Things really aren't getting any better with Aiden...ok, that's an understatement...he's just refusing to talk to ANYONE... Jose included, even though Jose is like his best friend...I don't know what to do about him now, but i'm just going to try and carry on as normal, going to work and stuff...maybe he'll sort himself out and get over it, maybe he won't, but i've realised now (thanks to lots of persuasive-ness from [Beki in Wonderland]) That i'm not the one to blame, and that it's Aiden's belief that he is practically a God, and that absolutely nothing can possibly be wrong with him. So yeah, my friends have cheered me up alot, so thanks guys *hugs*

*sigh* really bad day today...i've had a huge row with my fiance Aiden, and he walked out of the house. As far as we know he's gone to stay with Macky and Kyle down the street, and he doesn't intend on coming home any time soon. You don't need to know what the argument's about, but he took off his engagement ring and threw it at me before storming out of the house... ;_; ...am i over reacting? Am i doing a Bianca? Or should i really be worried? I know Aiden has a temper, but he's never done anything like this. Jose tried to give him the engagement ring back and he just slammed the door in his face. I don't know what to do, and it's breaking my heart just to think about not being with Aiden anymore...I know i sound soppy and hopeless, but i really don't think i can cope without him...What should i do? Anyone have any ideas, coz i'm out now...Sorry that you all have to put up with my moaning, but i needed to let it out somewhere, and Jose's been so patient and listened to me and stuff. I'm glad i have friends like him... I hope Aiden comes home...i hope he can forgive me, and understand why i did what i did...i don't think he knows just how much i love him...and ive tried telling him, but at the moment he's just not in a listening mood...i feel so helpless...

Everyone's being bossy at the moment! Beki just informed me of her and alex's yelling match with a bunch of midgets, and i had a rather bossy episode today, which is

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Yeshm, im prolly not gonna be online much for the next week coz im moving to California and we've got a hell of a lot of stuff to do...i'll prolly be on for a few minutes each day, just to check my messages, but if im not, then it's not my fault if i dont reply to you until this time next week! When everything is normalised again, i'll come on and make up for any un-replied to messages ^_^ bye bye all who know me, i'll talk to y'all soon xxxxxx

Wheee, it's my biiiirthday!!!!!! w00t! 19 already...dear god im getting old :( oh well, thankies to all those people who've wished me happy birthday today, it means alot <333 luff you all! xxxxxx