*sighsighsigh* I'm in such a goofy mood tonight... No idea why. I got started sketching [Lexi. Short and Sweet!]'s Crimboli gift art... And then that got me in a drawing mood and i started drawing away... Now i've been drawing for 4 hours and my obsession for Theo and Kat being together has come back X3 Don't worry Alex, you'll still be getting your Theo/Vince picture(s). But they will never be canon. NEVA!!! *squeebles* gaaaaaaah what the hell has got me in this stupid mood?! Dear me...
I'm not going to ramble now. In fact, i think i'm going to go to bed, because i'm extremely tired and i have nothing to do. If i carry on drawing i'll be up all night, so i won't. Yes. Bed time. Night!
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Gaaaaaaaah! =___= I'm listening to a really sad song (Isaac's memorial song actually) and it's making me go all sniffly ;__; It's such a sad song! I'm going to have to do some Isaac fanart now. OMG. I'm actually going to do a serious drawing that doesn't involve wolves! :O
On a lighter note (is it? XD) I know what song i'm having played at my funeral now. Ok, that's not a lighter note at all, it's a very dark and morbid and sad note. Whatever. I'll be morbid if i want to!!!!!! >3< :p
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OMG. OMFG. I just watched Heroes. I'm not gonna post any spoilers, but PETER IS SO EFFING COOL!!! I had to restrain myself from squealing like a fangirl at him X3 He is just... Gah. Wow. Seriously. I'm a Peter fangirl from this moment on X3
Aaanyway... That's all i had to say.
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I CAN'T TYPE AT ALL TONIGHT!!! I FAIL!! GAAAAAAAAAAAAA
And in all my stupid ex-boyfrined rantings i totally forgot to mention the Japanese exchange! I'm signing up for it! I hope to whatever God(s) there is/are that i get picked to go X3 I would be totally, utterly, completely ecstatic if i got picked. In fact, i'd probably die of a heart attack. That is all. Bed now.
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Lololol, i'm listening to Miyavi's interview on an American radio show, and he's trying his very hardest to speak english X3 It's the cutest thing in the world... "H-how do i say this? Basket.. barr? Basketball!" X3 so cuuuuuuute!!
Aaanyway. Yeah, i'm in a weird mood tonight because i've been thinking alot. I've noticed something, about my ex. When i'm not with him, i'm fine, it doesn't bother me. When i'm with him and i have friends around, i'm kinda 'meh' about the whole thing. But the minute i'm on my own with him, i miss being with him so much ¬___¬ I never expected to miss him at all when i broke up with him, it felt like the right thing to do but now i'm not so sure anymore.. I hate him when he's being mopy and clingy like he was when we were together, but now we're not together anymore he's being more like the guy i originally fell for.. And that is so annoying. I know i can't have it both ways though, and if i go back out with him (which is something i NEVER do. Second chances don't exist in my world) i won't have the Josh i like, i'll have the Josh i want to murder with a pick axe. *grumbles*
It's ok though, i'm just going through that phase of 'was that a good move?'.. All is well because James (the Mc.Donalds guy) texted me and he is the sweetest little thing ever X3 He is sooo unbelievably clueless about women, but in such an adorable way. He said: "All i know is that once a month i have to buy them chocolates and leave them alone." XD awww! So yeah, i'm meeting him on Saturday and we're going out for a drink, nothing special, just coffee and car-talk =3 That should probably put me in a better mood. I just need to completely forget about Josh, it's not going to help the situation if i get all mopey about it! :p
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Do be do be do... I now have the daunting task of finding and re-downloading EVERY SINGLE ONE of the Sims2 mods and hacks i had before the game crashed and deleted everything. Aye. I just found some old backups of my downloads, and i had over 400 XD (unfortunately the backups are corrupt and can't be used ¬___¬ depressing much...) aaanyway... That's over 400 downloads to find, install and misuse :p I've been playing the base game and i was like 'wtf this isn't the sims' because when i used to play it, i pretty much hacked it to pieces and turned it into a completely different game XD all good then... Roite. Downloads ahoy!
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Gaaaah, mad day today... I've been all jelloid and weird all day because at dinner i broke up with Josh (officially <_< >_>) and it kind of made me go into hyperactive-om
Aanyway, enough about that.. I went to the dentist and got told that i have perfect teeth! (Y) I was well chuffed because normally he rants at me about how i'm not brushing them enough or whatever, but he seemed satisfied today X3
And in Mc.Donalds today i was wearing my 'I am the Stig' top:
Dude: Anything else?
Me: Erm.. no, that's everything.
Dude: Ok, that's £1.99...Awesom
Me: Lol, ya, i am the stig *grins*
Dude: Aren't you a bit too short and female to be the stig?
Me: Nono, see they use camera tricks. I just look tall and male.
Dude: Ooooh i see. Clever that *laughs*
We kept talking about Top Gear and cars while i was waiting for mum, and he was rambling about how it's nice to be able to start a conversation with a girl because he normally has problems finding a common interest XD So today i have learned that my 'Stig' top is a good way to start a conversation with a guy XD XD aah lol...
Anyway, that's all i have to say. I'll be off to finish up on my room now. Turrah luvs!
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..This weekend has gone waaay too quickly... It doesn't feel like i should be in school tomorrow... I think it's because i've spent so little time at home.. I was at Ruth's on friday night, didn't get home again till 3 on saturday.. Then i cleaned my room until 8 =___= then fell asleep.. Up at 9 today, left the house at 10:30 for MPH and got back at 9pm... So i guess i haven't had much time to just sit on my comfy sofa and read or draw or watch Top Gear, which is what i normally do over the weekend XD
Ach, one thing about MPH. I spied a Lotus Exige in the showroom and the guy let me sit in it X3
Me: ...Can i just have your keys now?
Man: *laughs* Now what do you want those for?
Me: ...Safety check.
Man: o_O You'd have fun stealing this you know. It doesn't drive down stairs or through revolving doors.
Me: ...It does when i'm driving it.
The dude seemed to find my attempts at stealing his car very amusing XD I got stuck in the seat and all, it was so low XD I was like "I'm sorry, but i'll never be able to get out of your car... No really, i'm stuck XD".. So yeah, highlight of the day, that was :p
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Ok, panic over with mum, i'm not in trouble anymore XD I've actually done something to my room though. IT'S VAGUELY CLEAN! You can see the floor anyway XD I need to put all my clothes back in.. that's it.. Yay!
I've just been digging around on my hard drive and i've found a few old drawings that i'm going to submit to DA.. Just for something to submit really.. Ya.
Erm.. What else did i want to say? That's it for now i think. I'll be back on later when my room is finished (Y) bye bye loves! XD
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I am in sooo much trouble with my mum... gotta go, might not be on for a while...
HAY THAR!
Aye, i'm in a surprisingly good mood today o___O it's surprising because i'm incredibly, unbelievably tired. And normally when i'm tired, i'm in a really bad mood. But today, not so much for some reason o_O I did get in trouble with Mr. Humphrey's for yelling 'SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!' at Toni XD I knew my temper would snap at some point today, it just happened to be at her! :p I also had problems with the ex. Yeah, i'm calling him an ex now because we haven't spoken for 3 days and he doesn't seem to have any interest in continuing the relationship, so neither do i. Despite this i'm in a really good mood. Infact.. I think i'm in a good mood because i'm free from that idiot. I never realised how much he riles me up XD
Anyway... Enough about that. My mum bought me some JD chocolates <3 I was going to take them to Ruths but.. i kinda ate them all ^_^;; i'm so addicted to JD. Not even funny. I'm considering going to Mike's party tomorrow night.. I'm not really sure because i'm staying at Ruth's tonight and will likely be up till all hours in the morning.. Then i have to get up early on Sunday to go to MPH.. If i have a party inbetween that then i will get little/no sleep over the weekend (so that'll be three nights without sleep) and will be completely and utterly dead by monday. I think i'm going to have to give Mike's a miss. Shame really, me and Alex are always the life (or clowns) of the party. We can't very well make fools of ourselves if i'm not there! XD Bah, there'll be other parties!
I'm done talking now.
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Do you know what? I am such a failure at life... I just typed a big procrastinatin
My printer is so fecking LOUD! It's on quiet mode aswell, but it still sounds like a Ford Escort with an engine full of gravel being chased through a war-zone by ten million ambulances who in turn are being chased by ten million fire engines. Seriously, this thing could not get any noisier. And now it's gone and used all my paper, so i'll have to go all the way downstairs and look for some more. It's freezing, i don't want to leave the warmth and safety of my hovel. BAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I'm going to turn this into a long rambly rant, simply because i really don't want to do my psychology work... What does a picture of an elephant and a run-over sheep have to do with anything at all? Really... Bloody psychologists.
Bah. Oh well, i have the Psychology trip to Manchester and the art trip to London to look forward too. I'm not going to Poland anymore because we decided that it was far too expensive and i'd much rather spend the money on a finalboss!Xemn
Good lord i really can't type tonight.. I keep adding random letters on the end of every word, it's utterly crap. My brain is beginning to pack in already and the all-nighter hasn't even begun yet. GOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Really, i'm going now, i need to stop procrastinatin
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Blarg... I just found my checklist for art and discovered that i haven't even done nearly enough work to qualify for a decent grade... So i'm going to have to pull an all-nighter tonight if i want to stay on the course... It's my own fault for being such a procrastinator
Emily: OMFG, GUESS WHAT?!?!?!?!?!
Me: ...Well hey thar convenient excuse to procrastinate. What?
And that spawned into an hour long conversation about KH... Dear God... I just can't help it, my brain is permanently set on 'procrastinato
Right now i'm having a conversation with Ruth about how Noel Fielding and Russell Brand would make a good couple >_> any excuse to avoid doing work *headdesk*
...Not to mention that my Organization XIII sims are playing up something rotten. Xigbar spent 4 hours trying to end his life by sticking his head in the trash compactor, Xaldin gave birth to alien triplets (why the stupid fool had to use the telescope i'll never know) and Larxene decided it was a great idea to somehow break every electrical applience in the house. So i'm annoyed with them. Yes, i am allowed to be annoyed at my stupid malfunctioning sims <_< >_>
And to top it all off i'm severely pissed off with Josh (boyfriend-like creature) for no rational reason that i can explain... I don't know why, but i just can't look at him without thinking 'what an utter bastard'... womans instinct kicking in 2 months too late maybe? I have no idea, but i don't even want to be in his presence at the moment.
And to add insult to injury, my Psychology teacher thinks i'm schizophrenic. Thank you very much for your confidence Mr. Rhind ¬_______¬
Apart from all that, i'm in a good mood at the moment ^___^ Me and Ange had a lol on the bus on the way home today cuz she accididentally sent a txt to her aunt that was meant for her boyfriend XD it was so funny. Aaah yes, this is the reason i love being alive. Life is just so full of hilarity, stupidity and wtfosity.
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I've been sitting on my foot for the last three hours. I now can't feel it at all. I tried to stand up and did a sort of retarded face-plant belly-flop onto the sofa XD what a twat...
Aaanyway. I'm not rambling now either because i have to go to bed as soon as i get the feeling back in my foot. Turrah luvs.
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Yay! I'm back! My computer came back today and David did an absolutely spiffy job!! Gaaaah!! I can't believe he charged us so little for this, it's like having a brand new computer X3 Yay!
Anyway.. I shall ramble about stuff later, i have to go and clean my room now, then i will probably be installing TS2 and get stuck playing that all night XD
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MY BABY IS BEING TAKEN AWAY FROM ME TODAY!!!!!! *sob*
When i say my baby, i mean my computer. Poor old Gandalf (yes i named my computer Gandalf) is getting a bit juddery and crap, so he's being whisked away to get all the wirey stuff replaced and a harddrive upgrade, so i'll be able to play the sims 2 without it taking 40 years for them to flush the toilet (Y) ..But i feel like i'm sending a child into surgery at the moment. Gandalf has been a loyal, if very temperamental computer.. David says there's a small chance that he's a bit outdated and that a better option would be to just buy a new computer. Naturally, me being the sentimental fool that i am, if that happens i intend to have a funeral for Gandalf.
Oh incidentally we came up with a name for the printer, which we never got round too. He's now called Xaldin. So i have Gandalf the computer, Xaldin the printer and Dylan the PS2... I'm so unbelievably sad... I can't decide what i'm going to call my tablet when i get it XD I'm really looking forward to getting a tablet because it means i'll actually be able to do some decent art for a change. YAY!
Anyway, must be off. I have to try and throw together a halloween costume.. Oh i've just had a brilliant idea. Zombie pirate. I'll take my pirate costume, rub cotton wool all over it so it looks like cobwebs, roll in the mud outside for a bit, then paint my face zombie style. Voila, zombie pirate. AND NOT MANY PEOPLE DO THAT, DO THEY?!?! Bah, there are too many vampires, witches and devils at halloween. I'm going to be a zombie pirate. Yes.
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Oh by the way:
Xigbar = Xig = The Xig = The Stig.
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GAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Me: DAMN YOU, YOU BIG HAIRY BASTARD, STAY STILL!!!
Ethan: FECKING WALKING SIDEBURN!!!
Me + Dad: LOL!!!!!!!
I had to pause the game because i was having such a giggling fit XD aaah good times.. I've found something that brings the whole family together.. Kingdom Hearts! I love playing it, my brother loves watching me play it and fighting the dusks (which i let him do because they're piss easy), my mum enjoys watching the scenes inbetween because she's a Disney nut, and my dad enjoys the opportunity to swear loudly and not get told off my mum! We've found a family activity that we can do XD XD XD XD
Lolol... Anyway, enough about videogames... I'm banned from playing KH when my brother isn't there anyway, cuz he doesn't want to miss any of the story... So yeah. Now. I think i'm going to go and do some of my art homework, because i still have alot to do and very little time in which to do it. Ah well, i'm good at doing these kinds of things extremely fast. I have loads of work for Miss Batten but very little for Mr. T <_< >_> he's gonna be peeved.. Oh well, he can get over it..
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Argh, i've been playing Kingdom Hearts again all day today XD Lololol, i'm totally addicted to it, i can't help it <_< >_> Omg, in Agrabah.. Me and my brother's train of thought went exactly the same way when we saw one of the types of heartless that were there (we'd been calling the Agrabah heartless 'Terrorists' ...don't ask):
Ethan: Argh! More terrorists!
Me: Real terrorists!
Ethan: Caped terrorists!
Me: Super terrorists!!
Ethan: Pink terrorists!!!
Me and Ethan: .....GAY TERRORISTS!!!! *rofl*
I nearly got myself killed because i was rolling round on the floor laughing instead of paying attention and fighting the 'terrorists' XD XD
Anywhooooooo. Halloween! YAY X3 I wasn't actually in a halloweeny mood at all, but playing KH got me in the mood because i went to Halloween town just for the lulz, and it's got me all halloweeny X3 I may have to carve my pumpkin tonight... Going to Alex's on halloween to go trick or treating.. I don't have a costume =/ gotta try and convince my mum to let me wear my new boots so i can go as a vampire dominatrix type person XD If the worst comes to the worst and i can't find a costume.. I'll go as a pirate! XD I always have a pirate costume available for use :p
What else did i want to talk about? Oh yeah, mum booked the tickets for MPH today, so i'm incredibly hyper about that X3 it's gonna rock soooo much, and apparently you're allowed to sit in the cars in the showroom. So the first thing i'm going to do is seek out an Lamborghini Gallardo commandeer it XD yes. I'm really looking forward to the stunt show too because we get to sit right at the front because dad'll be in his wheelchair! So yay, frontrow seats XD I CAN'T WAIT!!!! I'm so psyched about so many things at the moment! Halloween, MPH, bonfire night, Apocalyptica in december, my birthday, Christmas.. They're all coming up and there's very little time inbetween each awesome thing that's happening XD XD GAAAAAAAAAAAAA
In other news... I'm fed up of being in a relationship now.. I like the single life. I think o_O I'm not sure.. Bah. It's not unusual for me to be getting fed up of a relationship in the first couple of months. I get bored very quickly. Bah. Well we'll see what happens, i can't be bothered doing anything about it at the moment. If i don't have to see him then it's not a problem <_< >_> a week away from him might be just what i need ^__^ or it might just fuel my need to be single and whorish again <_< >_> erm.. Oh well ^___^
Now.. I should really be doing some more work for art, seeing as i'm not going to get much more time to do anything this holiday.. Bah, i've done a fair bit. More KH now!! It's calling to me!! Schoolwork later, KH now!!! Oh yes, i've got my priorities right <_< >_>
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