Wheeeeeeeeeeee!!! *flies round the room*

I'm in an unbearably hyperactive and Christmassy mood, which is insane because i should be dead on legs. I'm so tired that i'm not even tired anymore...

STILL stripping the bloody colour out of my hair... THERE'S SO MUCH PINK IT'S UNREAL!!! I could paint the bloody Eiffel Tower with it all... BAH.

Lol, i love people who spell words wrong in their own screen names *points and laughs*

...I hope i haven't spelled my screen name wrong now *snort* that'd be a pisser... Oh sweet irony.

BAH. I'm supposed to be cleaning my room out properly today, but i really cba... I just want to get my hair stripped, get some washing sorted and carry on listening to my over excited muse. He came back from the circus, and he brought a hell of alot of inspiration with him! I <3 my little Kaine, even if he is depressing in about a million different ways X3 ...My writers muse is taking a nap though, i can't write for shit at the moment and my vocabulary seems to have taken a hiatus.. Bah. Why my muses can't be here together at the same time is beyond me. One dissapears for a while, the other goes into hyper-mega drive and i end up sitting up till 4am writing/drawing ¬___¬ stupid creatures... I need to draw them now... Again <_< >_>

That's all i have to say i think... Apart from, if you ever have the urge to pick up the book The Shipping News by Annie Proulx... DON'T. I have nothing against her works and i do enjoy quite a few of her novels and short stories, but that novel is the most horrible thing i've ever had to read. I don't know why, but i really really hate it. That is all.

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It's 4:15 am... i should most definately be in bed, but i'm not tired at all for some reason... Despite the fact that i was up drinking last night until 6am o_O ...I'll ramble quickly about that now since i'm not tired.. actually i'll do the bullet points thing cuz that's easier.

- James picked me up at 9 and we bogged over to his house. I was immediately mugged by Miee and dragged to her room to try on clothes (yeah, she's just that awesome)
- Miee has the most amazing clothes ever created by man and i'm jealous of her.
- Me, James and Miee proceeded to the living room to play on the Sexbox for a while. We played Halo and i demonstrated how much i fail by repeatedly committing suicice (by accident XD)
- We drank a whole bottle of JD between us
- We played strip snap. I won (Y) i'm good at snap <_< >_>
- I thrashed James on the Naruto game on the PS2.
- Me and Miee (god that sounds weird) got James wearing a mini skirt... it was tres amusing.
- We found some spam in the kitchen and made a spam man. Miee refused to let me eat it.
- We played murder in the dark, drunkenly (we'd been through a fair bit of alcohol by this point.) The quote "No, that's not a sofa you moron" comes from this. You had to be there.
- We watched the Hills Have Eyes and Lol'd at the Voldy in a bowler hat character.
- Me and Miee had a giggling fit over James poking himself in the eye with his beer bottle
- The neighbors came over (Tom and David)
- We played on the karaoke machine. Me and Miee sang I Will Always Love You in the most cheesy way possible. Twas a laugh.
- We tried to play 3 hats and a bottle of whiskey but it failed because i forgot the rules.
- Tom and David went home again.
- Miee went to bed and i fell asleep at 6am. I used James as a pillow. I don't think he slept, he was still playing Halo when i woke up at 10.

And then i came home. Twas fun. I can see me James and Miee being gaming buddies now. They're both ace.

That's all i have to say, i actually am going to bed now.

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I have no idea what's wrong with me tonight, but i'm finding a bloody stick figure hilarious. Oh, you may have guessed by the fact that i'm here that i haven't gone to the party... I'm too tired and i just cba... Blah. But. Yes, the stick figure. The stick figure is much more important. Well, no it really isn't, but it's just so funny XD XD XD XD XD

*rofl's*

The sad thing is i dont think i've laughed this much in a long time. And the three things i'm laughing about are a retarded stick man, a naked greek god running from something, and this quote from a comic i'm reading:

"You're not a best friend. You're one of those mom's who walks around like a chicken. You know the type."
"Are you saying i'm fat?!"
"Are you admitting to being a chicken lady?!"

XD XD XD XD i have no idea why i find that so funny, but i do so stfu.

*rofl's off*

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Beki ...Keib... Kibe... Kebi... Bike XD XD Lol... Beik... Biek... Ikeb... Ekib... BAH. None of them sound cool enough ¬___¬

MAWR. Yes, i'm supposed to be sleeping...

Just got back from James's house... Had a good night, i'll rant about it later, i'm too tired now... I'd just like to say that Miee is the most awesome person ever, and she explained her name to me properly XD She is Aimee. She hates that because it's french (XD), so she jumbled the letters to creat Mieea (pronounced Mia). Everyone shortens that to Miee. It makes sense now!! XD Rofl, i want to jumble up the letters of my name to make a new name..

Anyway. I have to go and sleep now, because i feel really ill.. That's the reason i came back from James's even though i'm meant to be staying there tonight for his party... I need sleep before i go back or i'll be dead by monday. So yes, nap time now... Actually, submissions to DA then nap time i think... Turrah!

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OH. EM. GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

I have seriously just died and gone to heaven. Tesco chocolate puddings are the nicest things ever created by anyone ever!! GAAAAAAAAAH!!!

I will ramble about how awesome my day has been later... Now i must go watch heroes and be generally slobbish on the sofa!!!! YUSH!!!!!

Oh and i will reply to messages later tonight. I PROMISE!!!!! >3<

I fail so much XD

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And oh my good gravy CRUSHER has returned after months of lying dormant!!!!!!!

^{If you have no idea who Crusher is... It was the killer headache i kept getting over the summer holidays that for some reason i personified... Yeah...}

I'm really going now. *diary whore*

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"In the beginning, there was nothing. And then the Lord said 'Let there be light!' ...and there was still nothing. But at least you could see it now."

That is the best thing i have ever read in my entire life. It really made me lol. No idea why, i just found it really funny.

I'm being lazy today. I've flicked through my messages, i'll reply to them tomorrow when i'm actually awake. Cuz right now it's 1:35am and i kinda really need to go and sleep. Like now.

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Aaah i have had a wonderful two days. Because i can't be bothered rambling, i will bullet point all the best bits (LOL) yes i will.

- Monday was an ace and completely chilled out day. Not much happened lesson wise and of course Monday is a half day for me so i could be super lazy (Y)
- IT SNOWED!!! 
- Me and Alex went to the Christmas market in chester and got attacked by some insane Swiss guys who were forcing chocolate and hot chocolate from someone elses stand on us XD
- I got in touch with Viper again after soooo long not speaking to him. And i've realised how much i missed him and now i'm all hyper that he's coming home for Christmas X3
- We went to an anime and manga con and met the most awesomest bunch of cosplayers and cool people ever! It was so much fun X3
- We pinched some origami boxes from the con and wore them on our heads XD
- We got msn addies off our new cosplayer friends!
- And today has been totally layed back for me cuz i only had two lessons due to my psychology teacher being off ill! (Y) So the last two days have been made of win, and i'm all overly hyper because it's my birthday soon and then Christmas and i get to see Viper again and... GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH life is good at the moment <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 So *hugs* too all my friends because i love you all to death!!!!! YES I DO!!! X3

*dances off singing Jingle Bells*

...*dances back*...

This is the first time in years that i've been in a Christmassy mood in November... Normally i'm really Scrooge-ish about Christmas but.. this year... *SQUEELS!!!!!*

*dances off again*

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*clickclickBANG*
Ya. I deserve that.
A couple years ago i had an obsession with the Gorillaz.
It's come back, out of no where.
It's all because i was cleaning out the computer room and found a big old Gorillaz poster and i was like 'lol, i used to love them...'
Then i downloaded a bunch of their stuff...
And it was all like 'Shyt, i still love them! *headdesk*'
What are we to learn from this kids??
Cleaning is bad.
Yeah.

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Owwwiiiiie ¬___¬ My finger is killing me >__< I burnt it last week when i decided it was a great idea to see what happens when you set fire to a plastic knife.. A lump of molten plastic fell onto my finger and burnt a nice hole in it XD It was funny at the time but now it's gone all manky and it's really sore.. Do not want =___= Yet another scar to add to the collection XD If i wasn't such a stupid idiot this kind of thing wouldn't happen all the time...

I'm supposed to be cleaning out the computer room now... Well i was supposed to be doing it 3 hours ago, but i got distracted by the awesomness of the Gorillaz website XD Then there was food, and now i'm here again procrastinating as usual. Gah. I'm almost done with the cleaning anyway, i just need to vacuum the floor and clean all the squished bugs off the walls and ceiling (i spend most of my life in this room and i can't stand bugs. I see one, it gets squished.) Sooo i'm gonna bog onto msn because then i can talk to people and clean... Ya. I'm done now.

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GAH. There's a big ugly bug crawling up the door.
Fjrwopaifnewgbrejaf DO NOT WANT.
How am i supposed to get out of the room with that thing there?
Grrr.
*needs sleep*
Soooo tired... 2:25am =___=
I'm also hungry.
I'm going to get food before sleep.
Yum yum, food. We have Oreos <3
I'm going to sleep now.

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Bah... After my little drawing spree last night, i have gone into another artistic slump... The artists block has once again positioned itself in my brain and scared my muse away. Stupid artists block... Actually, i think that since my muse has decided now is a great time to wander off into nothingness for a while, i'll draw him. I haven't drawn him for absolutely ages, he probably feels left out XD

Blah.. Other than that.. I feel ill today =___= I wish a was a guy sometimes ¬____¬ then i wouldn't have to deal with this... BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARG!!! Erm.. What else did i want to say? I'm applying for jobs here there and everywhere at the moment so hopefully i'll have one by the beginning of December.. If not i'll have to throw myself off a bridge because i won't have any money for Christmas presents for all my friends XD Over reaction and a half there...

Erm... Messages will be replied too soon, when i can be bothered... *lazylazylazy* That's all i have to say today, i think. Something else will probably pop up later and i'll do the whole "TO THE ET DIARY!!! *points*" and ramble like a moron for a bit... But until that moment i do believe i have nothing else to say except 'toodles!' :p

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*sighsighsigh* I'm in such a goofy mood tonight... No idea why. I got started sketching [Lexi. Short and Sweet!]'s Crimboli gift art... And then that got me in a drawing mood and i started drawing away... Now i've been drawing for 4 hours and my obsession for Theo and Kat being together has come back X3 Don't worry Alex, you'll still be getting your Theo/Vince picture(s). But they will never be canon. NEVA!!! *squeebles* gaaaaaaah what the hell has got me in this stupid mood?! Dear me...

I'm not going to ramble now. In fact, i think i'm going to go to bed, because i'm extremely tired and i have nothing to do. If i carry on drawing i'll be up all night, so i won't. Yes. Bed time. Night!

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Gaaaaaaaah! =___= I'm listening to a really sad song (Isaac's memorial song actually) and it's making me go all sniffly ;__; It's such a sad song! I'm going to have to do some Isaac fanart now. OMG. I'm actually going to do a serious drawing that doesn't involve wolves! :O

On a lighter note (is it? XD) I know what song i'm having played at my funeral now. Ok, that's not a lighter note at all, it's a very dark and morbid and sad note. Whatever. I'll be morbid if i want to!!!!!! >3< :p

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OMG. OMFG. I just watched Heroes. I'm not gonna post any spoilers, but PETER IS SO EFFING COOL!!! I had to restrain myself from squealing like a fangirl at him X3 He is just... Gah. Wow. Seriously. I'm a Peter fangirl from this moment on X3

Aaanyway... That's all i had to say.

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I CAN'T TYPE AT ALL TONIGHT!!! I FAIL!! GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!

And in all my stupid ex-boyfrined rantings i totally forgot to mention the Japanese exchange! I'm signing up for it! I hope to whatever God(s) there is/are that i get picked to go X3 I would be totally, utterly, completely ecstatic if i got picked. In fact, i'd probably die of a heart attack. That is all. Bed now.

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Lololol, i'm listening to Miyavi's interview on an American radio show, and he's trying his very hardest to speak english X3 It's the cutest thing in the world... "H-how do i say this? Basket.. barr? Basketball!" X3 so cuuuuuuute!!

Aaanyway. Yeah, i'm in a weird mood tonight because i've been thinking alot. I've noticed something, about my ex. When i'm not with him, i'm fine, it doesn't bother me. When i'm with him and i have friends around, i'm kinda 'meh' about the whole thing. But the minute i'm on my own with him, i miss being with him so much ¬___¬ I never expected to miss him at all when i broke up with him, it felt like the right thing to do but now i'm not so sure anymore.. I hate him when he's being mopy and clingy like he was when we were together, but now we're not together anymore he's being more like the guy i originally fell for.. And that is so annoying. I know i can't have it both ways though, and if i go back out with him (which is something i NEVER do. Second chances don't exist in my world) i won't have the Josh i like, i'll have the Josh i want to murder with a pick axe. *grumbles*

It's ok though, i'm just going through that phase of 'was that a good move?'.. All is well because James (the Mc.Donalds guy) texted me and he is the sweetest little thing ever X3 He is sooo unbelievably clueless about women, but in such an adorable way. He said: "All i know is that once a month i have to buy them chocolates and leave them alone." XD awww! So yeah, i'm meeting him on Saturday and we're going out for a drink, nothing special, just coffee and car-talk =3 That should probably put me in a better mood. I just need to completely forget about Josh, it's not going to help the situation if i get all mopey about it! :p

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Do be do be do... I now have the daunting task of finding and re-downloading EVERY SINGLE ONE of the Sims2 mods and hacks i had before the game crashed and deleted everything. Aye. I just found some old backups of my downloads, and i had over 400 XD (unfortunately the backups are corrupt and can't be used ¬___¬ depressing much...) aaanyway... That's over 400 downloads to find, install and misuse :p I've been playing the base game and i was like 'wtf this isn't the sims' because when i used to play it, i pretty much hacked it to pieces and turned it into a completely different game XD all good then... Roite. Downloads ahoy!

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Gaaaah, mad day today... I've been all jelloid and weird all day because at dinner i broke up with Josh (officially <_< >_>) and it kind of made me go into hyperactive-omg-i'm-single mode. Which involves alot of hysteria and squealing and yelling 'matt!' in the squeakyest voice ever XD Yeah, i react strangely to breakups. No regrets though. The whole fiasco has made me realise how much i've wanted to break up with him for a while. He's making himself sound like the victim, like it's all my fault, but that's what he does so i'm not going to start an argument about it. I'm better than that (and him) so there's no need ^___^ ..I find it amusing that he's still clinging to me obsessively. Now i can just laugh with [Lexi. Short and Sweet!] about what a loser he is, since we've both been there, done that and we will soon have t-shirts XD

Aanyway, enough about that.. I went to the dentist and got told that i have perfect teeth! (Y) I was well chuffed because normally he rants at me about how i'm not brushing them enough or whatever, but he seemed satisfied today X3

And in Mc.Donalds today i was wearing my 'I am the Stig' top:

Dude: Anything else?
Me: Erm.. no, that's everything.
Dude: Ok, that's £1.99...Awesome top by the way.
Me: Lol, ya, i am the stig *grins*
Dude: Aren't you a bit too short and female to be the stig?
Me: Nono, see they use camera tricks. I just look tall and male.
Dude: Ooooh i see. Clever that *laughs*

We kept talking about Top Gear and cars while i was waiting for mum, and he was rambling about how it's nice to be able to start a conversation with a girl because he normally has problems finding a common interest XD So today i have learned that my 'Stig' top is a good way to start a conversation with a guy XD XD aah lol...

Anyway, that's all i have to say. I'll be off to finish up on my room now. Turrah luvs!

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