out after school with my friends.. I rang her up asking for a lift home and she just went apeshit yelling at me that i ask her for lifts here and there every day (which is a lie) and then she started yelling at me because "i was with those boys again" (by 'them' she means Walker) and she started ranting off about things that had nothing to do with the conversation.. eventually i completely lost my temper, told her to fuck off and hung up on her. Later on Alex's mum gave me a lift home (which was great coz there's no way i was walking XD) and i got in wondering why there were a bunch of bin bags outside our house. Apparently my mum had gone into my room and thrown EVERYTHING away. All my clothes, and possessions, everything just gone. All i have left is my school uniform, a pair of jeans and a t-shirt, my bed and my phone which my dad salvaged. Apart from that i have no clothes, no makeup, no TV or radio, all my art is gone, my books, my CD's and games, all my shoes except the ones i was wearing, my ornaments, my posters... EVERYTHING. She's left the bin-liners outside so my plan is to go out there tonight when they're asleep (with my brothers night vision goggles XD) and rummage through them to salvage as much stuff as i can.. Then i'll go up to my room and put it all back, as well as pushing my bed infront of the door so she can't get in again. I can go out through my bedroom window in the morning.
So, despite the fact that when i came in i felt like murdering her, i'm pretty chilled and calm now coz i know i can sort it out and there's no use getting stressed over it. Been there, done that, don't want to do it again.
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Heh, i had a fairly good day today considering that i'm grounded... I got up early (10am.. shut up, that's early! ¬_¬) and tried to finish my room.. It's more of a mess than i thought, it's gonna take years XD Then i walked the dog out of boredom.. Then my mum appeared with large amounts of sushi (yeah, i was like O_O) chicken, vegetables, sausages, burgers and loads of other food and announced that we were having a barbeque! A bunch of people from my street along with cousins who i didn't even know had come up for easter appeared, and we all went on the trampoline.. Then my dad got his big ol' speakers out (which can blast a hole through solid concrete XD well almost) and hooked them up to my CD player, and we all made shish kebabs while listening to dragonforce at a volume that made our neighbors ears bleed XD I got bored of the trampoline after a bit so me and my brother went inside to play Drakengard, which i haven't played for AGES so i was completely pants at it XD I spent ages running around screaming "how do i summon the goddamned fecking dragon?!?" ..I didn't realise it was the 'select' button -__- i pressed everything else XD Then after everyone had dissapeared when it started to get dark, Nathie rang me and i had a long rant at him down the phone about.. well, the stuff that's bothering me at the moment.. So i felt better for that.. Then i watched Pocahontas and Mulan for no reason, and that brings us up to now XD
So all in all, good day.. I should prolly go and get my school stuff ready though, and then get a would-be early night so i can get up early to straighten my hair and stuff before school.. Else i'll go back looking like the terror of the deep XD Night all ^__^
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ROFL! JUST ROFL! Ok, fellow Narutards will probably find this funny too.. and if you don't.. shame on you xD
http://youtube
Seriously.. Haku the leoploradon and Gaara singing?? The original was ok, but this.. this is just awesome XD
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Wheee, i just watched the first half of Attila the Hun.. And OMG it's so amazing!! I love it, i can't wait for the next half, whenever that is... The guy who played Attila is just.. gorgeous! Long curly black hair and KYAAA! He's just hot.. And Ceaser (dunno how to spell it <_<>_>) OMG Ceaser!! He was the sweetest, funniest little thing! He just reminded me of a younger Dylan Moran! He seemed completely drunk the whole time and had no idea what was going on, it was adorable X3 And the servent guy who tried to poison Attila and the guy who's name i can't remember, but ended up poisoning himself by accident.. it was hilarious!! AND THE DUDE!! Omg, the dude, who worshiped Attilas brother... He had a mono-brow and a little whispy ginger beard, he was awesome XD Ack, i love it, i need to go and draw Attila now, as i am slightly obsessed X3
Edit:: Ok, just a point, this is a drawing i found on DA of Attila (the Attila from the TV movie i was just rambling about): http://fc01.de
Just got back from Ikea XD I love it there, even if i just go with my mum and my brother i always have a good time.. This time i bumped into this emo guy called Adam who i recognised.. i later discovered that he's the gay guy that i met on holiday last year XD he was really funny, running around with a frog pajama bag on his head X3 We were sampling all the beds and shouting really loud "i think the springs are too squeaky on this one, dear, the neighbors might complain!" it was so much fun! Then we were flinging these plastic frisbee things around and playing 'Beyblades' with them, which was great fun ^__^ I found a bit of chalk and wrote "i am the walrus" on every single chalk bored in the childrens section, and then got stuck in one of the tiny little chairs that you can close so they look like eggs XD [Lexi. Short and Sweet!] will know which ones im talking about i think!
After a while of running about being a dork with Adam, i spotted this REALLY hot Japanese-looki
Me and Adam then nearly got chucked out for playing around on the flat escalators, so we went running around the bit where there's loads of stuff in boxes with those flat trolly things, being loud and generally causing havok! Then mum decided she'd had enough shopping for one day, so dragged me off to get coffee and go home.. But i grabbed Adam's number on the way out, so i made two new friends!
Ikea is a wonderful place XD
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Grrr, boyfriend really annoying me again... He keeps texting me asking if i want to go and stay in mold in a tent with him bianca and josh.. actually, no, i have better things to do with my life than getting drunk and squashing up in a two man tent with four people -__- I have revision to do and a room to clean if i actually want to live to see next weekend. So call me a goody goody, i dont care. GAH! I'm putting a list of reasons im not going into mold, to confirm (for my own benefit more than anyone elses) that i'm not just being stupid and i am making the right choice.. Reasons i'm not going into mold:
1) My mum won't let me. She went absolutely apeshit last time i went in because she hates Walker (boyfriend) and Bianca with a vengence and doesn't like me spending time with them.
2) I have revision i need to do, which in my opinion is slightly more important than seeing my boyfriend who i saw on Friday anyway. Jeez, it's not like i've been away for 6 weeks is it?! (If this seems stupid.. sorry, i'm the independant type, i don't feel the need to see my boyfriend every day of the week.)
3) I need to clean my room if i don't want my mum to go in there on friday and chuck all my possessions in a skip, which she's said she will do and i know she will.
4) My mum wouldn't let me go into mold now anyway. She's banned me from going there until we go back to school or unless i'm with Alex who she says she can trust to make sure i get in no trouble (feel honored Al XD)
5) If i go into mold against my mum's will, i will have no home to go back to. She's already said that if i do what Bianca is doing and just leave home for the holidays, she will kick me out for good. With my mum, that is not an empty threat. I said this to my boyfriend, and i was so pissed off with the answer he gave me >__<
Boyfriend: "Stay out in mold tonight with me, pleease??"
Me: "I really can't, my mum will go apeshit and kick me out of the house again.. i know you've all been kicked out, but my mum won't let me come back if i go.."
Boyfriend: "Don't worry about it, there's a shelter near here anyway, it's only £6 a night and you get a meal too."
WELL THANK YOU VERY MUCH. I'm sorry, but i'd rather have a HOUSE to live in and a FAMILY than live in some stinking homeless shelter with a bunch of tramps who have nowhere better to go!!! Him and Bianca and Josh had been nagging me for over an hour and it's a miracle i didn't loose my temper with him and punch him in the face.. I did storm off without saying goodbye, but that's just because i was really pissed off and slightly upset... It sounds silly, but it really upsets me that he can't just accept 'no' as 'no' and leave it at that.. I said no, not "No, but if you nag me enough i might change my mind.".. I am not the sort of person to give in to nagging, it just pisses me off.. And if he can't understand that no means no then.. grrr.. just grr... I actually went back to Gemma's and cried because he'd got me so frustrated.. I've been stressed about it since friday because i think i really upset him by saying no and then just storming off.. So i'm now ranting in here because it's always been good for me to vent in here.. i do feel better now, sorry for rambling on and probably making no sense, i needed to get that off my chest XD
I'm off now, gotta do some more Japanese vocab before i start on maths revision *sigh* work work XD
The 10 names of moi!
1. YOUR REAL NAME:
Rebecca (Beki)
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first three letters of your name, plus izzle)
Rebizzle in da house, yo! XD
3. YOUR “FLY Guy/Girl” NAME: (first initial of first name, first three of your last)
R-Jo (I've dropped the H coz it would have been silent and pointless anyway XD)
4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
Purple Horse (Lol, this amuses me XD)
5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, Street you live on):
Lily White (since i don't have a middle name i used the name i was going to be given, but my parents chose beki instead -_-)
6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, first 3 letters of mom’s maiden name):
Johrejon (ROFL XD)
7. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink):
Black Rum (Sounds like a bloody race horse <_< >_>)
8. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of your dad’s middle name, 1st letter of a sibling’s first name, last letter of your moms middle name):
Ehlolem (my mum doesn't have a middle name so i used my dads instead for the last bit)
9. YOUR STRIPPER NAME: (the name of your favorite perfume/cologn
10. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father’s middle name)
William XD (my mum doesn't have a middle name, so i'm just using my dads.. so id be william XD)
Um, my Turkish isn't exactly up to scratch, but merhaba is a form of greeting isn't it? Like hi or hello? If not, some random stranger is sending me random Turkish words! XD Oh well, i replied with Hello anyway, so if it doesn't mean hi then i'm going to be getting a look something like this o___O from some random Turkish person XD </ramble>
*sigh* teh beki ish happy! I'm finally fulfilling one of my life dreams and learning Japanese! *sings* I'm learning japanese, i think im learning japanese i really think so! do do do do do doo dooooo!.... Ok, that's not funny at all xD Oh well.. i'm having a great time and it's SUCH a nice language to learn.. The pronunciation is alot easier than i was expecting... Though some of the words are rediculously long XD There's no complicated muddling of the verbs, it's all just very simple and cool. Watashi wa ringo desu = I am an apple XD Ok, it's not funny at all, but i found it stupidly funny XD I've been sitting here for the last 4 hours going through Japanese vocabulary that my 'tutor' has sent me.. i found it insanely amusing that he taught me "My name is Beki, this is a book!" I mean, how helpful is that gonna be? Running around in Tokyo going "MY NAME IS BEKI AND THIS IS A BOOK!! A BOOOOOOK!!!" Oh god... i really need sleep now, it's nearly 4am... I have Japanese greetings and phrases going round and round in my head... And i'm becoming obsessed with the word 'ringo' coz it's pronounced really nicely... ringo... ringo... RINGO!! Breathe, stop being obsessive over apples... right, i'm going to bed...
Smoke me a kipper, i'll be back for breakfast xx
I just had haggis for the first time in my life... and i have to admit i was pleasently surprised. Despite how disgusting i thought it was gonna be, it's actually really really nice :p Dinner time was really funny though thanks to my dad... We all sat down and started eating our haggis quite happily..
Dad: You know what's in haggis?
Me, Mum + Brother: *ignore him and carry on eating*
Dad: *poking haggis* Pigs heart..
Brother: *stops eating*
Dad: Pigs liver...
Mum: *stops eating*
Dad: Pigs lungs...
Mum + brother: *push plates far away from them*
Dad: Oatmeal, of all things... And probably a bunch of intestines and stuff.. All smushed together and wrapped in sheep's stomach..
Mum + Brother: *look disgusted, look at me like i just ate the dog*
Me: *still eating* What??
Dad: *laughs and carries on eating*
It amused me no end XD My mum and my brother were both nearly sick, and i just carried on eating despite knowing what was in it... I don't really care to be honest.. if it tastes nice, why stop eating it just coz it's got a load of gross stuff in it? XD Aah, long live the Scottish..
Hmph.. I felt like crap yesterday, and i'm not sure why... I was fine in the morning, then i went to Mold to see [Pinup_princess] and her boyfriend Terry... Just after i got there i started to feel a bit ill, and it got worse as the day went on... We met up with a bunch of people, Walker, Josh, Kal, Bianca, Gem (the other one XD) and her boyfriend who's name i can't even remember XD, Pierce and i think that was it <_< >_> *bad memory day* and after a few doughnuts and some play fighting with B i started to feel better XD Then i fell out of a tree/bush type thing.. I got in there fine, but i couldn't figure out how to get out again XD So i ended up on my ass.. But all in all it was a fun day, apart from the fact that i felt like shit again towards the end of it, and when my mum picked me up she started having a massive go at me because apparently i'd been drinking and smoking all day and i was a discgrace to the family =__= So when i got home at about 6, i just went upstairs to bed XD I slept till about 11pm, got up, had an ice cream, did some drawing and went back to bed at 1.. Then i didn't get up till 12:30 today XD So i've had around 16 and a half hours sleep XD And i feel better for it..
I was gonna go into chester today and get my hair done and my snakebites coz Walker's said he'll pay for one of them so i can get them both done at the same time.. But my dad's really ill and my mum's out so i have to babysit the sprog =__= Oh well, i can do some revision while im at it, so far this holiday i've only managed to pretend to revise <_< >_> Ramble over..
Smoke me a kipper, i'll be back for breakfast xx
Kya! X3 AnCafe are one of my new favourite bands XD They are so sweet! Lookit:
http://www.you
They all have such cute little giggles XD And Bou gets slapped alot, bless him X3 And ROFL at Miku's weird voice donald duck thing.. I haven't a clue what he's saying, but it's so odd XD and it makes Kanon giggle like a school girl, which is possibly one of the cutest things i've ever seen in my life X3
AnCafe = Cutest band on the planet. Ever.
Aaah, i just realised that Azerbaijan is in the list of locations XD That really amused me for reasons probably only Alex and Ruth will understand.. Azerbaijan *snort*..
Anyway, had a good day today.. Work was really chilled out and we didn't do much.. The usual mucking out and stuff in the morning, but we were pretty much finished by two, so we spent the rest of the day beautifying Finnigan (who is a horse).. I made his mane all schloompfy, and Alex was attacking him with the curry comb which he enjoyed immensly XD Bless him, he's such a nice horse... He kept trying to steal my phone and unzip my jacket, he's so sweet X3
I got home and realised i'd run off with Alex's wages XD But no worries, she'll get them back on tuesday *nods* Then i couldn't be bothered doing anything so i went to sleep on the sofa for a while.. Then we had this awesome spaghetti, which was huge! I was drinking my drink through it XD Then i went back to sleep on the sofa, woke up because my cousin texted me, and came on here ^___^ So i've had a lazy day XD
Aaah, i forgot to mention a while ago, my auntie Julie has had a baby X3 so i have a new cousin! He's a little boy called Jesse, and i have yet to meet him, but i've seen pictures and he's.. Well, he looks like a baby i suppose XD Pink and stuff... i don't really like babies, but hey, if i can influence him to be cool i think i can put up with him XD Chris and Julie are bringing him over on easter sunday so i'll get to meet him then.. And my slightly mentally unhinged grandparents are coming too, so it should be amusing XD
That's all i have to say, i'm off for a sandwich now ^__^