Stole this off [Lexi. Short and Sweet!]... It's all bollocks, just to let you know XD

What is my stereotype??


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Whats Your Stereotype?
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•HIGH CLASS:•
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•[] You go/have gone tanning.
•[x] You own an iPod/mp3 player. (You don't really have to be high class.. Nearly everyone owns one now...)
•[x] You love Starbucks. (It's just coffee o_O what's high class about that???)
•[x] You have been called a brat. (Um, hello, i'm a teenager!)
•[] You have tons of shoes.
•[] You hate buying things that are on sale.
•[] You have a laptop. (Not necissarily a high class thing..)
•[x] You love shopping. (EVERYONE loves to shop! You just have to love what you're shopping for.. if that makes sense XD)
•TOTAL: 4
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•GOTHIC:•
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•[] Black is one of your favorite colors.
•[] You wear chains. (Goths don't actually wear chains, that's more metallers...)
•[x] you like heavy metal. (true Goths like romantic goth music and classical actually... And Bauhaus, mustn't forget them..)
•[] you've shopped at hot topic (Soho's is the only goth-ish shop in britain... Hot Topic isn't really goth though =/)
•[x] You have worn black lipstick. (Again, not really Goth.. More punkish/psycho/j-rocker)
•[x] You have/had/or wanted piercings. (Definately more punk than Goth..)
•[] You own a pair of Tripp pants (Punk...)
•[X] u have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend. (Punk! And anyone could have an unnaturally colored haired friend...)
•TOTAL: 4
NONE OF THIS IS TRUE GOTH! TRUE GOTH IS DEAD, SO ANYONE WHO CLAIMS TO BE A GOTH IS EITHER LYING OR DEAD!!!
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•PUNK:•
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•[] You can skateboard. (That's... More skater than punk...)
•[x] You like plaid.
•[x] You have/love Converse. (That's more emo/scene than punk...)
•[] You hate mtv.
•[x] You have/had/wanted blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
•[X] You love mohawks
•[X] You LOVE Music.
•[X] Hate people who pretend to be something they are not
•TOTAL: 6
Punk is dying!! It is being suffocated by this new fad! Bands such as Greenday and Fall Out Boy who claim to be 'punk' are taking over. In the words of a TRUE PUNK "They're not punk, they're plonk." - Quote Johnny Rotten
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•EMO:•
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•[X] You are depressed sometimes. (Everyone gets depressed sometimes it's part of living!)
•[x] You have dark colored thick-rimmed glasses. (Ever heard of being short/long sighted! I'm short sighted and NEED to wear glasses, and i look better in thick rimmed ones. Doesn't make me emo. Makes me blind.)
•[] You cry easily. (...Whatever.)
•[] You like emo music
•[x] You've kept a journal/diary. (Uhh... How does that make you emo?)
•[x] You have written a sad poem. (Hahaha, that makes you a poet, not emo! Do you think Edgar Allan Poe was emo???)
•[x] you have dyed your hair (...There are very few people alive today who HAVEN'T dyed their hair...)
•[] You're sad when you're drunk (That's called a mid-life crisis, not emo..)
•TOTAL: 5
TRUE EMO IS DEAD!!! ALL THAT IS LEFT IS SCENE KIDS WHO PRETEND TO BE EMO!!!
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•GHETTO:•
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•[] You like rap
•[x] have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc."
•[] You have worn/wanted a grill.
•[] You have had a freestyling contest.
•[] You have worn your shoes with the tongue flipped out.
•[] You've said the N word to a black person and didnt get punched
•[] you know most of the lines from Boyz N Da Hood
•[] You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant
•TOTAL: 1
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•HARDCORE:•
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•[x] You like loud music.
•[x] You love/like the Ninja Turtles.
•[X] You have slip-on shoes.
•[] You like Norma Jean.
•[x] People have called you a freak and meant it lovingly
•[x] You love to "hardcore" dance
•[x] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
•[x] You wear jeans a lot. (So do cowboys...)
•TOTAL: 7
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•PREP:•
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•[] You LOVE/like The OC.
•[] You had/have/want a tiny/small sized dog. (My gran has a tiny dog, i don't think she's a prep -_-)
•[] Your usual outfits consist of pink. (I love wearing pink! I used to hate it, but not anymore! And that doesn't make me a prep, it's a colour ffs...)
•[] u like buying shoes A LOT.
•[] you shop at Hollister.AE,and/or Abercrombie
•[] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
•[x] You have big sunglasses (I have big eyes.. i need big sunnies... that's my excuse anyway...)
•[x] You can't go anywhere without your hair perfect. (My hair looks like a dead badger if i don't style it properly XD)
•TOTAL: 2
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•ATHLETIC:•
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•[] You watch the Superbowl.
•[] You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
•[] You own jerseys.
•[] You have/ had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
•[] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
•[x] You belong/belonged to a team.
•[] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
•[] You practice a sport at least 3 times a week
TOTAL: 1
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•SCENE:•
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•[x] You like putting little bows in your hair (That doesn't really make you scene...)
•[x] You have mini-skirts. (Umm.. What's scene about that? Mini skirts have been around for decades, way longer than 'the scene')
•[x] You have parted your hair to the side. (FFS, my mother parts her hair on the side! It doesn't make you scene, it's just a different way of styling hair!)
•[] You think polka-dots are way cute.
•[x] You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture. (That's anime fangirl, not scene.. The scene kids just stole it off us because we're cooler.)
•[] You've been called scene before.
•[x] You have dyed you hair a bright neon color (Nothing scene about that. Punks did that first!)
•[x] You wear/wore long, colorful socks with your skirts (PUNKS DID IT FIRST!!!! Scene kids are wannabe punks and they fail at it.)
•TOTAL:6
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•REDNECK:•
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•[x] Gone four wheeling.
•[x] Went hunting.
•[] Own a four/three-wheeler or dirt bike...ect.
•[x] Like to go fishing.
•[] Eat beef jerky
•[] Ever said GIT-R-DONE.
•[] Listened to the song Redneck Woman.
•[] Know who Bocephus is.
•TOTAL: 3
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•METALHEAD:•
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•[x] You wear band shirts alot.
•[x] If people down talk metal you down talk their favorite music.
•[x] You like bands like As I Lay Dying, Lamb Of God, and All That Remains.
•[] You HATE emos.
•[x] You love Black Sabbath.
•[x] You have gone to Ozzfest.
•[x] You like to headbang.
•[x] You don't like rap.
•[x] You have a taste for classic rock as well.
•TOTAL: 7

•The 1 that you have the most X's under will be your title!!•
Repost this as "whats ur stereotype?"

THAT WAS COMPLETE BULLPATS!!!!

Hrmph... It feels like i haven't been on here in ages, but it's actually only been like 2 days >_< Exams are making the days seem longer... Haha, my last rant was cut short by people looming over my shoulder and reading what i was writing.. which i hate.. 'People' was actually only Bianca, but i still hate people reading over my shoulder... Anyway, yes, we're in the middle of exams and i'm so unbelievably chilled and relaxed about them it's not even funny. We've spent the last 5 years being told how important and life changing these exams are, so you'd think that i'd be a little nervous, or worried. Nothing. Just totally chilled, which is so strange for me coz i'm such a stress head normally. For some reason i've just decided that if i fail, i fail, and i'll have to deal with that. I can't change the fact that the last two years i went through a rebellious stage, gave up on school work and concentrated on doing fuck all. Technically i should be a straight A student, but i've let myself slip and now i'm likely to just get C's in everything... It's a pass, and that's all that matters to me. Funny though how it's not bothering me at all... I would have expected to be really upset knowing that i've pretty much let myself and everyone else down, but it doesn't bother me o_O I don't feel like i've let myself down, so i don't see why i should worry XD I dunno, i think i should just become a hippy... I have the hippy attitude to everything, so why not?

Hmm... Looking forward to a lazy summer holidays. I can't wait to just spend weeks lying in my garden drinking rum and eating ice (Alex understands XD) I'm going on holiday nto south England to see my family which will be cool. We always have fun down there X3 We're staying in my uncle Dave's bungalo, which is like 2 minutes away from the beach, it's soooo cool! Last year we just spent the whole holiday lazing around in the house, on the beach, and at my Nan's playing with her ducks. That's the life XD I might be going to stay in Ellesmere Port for a week with Nathie, which will be uber cool coz i'll get to meet his parents who are apparently bonkers XD Haha, meeting the parents already.. AND HOORAH AND WOO! Mutti has decided to pay for me to have my hair in a PROPER JROCK STYLE! Ready to go and see Dir en Grey. Seriously, it's gonna be like:

*squeels and dies* I'll look like Kaoru! *faints*... It won't be that big and poofy all the time though... Only when i'm feeling J-rockery :p First i need to get hold of some sort of uber strong hair spray XD

Speeking of J-Rockers and their awesome hair, I'M GOING TO SEE DIR EN GREY!!!!! They're doing a UK tour and i don't bleeding care if i'm dead and headless, i WILL go and see them no matter what. I'm determined. I really have an unbearable urge to take a pie and throw it at Kyo, but i think i might be killed by a mob of screaming Kyo fangirlies. Pfeh. But. AAAAAARGH, DIR EN GREY!!!! *dies in a big puddle of fangirl gloop* I can't remember what bought the subject of Dir en Grey up again.. OH yes i can, i was talking to [Pinup_princess] about gigs on the phone earlier, and i was moaning coz i've never seen any Jrock bands live, and then i remembered about Dir en Grey and decided on the spot that i'm going... And then we were talking about something else when Cathedral came on the TV. And this was the point where i got to brag, coz i've met Lee Dorrian, got his autograph, kissed him and me and [Lexi. Short and Sweet!] got our fore heads signed by Cathedral's drummer XD Ahh, good times... Why am i even talking about this, it has no relevance to anything at all...

ANYWAY! i have 2 exams tomorrow, which is slightly crap... But they're German and English Lang so i should be able to do them half asleep anyway... Even so, i think i should probably stop talking and go to bed... Yes, that's what i'll do. I have SO MUCH to ramble about, but it can wait i think XD Sleepy time now, rambly time tomorrow X3
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Ahhh, time for a ramble methinks... I'm sitting in Mold library... on a computer, obviously... I've got my Maths exam today, and i would be having a nervy spaz right now but for some reason it's not bothering me anymore. My excuse for everything now is that i fail at life, and apparently that goes down well with my parents o_O

Uh oh, i promised myself i wouldn't join any more forums or start any more RP's until after the exams... I can keep a promise to anyone... unless it's myself >_< I've gone an joined another new forum and already got myself into a big argument XD I'm good... Yeah...
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Hmm... My ear seems to be oozing blood o_O i blame that dodgy pirate earring i was wearing yesterday... Anyway, my long rant for the day is coming up, so prepare yourselves! Haraha.

Well, where to start? Chester and the pirate day yesterday i suppose is a good place! It was a beyond marvy and very piraty day XD The bus journey was possibly the most drunken thing ever... It was just 50 minutes of madness XD We sang drunken, piratey songs (when i was four, i ate my door, the day i went to sea, i jumped aboard a pirate ship etc etc) spent a while attacking Josh for suggesting that the bus wasn't a pirate ship (which it was, it was the Jolly Norman), we waved our big pirate flag out the back window and waved our swords and yelled Y'ARR at passing cars ^__^ So all in all very drunk, piraty and childish. Just like normal then. When we got to Chester it was SO UNBELIEVABLY HOT! I mean come on, this is britain! But, we're pirates! So we dealt with it as any good pirate would. We went to Coffee Republic and bought a bueno shake and a packet of oreos. BUT! and this is the piraty part, we conned them out of some money because they thought we were eating out, but we were eating in XD And that knocked about a quarter off the price. Oh yes, we're well on our way to becoming pirates XD XD There was a dude with an accordian playing piraty music outside, which got me in a pirate mood. So we went to clairs and bought goody bags XB because we're retarded. THEN we went and splashed all our money in the Disney Shop on Pirates 3 gear. I got an I Love Jack bag, and some undies which say 'At Worlds End' on the bum, which i find way too funny XD Then we finally went to the cinema, and when we got in there the (very professional) guys at the popcorn and drinks bit decided to steal me and [Lexi. Short and Sweet!]'s swords and have a fight with them. They were fascinated by the fact that my sword lights up and makes noises (official PotC merc, hur hur) and one of the guys offered me free popcorn in exchange for the sword XD I said no and we went to watch the film... Well, after me and Josh had a violent swordfight which involved me tripping over the seats and nearly falling down the stairs several times XD There were only about 9 people in the cinema, so me and Alex could laugh insanely at all the bits we found funny, which was the whole film XD So all in all it was a good day out X3 (even if i did feel very bus-sick on the way home -_- I'm not for these buses, that run on wheels! I like me ship! Y'arr! XD) When i got home i pottered around a bit, still dressed like a pirate, and then went to lie down in the garden. I fell asleep. And in my sleep i rolled into a lot of mud, and woke up lying under the hedge in the 'grotto' (no idea how i got there, it's on the other side of the garden o_O). My dear Mutti woke me throwing a bucket of water over me, which made me feel very piraty indeed since i was still in my pirate gear and it sort of mimicked how Jack and Will woke Gibbs up in the first movie, except there were no pigs involved XD XD

Anyway, that brings us on to today! Mutti took the Boy to Liverpool and i didn't want to go (one time getting lost there was quite enough) so i stayed home to revise... But i took the dog for a walk and somehow managed to be out for 4 hours o_O i got back and Vati hadn't even noticed that i'd gone XD Mutti was back by that point and she was going ballisticisimus because she didn't think i could possibly have walked the dog for 4 hours, therefor i must have been kidnapped -_- i came home slightly dazed and wondering where the day went XD Then i had an interesting conversation with Mutti over the dinner table, as she was trying to convince me to do this stupid modelling thing tomorrow...

Mutti: You have a good chance of winning you know.
Me: No. They're all going to be plastics and much prettier than me anyway.
Mutti: All the girls at work have said you should do it.
Me: Mutti, they're all old. And even if by some miracle i managed to win, i don't really want to be known as someone who can't do anything except pose for a camera.
Mutti: You're just being stupid. She should do it shouldn't she Mark?
Vati: Shush, eating.
Mutti: Oh that's good, support your daughter in what she wants to do why don't you.
Me: In what YOU want me to do, Mutti.
Mutti: You'd get to go to London if you won.
Me: I don't care, i don't want to go, it's all smokey and smoggy anyway.
Mutti: But you could take Alex.
Vati: Oh what and she's going to inhale all the smog and make it ok is she?
Me and Ethan: *laughing asses off*
Vati: Alex the smog inhaler. Do you have a smog problem? Alex is your girl! She'll keep your air crystal clear for a fea of £50 an hour and a bottle of rum for her efforts!
Me and Ethan: *Literally rolling on the floor laughing*
Mutti: Mark you're really not helping.
Vati: I think you need a smog inhaler. The smog is making you cranky.
Mutti: SHUT UP! IT'S NOT EVEN SLIGHTLY FUNNY!!
Me and Ethan: *Dying, can't control laughter*
Mutti: *sulks*

So yeah, that's pretty much what conversations are like in my house... It amused me anyway XD [Lexi. Short and Sweet!] the smog inhaler XD XD Oh dear... Anyway, i'm off now... Oh one more thing... Actually i'd better not mention it, some people might find it offensive. Although i found it hysterical, and i don't agree with racism... Meh, i don't care, i don't want loads of people yelling at me for being racist, so i just won't say it! I'm off to watch Sleepy Hollow (AGAIN!!!!)
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Argh, damned perverts!! >.< His name was about 50 miles long so i shortened them to make it less confusing...

Him: *adds me* hi.
Me: Hi hi
Him: How're you?
Me: Alright, thanks. You?
Him: Yeah im good.
Him: Got cam?
Me: No.
Him: Kinky pics?
Me: *blocks him*

Fooking hell, can't people add me to msn just to TALK?! Or is msn another word for 'pervert congregation zone, come here to get your nudie pics' >_< >_< bloody idiots...

Wheeee!! Totally hyper now X3 Can't wait for the pirate doody in Chester tomorrow, it's gonna be vair vair funny and beyond marvy. My pirate costume now consists of (from bottom to top XD):

* Mutti's awesome brown pirate style boots.
* My leather trousers
* Mutti's rediculous hairy sash... thing...
* Mutti's top mit big floompfy sleeves
* Mutti's bit fat brown leather belt
* Mutti's thinner black leather belt
* Ethan's (official) PotC sword
* Mutti's black headband thing
* Mutti's long velvety is coat (which makes me look like Bootstrap Bill XD)

Now, is it just me that thinks its funny that ALL the clothes, except the leather trousers, are the Loon Leaders? She mentioned this, and my response was "Not my fault you dress like a pirate." And she went off in a huff XD

Tomorrow is gonna be beyond marvy \m/

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Y'arr! I'm pirate obsessed now... I've been walking round the house dressed as a pirate for hours. Mutti nearly had a nervy spazz coz i nearly took her eye out with my sword XD Me and my brother, out of boredom, created a pirate family with a bit of a bakcground story... I like them, they're cool, so i'm writing them into an actual story at some point! It will be a short, spoofy comedy type thing because i've had enough of being serious when i write XD
The pirate family in all their glory can be found here The Scarr Siblings drop by and pay them a visit if you wish XD You might recognise one of them <_< >_> That's all i have to say...
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So i did end up watching Big Brother last night... Dear God, it's all women! Why have they done that?? WHY?! And why those aweful twins?! I could seriously kill some of the people who've gone into that house... Some of them (the nutters) are incredibly cool, but there's a few girls who are in love with themselves... Get them out, leave the nutters in i say! Although, leaving the girly-girly-sick-bucket girls in will cause an amazing amount of conflict... Very clever Big Brother... BUT WHERE ARE ALL THE MEN?!?!

Hmm... What else did i want to talk about?? I was totally hyper yesterday, i couldn't get to sleep until about 5am.. So naturally when mum called me at 8 this morning asking if i wanted to go to the Crocky Trail (it's like this big adventure trail where you get wet and muddy) the conversation was as follows.
Mutti: Reb?? (that's what my parents call me *cringe*
Me: ............*rolls over*............*Goes back to sleep*
Mutti: OI!!!!!!!!!!
Me: WHAT!? Why are you waking me up mum!!! I'm not done sleeping yet!!!
Mutti: Get up!
Me: Why?? Is it an emergency? Are you on fire???
Mutti: No, stop being stupid, we're going to the Crocky Trail.
Me: Are we. Well i'm not, it's raining and i'm tired.
Mutti: You lazy git...
Me: You have fun getting wet and muddy in the rain with two whining little boys then...
Mutti: *loons off*
So Mutti and Ethan and Cameron dissapeared off to the Crocky Trail leaving me warm and snuggly in my bed. Then the Father of the Loons came up and started painting the bathroom door, which was REALLY annoying because it was going *bang bang bang bang*. I think he was doing it on purpose, so i yelled "Decorate more quietly, you loon!" at him through the hole in my wall (which conveniently goes straight through into the bathroom.) He just laughed at me and told me to get up, so i had no choice but to drag myself out of bed and go and lie on the fouton and play Animal Crossing for a few hours. Then i went to get food, did some revision, and slobbed around a bit...

And then! Out of the blue i got a text from [Lexi. Short and Sweet!] (it wasn't really out of the blue, it was out of my phone...) reminding me that we're going to Chester tomorrow dressed as pirates to go and see Pirates 3 (again). Naturally i had to go and prepare my pirate costume, which was easy enough since i prepared it a week ago. I'm wearing a white shirt (which with Mutti's permission will be powdered with brown eyeshadow to look dirtyer) with a huge brown leather belt and a smaller black one going over my shoulder (don't know why, but Jack Sparrow has one and i'm basing my costume on him XD) I'm wearing my black leather trousers because they look cool and feminise the outfit a bit, the Loon Leader's very piratey looking brown leather boots which have massive wide tops (like pirate boots), and i have a black headbandy thing on my head (duh) and a raggly cloth round my waist (again, because Jack has) and a few rings on. To top the whole outfit off i have my brothers POTC sword, that makes swooshing sound effects when you swing it around wildly. So tomorrow i'm either going to get stared at by alot of people, or arrested for accidentally knocking out old ladies while demonstrating how to swoosh the sword wildly. Mutti has some beyond marvy stage make-up, which is for doing bruises and.. dirt. God knows why. Oh Vati just told me it's because they went to a pirate party in the 80's. Gott im Himmel, it's from the 80's! I'd probably be safer smearing myself with real dirt... Oh well, i want to really grubbify myself and look vair vair piratey, and then go into some rather fancy shops and annoy all the stuck up people by wandering around drunkenly and yelling piratey things at the top of my voice. Yes, i'm likely to get arrested tomorrow. No, i don't care, as long as i get to see Pirates 3 again before i get arrested.

I'll tell you what, i'm not putting any major spoilers in, but this is a teeny tiny one so if you're not interested don't read. It doesn't give away any plot, it's just the two bits in the film that i found hilarious. One bit was Jack's entrance. It was just his nose, taking up the entire screen. Me and my brother were in fits of laughter and everyone else was shushing us, but i didn't care, it was amazingly funny. The second bit was when Davey Jones is standing in the bucket of sea water so that he can come on land. It's quite a serious scene, but i kid you not when i say i fell out of my seat laughing when i saw Davey standing in that bucket... It was one of those things that i just find WAY to funny, and i was laughing absolutely hysterically. You know the kind of laugh where you really should stop, but you can't? That's what i was doing. I stopped after about 5 minutes, but then my evil little brother leaned over and went "Bucket." in a really pervy voice and that started me off again. Me and my bro even invented a song for it last night, because we both still find it hilarious. We were doing this in every interval on BB8.
Ethan: OH, the captain likes his bucket!
Me: As much as he likes the rolling tide!
Ethan: He stands inside his bucket! 
Me: And image of strength and hope and pride!
Me+Ethan: OH yo-ho-ho, OH yo-ho-ho, The captain likes his bucket! OH Yo-ho-ho, OH Yo-ho-ho, The captain likes his bucket! (and then we repeated this bit until the Loon Leader started throwing pillows at us)
It was a wonderful song XD A great one for pissing off Father of the Loons and Loon Leader too...

So... Now i'm sitting here, singing The Captain Likes His Bucket at the top of my voice, dressed as a pirate and, get this, drinking rum. I'm pining for the ocean now... I WANT TO BE A PIRATE!!! >_< OMG one thing we're going to HAVE to do tomorrow is go on the pedalo boats... I am the Pedalo Pirate, and i couldn't call myself that unless i went on the Pedalo! And i want to stand up and yell "I AM THE PEDALO PIRATE!!!!" and wave a skull and crossbones flag around manically... Oh yes, i'm going to have fun tomorrow... And if i can't go on the pedalo's, i'll buy a very cheap inflatable boat and sit in that. It will be almost as good.

Anyway, i'm going to stop talking now and go for a walk (dressed as a pirate) so as to terrorise my old neighbors. Toodle flip!
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Mutti just had a nervy spaz at me coz i ate all her boudoir fingers o__O I laughed at her... She stormed in all shouty and trousery and yelled "Did you eat all my boudoir fingers??" could you take that seriously? It cracked me up anyway... I just got an image in my head of the queen yelling at one of her corgis "Did you eat all my boudoir fingers?!" ...I just can't take any sentence with the word 'boudoir' in it seriously... Mutti didn't even wait for an answer, she just picked up a wrapper off the floor (which incidentally WASN'T belonging to the boudoir fingers), waved it at me, tutted, and looned off... Insane... Completely insane...



Boudoir *snigger*

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WARNING: Coming up is a very long and pointless ramble about ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!! If you're a lazy person, or easily annoyed by weirdos, just don't read it. I don't want any lynchings <_< >_>

*sigh* Ok, i totally lost it yesterday... I did end up going to the cinema with mum, but she spent the ENTIRE journey there glaring at me in the rearview mirror (i sat in the back to avoid any further conflict). When we got there everything seemed fine, we watched the film (which was amazing by the way) and all seemed well until we got in the car to go home... She completely blew her top for no reason at all and started screaming at me and saying i was the worst daughter she could ever have asked for and blah blah... Eventually i completely lost it. I'd just been sitting there for 10 minutes trying not to cry with her laying into me when finally my fuse snapped.. I said that i'd had enough of her trying to change me into someone i'm not, and trying to mould me in her own image of perfection. I said i was sick of not feeling im able to confide in her because whenever i do she just scoffs at me. She was yelling at me that i'd changed and i wasn't the happy, smiley person i used to be and i basically said "Yeah, well, i don't know who i am anymore, happy now?" and told her to stop the car. I got out and walked the rest of the way home then went to my room the minute i got in. I decided i'm not going to let her beat me. I'm going to be who I want to be, ME not her. I'm going to stop refusing to revise just to spite her, and do things for me. I refused to come out of my room and i've been revising pretty much solidly for the last 24 hours. I went on a 24 hour strike in my room, refusing to come out for anything, and just revising. I've made a revision timetable and planned out what i'm going to do. One thing i'm NOT going to do is let her rule my life anymore. I've had enough of feeling caged in by my family. They're going to let me be who i want to be, or they're going to have to live without me because i'm not putting up with it anymore. She's said that she's washed her hands of me, and that's fine, it's better that way. It gives me more free reign to be the person that i want to be. I'm going to pass these stupid exams and i'm going to prove them all wrong. They'll see.
Mum isn't speaking to me at the moment, my dad is keeping out of it like he always does, and my brother isn't even aware that anything is going on. It's good though, i feel totally chilled out and relaxed. I've spent way to much of my life crying and getting stressed over stupid things that keep happening in my family and my life. It's time to 'turn over a new leaf' as they say, whoever 'they' are. It sounds so cliche really... Starting a new life and changing things for what i hope is the better, but i think it's about time really... I've had enough of being the depressed one that everyone always has to walk on eggshells around incase they upset me. I've had enough of being the bad tempered one. I'm fed up of being the one that 'nobody understands'. Time to grow up i think. (and about time too :p)

I really do hate my mum sometimes... Recently things seem to have been going really well, and we haven't argued much... And then she manages to spout a load of crap that just makes me feel absolutely shit about myself and makes me wonder what the point in even trying is. I might aswell just run away to the hills and become a hermit the way she puts things...

*yawns* wow, i was in one weird ass mood last night XD Drawing obsessively, drinking rum and coffee, writing in my diary every 5 minutes... I was so hyper too... I blame [Lexi. Short and Sweet!] completely. I was up soooo late aswell. I didn't finally go to bed until 5:30am! It was broad daylight by that point! Now i'm up and about at 11am (which is a miracle). Mum's out walking the hound and my brother, then we're going to see POTC3 \m/ which means i'm seeing it twice this week, once acting normal with my parents, and once dressed as a pirate and acting like a splob head with Alex. It's gonna be fuuuun ^_______^

I had a really strange dream last night though... (uh-oh, she's off again! WARNING: I ramble. Alot. If you really couldn't care less what i dreamed about last night, then skip this bit! It's here for my benefit more than anyone elses coz i don't want to forget this one <_< >_>)
Anyway... The dream was kind of... movie-like, and i was the camera. It was obviously a war scene, though which war i couldn't say as i know very little about the wars -_-' It was no man's land, i knew that anyway. Just mud and rain and barbed wire and potholes and smoke... Then there was two guys... I'm going to give them names to save confusion XD There was... Sam... Who was lying on the ground and all covered in mud and blood. His leg was full of shrapnel or barbed wire or something, i'm not sure, and bleeding really badly. He was sort of whimpering and one thing that was really clear was that he was clinging on to this pendant around his neck. There was another guy with him... Billy, coz i like that name. He looked reasonably ok as they go, mud on him and a few shallow cuts but nothing serious. I noticed his boot had a big hole in the front though o_O Billy tried to help Sam up, and they struggled for a while before Sam just collapsed back into the mud, crying. Billy said something like "Come on, not far to the trenches and you'll be safe!" but i could sort of tell that he had no idea which way the trenches were. Billy crouched down next to Sam, and then these faint voices drifted over to them. Billy yelled out and two other guys came running, but these were of the opposition (they were talking German, so i'm assuming they were Germans XD) i'll call these two Wolfgang and Hans.. Anyway, the two Germans raised their guns at Sam and Billy. But Sam had already kind of given in and Billy couldn't see any option other than to close his eyes and brace himself. He wasn't going to leave his best friend. Then Wolfgang and Hans started muttering to eachother in German. Finally, they lowered their weapons and walked towards Billy and Sam. Hans offered Billy his hand. "We help you." he said. Together Hans, Billy and Wolfgang pulled the injured Sam to his feet, and they started in the direction that they assumed the British (?) trenches were. They made their way slowly, together, and finally they saw the trenches not far ahead. At that moment a shell fell, i think it was a british one, there was a big explosion and then everything just went black, and i woke up.
Yep, one of the weirdest dreams i've ever had.. And bits of it were so vivid and... i dunno, but it was just too real for my liking. Kinda sad too, that a group of guys who were meant to be enemies united to help an injured guy get to safety... and they died trying... I might have to write this into a short story... Infact, i hope and option comes up in my English Language paper that will allow for me to write it as a story XD *is now in a writing mood*

Anyway, we're past the dream part now and on to the rambling... I've written quite alot in this one entry o_O i think i'm gonna just leave it here... I'm off to get pop tarts *obsession #169* x)
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This is my last diary entry tonight! I promise!
Yes, i'm being a total diary whore.. Blame [Lexi. Short and Sweet!] and Emmie-Chan for getting me so freaking hyped up... Here is what i wanted to write about anyway...

Pedalo and Emmie-Chan's Recipe (for disaster)

Ingredients
2tsp Coffee powder/beans/whatever
2tsp Hot chocolate powder
2tsp brown sugar
Milk
Dark rum
Squirty cream
Grated chocolate (or coco powder if yer lazy)

What you do: Get a big mug. Big mugs rule all. Anyway, boil a kettle, obviously. Put the coffee, hot chocolate powder, brown sugar and milk into the mug and stir frantically until you get a sort of frothy goo (it looks gross but makes for a nice froth on top of the coffee later) Pour in the boling water and stir. Now pour in as much dark rum as you think you can handle XD Not too much or it'll be all you can taste >_< Squirt a spiral of squirty cream on top and sprinkle with grated chocolate, and voila! You have the drink of the God's! It'll warm your ears up a treat (don't ask)
I call it Schizo Coffee due to the weird "Yuck that's horrible.. oooh yum, it's actually nice!" response it gets XD

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I am being a total diary whore tonight... But... [Lexi. Short and Sweet!] has got me really hyped up. It's not my fault. She's also got me drawing manically. And apparently i've suddenly developed the ability to draw people's faces from scratch really well o_O I'm not sure where this has come from all of a sudden, but i'm not complaining XD *potters off to continue drawing and have a cup of tea*
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Edit, because im cool like that:
Me and Emily on msn (to explain my mood)
Emily: Dammit woman, you're obsessed with Sleepy Hollow!!
Me: But it's so good ;-; Johnny Depp is love in that film!!!!
Emily: So is Christopher Walken <3
Me: ....Who??
Emily: tut, what kind of fan are you!? The bloke who plays the Headless Horseman..
Me: Emily, he's an old man...
Emily: He's a sexy old man!
Me: *dies laughing on the floor*
...Ok, so it wasn't funny at all, but i found it absolutely hysterical for some reason... mainly because i got an image of the headless horseman posing in a bikini (please don't ask me why) ..But yeah, that has got me hysterical now... Now i'm going to stop diary whoring before someone hits me for it.
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Well i did go running in the rain, i'm now sitting here wrapped in a blanket with a rum and coffee. My mum's words were "Do you actually HAVE a braincell in that head of yours?? Or is it all dust and glitter??" I thought that was weird XD Dust and glitter?? Wtf am i, an abandoned christmas ornament? And my dad just said "You're mad... mad... mad..." and then kinda trailed off and started mumbling to himself o_O weirdo...
Hmm... What is it with families and going weird when their GCSE-doing members go on exam leave?? [Lexi. Short and Sweet!] said her family went weird, and now mine have! My parents are acting like a pair of drugged up college students.. we have no dishes or cutlery because no one can be bothered washing up, and the trip to the shop today ended in three bags of varying alcohols coming home o_O including whisky, (i feel a game of 'Three Hats and a Bottle of Whiskey' coming on) dark rum, doppelkummel, WKD, Japanese beer, apple cider, pear cider, the love of my life Blackthorn cider <33333, toffee vodka, gin (wtf, no one likes gin -_-) and a crate of guiness... Dear me... I don't know what sort of party my parents are planning, but i want to be there! XD Lol, you should have seen my weirdo family yesterday! We had a powercut on our street, so my mum decided we were all going to play charades.. It was the funniest thing ever.. she was slightly tipsy on rum, so giggling at absolutely everything, i just thought they were all weird, my brother was really getting into it and miming things really enthusiastically and succeeding only in making himself look like a nutter... And my dad had fallen asleep in the corner and kept giggling to himself in his sleep and muttering 'pine cone..' which i found very funny XD I want another power cut! That game was amazingly funny XD
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Waow! It's raining like a motherfucker outside, seriously!! It's so heavy that all the car alarms on my street are going off 8P and you know what? I have the biggest urge in the world to go and run round in it, despite the fact that i have no shoes on and i'm only in my pyjamas... I'm sitting here contemplating it... My brain is arguing with itself XD
"Do it! It'll be fun!"
"Don't be stupid, you've already got a cold, you'll catch your death!"
"Feh, i want to run round in the rain! It's an excuse to drink hot chocolate with rum in it when i get back in!"
"That's a crap reason, you'll die."
"How?? How is running round in the rain going to kill me??"
"You'll get pneumonia."
"Only if i come inside and sit there dripping wet like a stupid idiot."
"Which you will."
".... No... I'll have coffee and rum and get dry!"
"...It's still stupid..."
"Why?"
"You'll get wet..."
"That's.. pretty much the point."
"..."
Ok, the stupid side of my brain won, i'm off to run round in the rain XD