So today I was thrilled to realize I'm starting to fit into my old clothes... However just cause I can squeeze into them again doesn't mean they look as good as they used to... I know this is tired some but I've just been feeling so incredibly unattractive after having a baby that I'm ashamed to say I bailed on what would've been a great job. I made it to the parking lot just in time to see this really hot skinny chick walk in and yea, I just drove away. Ugh I am ashamed of myself. To those who say stop complaining and do something about it. I am... I'm working out like crazy and I've lost a lot of weight but this loose skin from from the baby won't go away...

Mmmm so I found my ridiculously hot neighbor on my porch today. :3 His long hair was loose and regretfully he was wearing a shirt. Why was he there? He found a baby flying squirrel at work and brought it to me since he'd heard I am a wildlife rehabber. Yes, I'm married but doesn't mean I can enjoy the view ^_^

Today I lost my temper and made someone cry. First off let me point out that I am extremely protective of my horses and messing with them is one of the few things that really set me off. Ok, today I was hauling a horse for a friend, while driving a car full of teenagers comes speeding up behind me, passes me and then cuts on front of me and slams on the breaks to pull into a gas station. Keep in mind I'm driving a LOADED horse trailer, I had to swerve into the other lane to keep from hitting them and then turned into the same gas station those idiots couldn't wait 5 seconds to reach. I checked on the mare and realized the swerve had made her fall! About the same time these jackasses come out of the store laughing and I hear one of them laughing about what had just happened. I lost it. I walked over to them and let them have it, by the time I was done the driver, a preppy little blond bitch was in tears and even my dog was snarling at them.

Ugh I'm really not looking forward to tomorrow. :/ One of the only Saturdays that I can actually sleep in and I have to work :/ By work I mean drive an hour, pick up a horse, take said horse to her new home and get paid and then come home. I need to leave my house at 6 am and afterwards I will get home just in time to take my dogs and the foster to an adoption event. Hopefully Sarah, the foster, will be adopted!

Ok, so I'm very disappointed in myself right now. I just now realized, about 15 mins ago that I met one of my favorite singers back in 2012. Argh!!!!! I'm mentally screaming at myself for not recognizing him! The guy was Ronnie Radke former vocalist for Escape The Fate and current vocalist for Falling In Reverse. *sigh* I hate myself

Ok, my phone is messing up and so far won't let me post (or comment) on certain pages. Dur's WOW is one of the biggest issues and won't go away. The others I'm managing

Tomorrow I will probably not be posting much, I have Keme and I's first horse show to prepare for and I will be spending all day at the barn to practice... Unless it's raining lol

So I went to a cattle farm today to look at some chickens they had. I left my baby in her stroller right outside the barn, since all the cows were locked up, 5 mins later I look outside and realized not only was a cow loose but she'd stuck her head inside the stroller. It was so huge it completely covered her from view. All I could hear was Arya laughing