:((
well..you know there are that kind of times in one's life, in which he wants to quit everything and just wanna flow in nothingness...since he realises that actually what he tries to fill is inside him and that is just as empty and meaningness and nothing as himself...(here he,his and him refers to 'one')
whatever...i have been thinking for so long and now i am beginning to wonder whether staying and fighting or giving up is harder...and in the case of the loved ones, I guess turning your back,giving up on them and try to live as if they had never been with you is harder...THE HARDEST!!while you heart yearns to stay,to fight for them by the end of your last drop of blood and tear,till this struggle with nothingness annilihates your pierced soul and drags you down....
because you actually know: he cares not....so there is no point...so what can you but give up on him...?

hmmm....what a dull day it is!!Ofcourse,evryday is dull if its the end of the semester:(papers to write, hpmeworks to hand in...and finals to take..Aghh...i hate the ends...