Okay so this guy Casey, he's like my brother, but he was dating my best friend Jessi, well he made Kim, Jessi's sister, and also my sister, walk about 3 miles in the cold, wearing flip flops and a tank top at about 8 or so at night, completley dark outside. Well we told Kim's boyfriend, Larry and him and his friend Daniel took it upon themselves to mess with his car. They gutted the drivers seat, smashed the drivers rearview mirror, poured beer all over his seat, smashed out his taillights and stuffed the film from a VHS tape into his muffler and put nails behind his tires. Drama, Drama, Drama! That was actually just last night and this asshole guy named Shannon was hitting on me, UGH!! I am 15 he is 27, EWWW. And to make matters worse he tried to grab my ass, and he would not stop, sure he was drinking but 2 beers isn't going to make you drunk, and he is not a light weight, so I've decided not to hang out with him anymore. I also told my boyfriend, and my not-so-secret girlfriend about it and they both flew off the hinges and said next time he makes a move like that, he's dead.

Im sorry everyone, apparently some people cannot be happy with me the way I am, and Im sorry I cant be everywhere at one time, Im sorry it seems like I dont care, Im sorry I cant help all of you with your problems, Im sorry I cant fix anything, Im sorry I am who I am and Im sorry I cant change, I cant help but be me and Im sorry for that, If I could I would change myself to fit everyones needs but I cant and again Im sorry for that too, Im sorry I cant be perfect in your eyes, Im sorry I cant be the good child every day, Im sorry I do all the things I do, Im sorry Im alive, Im sorry I cause so much misery and pain, Im sorry I cant help it, Im sorry Im crying as I type this, Im sorry I cant hold it in and be emotionless like some of you, Im sorry Im soft hearted, Im sorry I cant take the pain, Im sorry Im suicidal, Im sorry for thinking about that right now, Im sorry thats where my mind went first, Im sorry I cant be what you want me to be, Im sorry I cant spend every second of my life with you, Im sorry I make you angry, Im sorry I make you cry, Im sorry Im antisocial, Im sorry I have so many problems, Im sorry Im so fucked up, Im sorry it seems like I want attention, Im sorry for makeing you read this, Im sorry for everything and if I had the power no one would have to be sorry, but apparently it seems thats the only thing I deserve in life, is to be sorry for everything, Im sorry I thought about cutting myself, Im sorry I tried to call, Im sorry I cant help but be imperfect, I cant help but be sorry that I am the way I am, Im sorry everyone, Im sorry for thinking that maybe, just maybe I should take away everyones problems by solving my own. Behavioral problems for the parents, emotional problems to my brother and sister and my friends, Im sorry that I have to be sorry, I try, I really do but nothing seems to make a difference to anybody and I try to be responsable, I try to do good, but it seems that all anyone ever notices is the bad I do, I stay out too late, I drink, I smoke, I have anxieties, Im fat, Im ugly, I never do anything good for anyone, I suck in school, I dont like to be social, I dont like to dress up, I cant help it, Im sorry everyone, Im so so sorry, but if things keep going like this......Im sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!