I've been put through to the interview stage for the Japanese exchange!!!! I am like, mega hyper about it, and i just read Alex's diary and she's through too!!!!! It would be so awesome if we got to go together X3
Also, i got a job interview at Macro today! It's tomorrow at 2 so i have to miss half of school, but i dont care because... SQUEEL!!! Job interview, Japan interview... It's all happening! X3

Nothing else to say really, i'm off to simstard! Toodles! <3

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Just want to say that i hate the Sims2 and everything related to it.

I have become totally addicted to it today because i had nothing else to do while suffering on my own here at home (oh woe!)... So i decided to start a new 'legacy' since my old one got eaten by the computer. Then i got obsessed with them having kids because they kept coming out so pretty, and now i have a ridiculously large family tree and 5 pregnant teenagers, 2 of whom are male. I wish life was really like TS2, it'd be so much more interesting XD

My bloody rar un-packer has gone on the fritz though... It's refusing to accept the horse meshes i'm trying to install and just being generally retarded about new skin tones, which are apparently not acceptable!!!! LIKE THE BUSHES!!! (once again, you had to be there). I hate these bloody things... You download it for one reason, one purpose and it can't even bloody well manage that... Why? Why is it not working this time around? Oh go die in a fire you stupid rar un-packer, i'll bloody well do it myself next time </tantrum>

Aaaanyway. I feel better now so i think i'll head into school tomorrow. If i catch the bus. If i miss it, i'll be like 'blah' but probably go anyway... Whatever... I'm not amazingly fussed at the moment anyway, i feel like i deserve a holiday XD

Zomg, sunday night though... I was up late because i wasn't feeling well and couldn't sleep, so i was talking to Em on webcam (as is the norm when i can't sleep. She always makes me laugh. I wish she lived nearer >___<)

Me: Have you ever done one of those stupid 'soundtrack to your life' surveys...
Em: Ya, they're always crap with me!
Me: Yeah i'm reading through my old ones and... I'm going to be killed by three little birds.
Em: I LIKE TO EAT CELTIC KITTENS!! 8D (<<She pulled that exact face, it was hilarious)
Me: O____O!!!!!!
Em: ...Apparently.

Aaah that made me lol so much... And now i really want to do another soundtrack to my life thing... Dammit. I'm going to bed though, i'm really tired and i still feel ill, so i need reeeeeeest and relaxaaaaaaaaation. Yes.

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Bluuuh... I still feel really really crap... I've taken about 50-million different types of medicine to try and get rid of Crusher, the sicky-icky-ness, and my back pain which has decided to flair up again for no good reason... (Crusher is the killer headache, btw XD)... Baaaaah, i feel like such a druggie, but i suppose it's my own fault for being such a moron and ignoring everything my physio and the nurse have been telling me... I'm particularly worried about my back, because my physio did say that it would start to get bad if i didn't stretch it enough, which i really haven't been... He told me to swim at least once a week and do some other forms of exercise, which i just haven't been. And in the winter the pain gets worse anyway... *growl*... I'm not in school, i just didn't feel up to it. So i'm sitting here getting psychology and english coursework done, because i might aswell do something academic while i'm sitting here like a turd... 
I've decided that i don't care what everyone else is doing and what parties i'm being invited too, i'm going to stop drinking for a while. It's becoming an addiction, and i'm 16 nearly 17... That's just stupid. It wasn't so much the throwing up and being ill that triggered this want to be T-total, but more the fact that i was surprised that i got drunk off 6 cans of cider, 2 cans of beer and half a bottle of wine. Normally that wouldn't be enough to get me drunk, and that's the sad thing... It takes so much to get me properly drunk now that it's made me realise that i've been drinking waaaay too much for someone my age. A few beers and an alcopop should be enough to get a 16 year old a bit tipsy in all honesty... At James's party it took 8 ciders, 2 beers, 5 shots of Russian vodka and half a bottle of JD before i was oficially 'wankered' (ie - i couldn't walk straight and i was slurring everything i said). Now that amount of alcohol should have knocked me out, but it didn't... And the only reason i can think of is because i drink so much that i'm starting to develop a tolerance for it. And that's bad. So i'm giving up drinking and smoking. Normally i only smoke at parties or when i'm bored, but it's not going to do anything good for me, so i'm stopping before i get addicted to that too.

THERE! I have had a long rant and realised that i'm actually a bit of an alcoholic... And i will now attempt to go T-total, which will be hard because i normally drink at least 1 glass of cider a day... Blah. This is my own personal rehab XD in future i shall only drink small amounts at parties and large amounts at festivals. That is my vow. And i will stick to it. For once.

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I just had a nap in mutti's bed, cuz she's got an electric blanket XD I don't feel as crap now as i did, so that's good. Contemplating whether or not i can be arsed going to school tomorrow... I'll see how i feel in the morning.

Currently re-modding and hacking the Sims2, because Alex bought it on saturday so i now feel the need to simstard again X3 ...I can't believe how long it's taking me to re-mod it all, i didn't realise how hacked to pieces my original game was XD Finding all the downloads again is utter hell, seriously =___= I've got all my bodyshop meshes re-downloaded, i just need recolours now... Then onto clothes, buildings, global mods, customs and hacks *dies* this is going to take forever... *headdesk*

Erm... What else did i want to say? There was something... Can't remember for the life of me now so i'll say it later when i remember...

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Uuuuugh... Bleh. Yeah. That pretty much describes how i feel... I ignored what the nurse said and i went to Tanzyn's party anyway. I felt a bit ill when we got there but i thought i'd be fune... I was fine for a while, i didn't drink too much... I'm not quite sure what it was but at about 12 i just collapsed and ended up sitting upstairs for an hour with my head in the bowl... Not nice. I'd only drank about 6 cans of cider, 2 cans of beer and half a bottle of wine, which anyone who knows me will know isn't enough to get me completely wasted... I've never ever thrown up from drinking, not even at bloodstock and i had more alcohol in my system than blood there... So i think i was throwing up more because i was ill anyway and drinking on a pretty much empty stomach... Whatever... I'm still glad i went coz we had a laugh when i came round from my state of complete KO. Amz was snoring and she sounded like a whistle at one point, it was really amusing. And some of the conversations i was having with people were hilarious. So all in all, whether i was ill or not, i had a good time and i'm glad i went!

I'm going to bed now before i die.

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I feel extremely ill... Why is my body doing this to me? I'm going into Chester today and going to Tanz's party tonight... But if this carries on i doubt i'll be able to do either... Yah, i decided i would go to Tanz's, because i've had a good nights sleep and i'm not as tired and grumpy as i was. Buuut, right at this moment i just want to take a bunch of painkillers and go back to bed... I hate my stupid brain, or whatever it is that's making me ill... Couldn't it have done this tomorrow when i don't have to go somewhere?! *grumbles* Well it's got an hour to sort itself out before i have to get the bus into Mold, so hopefully some miracle will happen between now and then... If not then i will throw the biggest temper tantrum the world has ever seen. There will be deaths.

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Argh, biiiig cliffhanger in the Nartuo manga this week >___< *dies* and poor Jiraiya! After everything he did... Aww =[ Buuut the old Pein is back, so i'm happy =3

Once again, i will rant about Manchester and London later... I'm on the downstairs computer now and i hate the keyboard... I just need to transfer some files over to the other computer...

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One more thing.



LOL!!!!!!!!

I founds it on DA.. Who did it... Grau-Gestreift over on DA! Yeah.

That's really all i have to say.

Just got back from London, it was sooooo awesome!!! I will rant about it tomorrow and post pictures and stuff... I can't be bothered now, i'm to tired... I'm going to have a cup of tea and go to bed! That is all.

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ZOMG! I'm never normally up early enough to even think about going on the computer! But here i am at 7:15am on the computer feeling very proud of myself actually! This morning was funny:

Mum: Come on, get up. I've got tea for you here.
Alex: *Shuffles about and gets up*
Me: *Grumbles and rolls over*
Mum: There's sugar in the giraffe.
Me: *sits up* WHAAAAAAAAAT????

XD XD I thought it was some sort of weird dentist speak in an attempt to get me up. It worked, but she was actually talking about the mugs that the tea was in XD the one with the giraffe on had sugar in it... Very un-amazing.

Going to London today, which should be fun. 2 and a half hours on the train, however, will not be fun at all. In fact it's likely to make me want to commit suicide =____=

I don't like long train journeys, i get bored to easily.

Must be off now, stuff to gather before we leave.

Turrah!!

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THE PSYCHOLOGY CONFERENCE WAS UTTERLY AMAZING!!! I will rant about it later, i need to go and get my gear sorted for London tomorrow... I have only one thing to say...

"I'm a sex god, me." XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD

...Yes, you had to be there XD

WHY AM I ONLINE?!?!??!?! And more to the point, why am i online and ranting in my ET diary... I have to go to effing Manchester tomorrow to a Psychology conference and i'm sitting here at 1:30am like "LUL, sleep, whuzzat? 8D~ *death*" GAAAAAARGH... It's because i've been in bed all day today... My dear mother de-flea'd the dog last night.. I'm majorly allergic to flea powder, and had an allergic reacion and my eyes went all swollen and manky and i got a really bad headache for no adequately explored reason... So i decided 'fuck school, i'm staying in bed...' Yeah...

And now i'm not going to bed because i'm not tired because i slept till 2 in the afternoon today. I object to that.

LOL I OBJECT TO YOUR FACE!!!! 8D

...I'm in a retarded mood now. I should seriously just go to sleep. My eyes hurt, and i can't decide whether that's because i'm tired, because i've been playing on some horse game for 4 hours, or because the reaction hasn't completely gone down.. Either way, it sucks... I think i'm going to bed, i can't be arsed sitting here contemplating my eye balls... Can't miss the bus tomorrow or i'll miss the conference and then i'll be extremely pissed off with myself. SO. Onwards to the bedroom, my fair friends. OH MY GOOD LORD THAT SOUNDS LIKE A REALLY BAD CHAT UP LINE XD XD XD XD Oh dear... Yeah, i think i really need to go to sleep.

Night! xxx

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Argh, i hate myself so much right now XD i've become totally obsessed with drawing 2D from Gorillaz!! Every spare scrap of paper on my desk is covered with little doodles of 2D (all drawn with a crappy Ikea pencil that Amz gave me (Y) XD) i can't help it! He's just so adorable and so damned easy to draw... GAH *dies*

In other news... I think the gym is going to kill my legs XD they hurt!

That is all.

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Aaah man, Ruth is a legend..

Ruth says:
yes...i mean how many ppl get to say they have played a weasel - not many im guessing XD
Ruth says:
we'll need thick gloves XD
//2D\\ (Not amused... MSN is on the fritz again...) says:
yes, thick gloves and lots of.. what do weasels eat? worms i think..
Ruth says:
yes then practise on a tuba beforehand and we're set XD
Ruth says:
oooo we must impregnant the pope!!!!!!!

XD XD XD wtf?! We're talking about weasels and then she comes out with that XD really made me lol...

And speaking of things that make me lol... I've always wanted to see the movie The Exorcist, but never got round to it... I just watched a few clips of it on Youtube and i'd like to know what the hell is so scary about it. I found them bloody hilarious, and now i really want to see the film XD

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BAAAAAAAAAAH. I'm being a complete diary whore today, but you know sorta.. fuck it. Youtube just died on me while i was in the middle of watching something, which was very upsetting. Stupid Youtube, hurry up and fix yourself so i can watch what i want to watch you bastard!!!

My GOD it really is unbearably cold in this house!!! Anyone want to chuck a hot water bottle my way? Mine burst years ago and it hasn't been this cold for yonks here. NEED HOT WATER BOTTLE. Or alternatively a hot brick. Or a hot anything. Something to warm me up, i'm shivering like a soft bugger and i've got about 50 jumpers on ¬___¬

Grrrr, i'm annoyed... Mum is refusing to buy me the Xemnas coat that i wanted and i can't find the Sukisho box set in a format that will actually work on my dvd player *growl* not amused. And MSN is on the fritz. I may have to kill something.

GARGH. I have nothing to do now. My muse has gone again... So i can't draw OR write. Nothing to do nothing to do... BORED. GAH. BORED, FREEZING AND HUNGRY. Pfft, i'm going to raid the kitchen and see if i can find any food...

...And i have a really bad pain that's situating itself around my right shoulder blade and it's absolute agony every time i breathe... WTF... that is such a pointless.. thing... *grumbles*

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It is unusually freezing in my house *shivers*

I want cheese and crackers...

I'm not supposed to be on here <_< >_>

*flee*

Wheeeeeeeeeeee!!! *flies round the room*

I'm in an unbearably hyperactive and Christmassy mood, which is insane because i should be dead on legs. I'm so tired that i'm not even tired anymore...

STILL stripping the bloody colour out of my hair... THERE'S SO MUCH PINK IT'S UNREAL!!! I could paint the bloody Eiffel Tower with it all... BAH.

Lol, i love people who spell words wrong in their own screen names *points and laughs*

...I hope i haven't spelled my screen name wrong now *snort* that'd be a pisser... Oh sweet irony.

BAH. I'm supposed to be cleaning my room out properly today, but i really cba... I just want to get my hair stripped, get some washing sorted and carry on listening to my over excited muse. He came back from the circus, and he brought a hell of alot of inspiration with him! I <3 my little Kaine, even if he is depressing in about a million different ways X3 ...My writers muse is taking a nap though, i can't write for shit at the moment and my vocabulary seems to have taken a hiatus.. Bah. Why my muses can't be here together at the same time is beyond me. One dissapears for a while, the other goes into hyper-mega drive and i end up sitting up till 4am writing/drawing ¬___¬ stupid creatures... I need to draw them now... Again <_< >_>

That's all i have to say i think... Apart from, if you ever have the urge to pick up the book The Shipping News by Annie Proulx... DON'T. I have nothing against her works and i do enjoy quite a few of her novels and short stories, but that novel is the most horrible thing i've ever had to read. I don't know why, but i really really hate it. That is all.

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It's 4:15 am... i should most definately be in bed, but i'm not tired at all for some reason... Despite the fact that i was up drinking last night until 6am o_O ...I'll ramble quickly about that now since i'm not tired.. actually i'll do the bullet points thing cuz that's easier.

- James picked me up at 9 and we bogged over to his house. I was immediately mugged by Miee and dragged to her room to try on clothes (yeah, she's just that awesome)
- Miee has the most amazing clothes ever created by man and i'm jealous of her.
- Me, James and Miee proceeded to the living room to play on the Sexbox for a while. We played Halo and i demonstrated how much i fail by repeatedly committing suicice (by accident XD)
- We drank a whole bottle of JD between us
- We played strip snap. I won (Y) i'm good at snap <_< >_>
- I thrashed James on the Naruto game on the PS2.
- Me and Miee (god that sounds weird) got James wearing a mini skirt... it was tres amusing.
- We found some spam in the kitchen and made a spam man. Miee refused to let me eat it.
- We played murder in the dark, drunkenly (we'd been through a fair bit of alcohol by this point.) The quote "No, that's not a sofa you moron" comes from this. You had to be there.
- We watched the Hills Have Eyes and Lol'd at the Voldy in a bowler hat character.
- Me and Miee had a giggling fit over James poking himself in the eye with his beer bottle
- The neighbors came over (Tom and David)
- We played on the karaoke machine. Me and Miee sang I Will Always Love You in the most cheesy way possible. Twas a laugh.
- We tried to play 3 hats and a bottle of whiskey but it failed because i forgot the rules.
- Tom and David went home again.
- Miee went to bed and i fell asleep at 6am. I used James as a pillow. I don't think he slept, he was still playing Halo when i woke up at 10.

And then i came home. Twas fun. I can see me James and Miee being gaming buddies now. They're both ace.

That's all i have to say, i actually am going to bed now.

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I have no idea what's wrong with me tonight, but i'm finding a bloody stick figure hilarious. Oh, you may have guessed by the fact that i'm here that i haven't gone to the party... I'm too tired and i just cba... Blah. But. Yes, the stick figure. The stick figure is much more important. Well, no it really isn't, but it's just so funny XD XD XD XD XD

*rofl's*

The sad thing is i dont think i've laughed this much in a long time. And the three things i'm laughing about are a retarded stick man, a naked greek god running from something, and this quote from a comic i'm reading:

"You're not a best friend. You're one of those mom's who walks around like a chicken. You know the type."
"Are you saying i'm fat?!"
"Are you admitting to being a chicken lady?!"

XD XD XD XD i have no idea why i find that so funny, but i do so stfu.

*rofl's off*

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Beki ...Keib... Kibe... Kebi... Bike XD XD Lol... Beik... Biek... Ikeb... Ekib... BAH. None of them sound cool enough ¬___¬

MAWR. Yes, i'm supposed to be sleeping...

Just got back from James's house... Had a good night, i'll rant about it later, i'm too tired now... I'd just like to say that Miee is the most awesome person ever, and she explained her name to me properly XD She is Aimee. She hates that because it's french (XD), so she jumbled the letters to creat Mieea (pronounced Mia). Everyone shortens that to Miee. It makes sense now!! XD Rofl, i want to jumble up the letters of my name to make a new name..

Anyway. I have to go and sleep now, because i feel really ill.. That's the reason i came back from James's even though i'm meant to be staying there tonight for his party... I need sleep before i go back or i'll be dead by monday. So yes, nap time now... Actually, submissions to DA then nap time i think... Turrah!

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