I'm starting to realize just how much of a recluse I'm turning into :P Since last week, I have not had a single day to myself. I have been dragged out to do errands or just had people randomly drop by or call me and talk for hours. I don't mind people so much and I love my friends and family but I don't want to see them every day! I enjoy being alone at the house with the dogs and my x box. ~Confessions of a Blossoming Recluse

I feel like crying right about now. We have over 10k in debt because of my husband's hospital bills. This week I paid all our bills got groceries and kept back 30 dollars for gas and dog food. I usually hide it so Cody won't spend it but yesterday he got all offended cause I didn't trust him so I gave it to him last night. This morning I asked for some to put gas in my car and I find out he spent it all. Thankfully I already put gas in his car so he can get to work but I needed dog food and gas in my car. Looks like the dogs are getting cooked food this week and we're missing his family's cookout.

Ugh apparently I drank more than I thought. I just walked into my yard and found way to many empty liquor bottles, a bucket of cement and cement covered shoes. Oh and I have a hangover from hell and I gotta go pick up a horse in a few minutes :p

Ugh last night was completely awesome. I got surprised by some friends and way more booze than I needed access too.

So I'm now drinking alone while my husband and his friend drink in the next room >_> Apparently I get better at video games when I'm drunk off my ass and after winning every match for the last hour my husband got pissed :P

Ok, seriously my husband is REALLY good at giving me presents. Like holy crap good. When he proposed to me he gave me a knife. A good quality useful knife that I could take to the barn with me. When we got married he got me a horse (technically he gave me permission to get one of my choice and his funding). For mother's day he bought me a new rabbit who has had babies and is a perfect mom. For our two year anniversary that is this June? He has booked a week long vacation at a beach in NC (Folley's Beach I think) AND he bought me a second horse. Please excuse me while I thank the goddess for the most amazing man I could possibly ask for. I never imagined I would find someone who, not only deals with my weirdness, but is someone I can talk to, drink with, play with and kick his ass on video games. I'm just feeling so loved right now, I can't help but share

Just found out my husband will be working 3rd shift for a week in a few weeks. I can't decide if I'm excited or depressed. On he one hand it means later nights for me, all the dogs on the bed. On the other hand it means not sleeping with him at night, having to keep the gun closer to my bed and being freaked out without him. :/

Ugh please just shoot me now. You know the incident where I got lost on a road trip from hell? Well the same woman is now blowing up my phone to try and make me go with her again tomorrow. I'm not joking, she texted once and asked and then while I was trying to think of an excuse as to why I can't go she called me 6 times.... In 5 minutes. Ugh

Well that was depressing. Cooked the rabbit... Couldn't eat it. I kept picturing the furry bunny >_> Now I feel kinda sick

booooored.... someone do a side page with me!

Just butchered my first rabbit... I threw up... twice. :P

Drunken game featuring Soul Caliber.... Perfect

My turn to have a drunk night :3

That completely awesome moment when everyone is online and posting XD

Playing GTAV online :) Anyone else play?

I'm starting to wonder if I have "Sucker" written across my forehead. I had 2 pit bull puppies abandoned in my yard a couple days ago. A supposed friend asked me to watch a couple of "child safe" and "animal friendly" pit puppies. I said yes like an idiot. What I got was two scared pups that apparently had never met a stranger. After the male went on a rampage where he actually tried to bite me she told me she doesn't want them and to have them put down! We had to get the vet out to sedate him and me, being an idiot, decided at the last moment not to have him put down and instead stuck him in a crate where I forced my company on him for 2 days. Now, he's great and all friendly now that he actually knows us but now we're stuck with two dogs that I really don't want or need and I can't find a home for them because they snap at every stranger they see. Oh and they're almost a year old, so yea, not tiny puppies trying to bite my ankles

I'm kinda worried about my younger sister... She decided to go out of town with a guy she just met a week or so ago. From what I understand she met him online. Kicker is none of her friends have met him and no one on the family. I talked to her earlier today when she was getting in the car with him and begged her to send me a picture just as a precaution. She promised she would. That was 6 hours ago, she hasn't answered my phone calls or texts sent and I'm really starting to freak out. I would like to think she's not that stupid but I'm seriously starting to doubt my faith in her judgment. She had told me her friends had met him, I just talked to them and was informed that they had never seen him and that they haven't gotten her either. Please let me just be paranoid.

Nvm Christina showed up and chased the bitch away hahahahah I love my bestie :3 And Tequila

Ugh I hate women. My husband and I and his friend had an awesome night planned, bonfire, alcohol, hot dogs and marshmallows. Well this guy (that I basically don't know but apparently my husband does) shows up with his fiancee completely unannounced. And OMG if she calls my dog Snookums one more time I will push her into the fire. She is incredibly annoying and well just such a GIRL! Yes, I know I sound like a total bitch but I can't rant about this on fb :p Only girl I've managed to get along with for long is Christina and that's only because she's as bitchy/anti-social as me!

Its a weird day... My little bro and my nephews have trashed my living room and I have a baby sheep wearing diapers running around inside...