so, today was eventful. I had a jr. high prank pulled on me.
"DJ
Every day I watch you in class. I love your free-spirit and great sense of style. Your cape looks warm and fuzzy. If you go out with me I will let you wear all my halloween costumes whenever you want. Can I take you to the movies? I hear that Bee Moive is great.
All my heart,
*name of person that I will keep for myself because I know it wasn't this person who put this note on my desk*"
I gave me a good laugh today. Any ordinary average man would not be attracted to me. Plus that Halloween costume bit was rude. I had hoped I was past the years where guys would pick on me, but apparently not. It hurts me to know that our society is still in this sad state.
Aside from just being unhappy anyway, I'm okay. I wasn't really expecting anyone from my school to have a crush on me. They are all too ordinary average. Well I'm tired and I have to do precalculus homework. I will check tomorrow, but I'm not going to online as much anymore. Talk to you when I will.
today is my mama's birthday! so when she gets home we are going to go eat out at ruby tuesdays.
I've been thinking. And that is never a good thing.
Things I've thought about:
- What it would like to be dead
- What would happen after I died, who would cry, who would miss me, who would even know?
- Thinking about it, if I died, no one here would ever know
- What will me first child be?
- What I want my frist child be, and how I wish he would look
- Who would I have my first child with, and what would be the circumstances
- How I feel about certain people, or people in general
- How I feel about myself
If you can't tell I'm depressed, yeah I know, everyone seems depressed these days,
what's it matter anyway?
You don't have to worry though, I won't kill myself, I'm too chicken to try.
I wanna see if it's worth living till I die.
I know I have great friends, they are important to me, they fill my soul.
But sometimes, I feel like I'm missing something, like there's this big hole.
Yeah this is all I have so far.
Now I'm gonna go eat a Hersey's chocolate bar.
okay so I just watched Blood and Chocolate. Here is a little rant just for it.
I movie sucked. I mean sure it had the major points, like all the characters but everything was twisted around. For example, both of Viv's parents weren't killed, only her father, then Raf was Viv's cousin, yes, but Astrid wasn't his mother, his mother was someone else I can't rememeber her name. Not to mention that in the end Viv and Adien do not end up together, instead it is her and Gabrielle, which would also mean that Gab does not die. In fact not very many of the wolves die in the book at all.
The book is so much sweeter than the movie. For all of you who have seen the movie and not read the book, you are missing out ... A LOT! I would reccomend going to your local library or bookstore and finding the book and read it. It is really a good piece of literature.
On and end note, they are planning to make a movie for Twilight, I hope that it does not end up how Blood and Chocolate did.
I did the same IQ test and Silent.
Oubastet, your IQ score is 125
Your overall intelligence quotient is the result of a scientifically
The way you think about things makes you an Imaginative Mastermind. This means you are an extremely talented person, with a wide range of skills. There is little to nothing you can't do if you want to. You're very creative and you can express your ideas effectively through a variety of different means whether it's written or spoken words, numbers, or anything else. You also have a practical knowledge of how things work in the world — you've been paying attention and you pick things up easily.
How did we determine that your thinking style is that of an Imaginative Mastermind? When we examined your test results further, we analyzed how you scored on 8 dimensions of intelligence: spatial, organizational
Hey everyone!!!
So anyway, as you all know Halloween is coming up, and I thought I would notify you all that .... *drum roll*
I am dying my hair white! Well semi-pernament according to the merchandise. Yes yes yes I'll take photos of it, plus me in my costume. No idea what I'll be yet, but it'll be pretty I'm sure.
SOooo yeah, hopefully I'll get my job at Border's soon and I'll get some cash and I'll be able to dye my hair red, pernament. Yay! I can't wait!!! hee hee.
Well I love you alls!
XOXOXOXOs ~ Davi
I hate getting out of bed. Specially on days like these. It's so chilly but you're like the perfect temp under you blankets.
I enjoy being under these blankets, it's like being touched and touching your lover and nothing can be wrong in the world.
But then you realize ... shiet I have to get up and go to school then once that cold air hits your skin all the corruption and greed of the world hits you
and the only thing worth looking forward to is talking to your friends, and your signifigant other, your passion/ hobbie, sexual desires, food, and sleep.
And once you go to sleep the process starts all over again. *chuckles*
Just some food for thought
Obituary Common Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape.
He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault.
Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children are in charge).
His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.
Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job they themselves failed to do in disciplining their unruly children. It declined even further when schools were required to get parental consent to administer Aspirin, sun lotion or a sticky plaster to a student; but could not inform the parents when a student became pregnant and wanted to have an abortion.
Common Sense lost the will to live as the Ten Commandments became contraband; churches became businesses; and criminals received better treatment than their victims. Common Sense took a beating when you couldn't defend yourself from a burglar in your own home and the burglar can sue you for assault.
Common Sense finally gave up the will to live, after a woman failed to realize that a steaming cup of coffee was hot. She spilled a little in her lap, and was promptly awarded a huge settlement.
Common Sense was preceded in death by his parents, Truth and Trust; his wife, Discretion; his daughter, Responsibility
He is survived by three stepbrothers; I Know my Rights, Someone Else is to Blame, and I'm a Victim.
Not many attended his funeral because so few realized he was gone. If you still remember him pass this on. If not, join the majority and do nothing.
Author unknown
Just a little something I got in my head it's a tragedy. If you don't like them then don't read. This is the first page.
There's the ten year old me, crying in a dark corner. And I scream to wake from the hellish nightmare after I relive the experience seven years ago. Of what that monster of a man did to me.
Clicking on the bedside lamp I slip my hand under my pillow to make sure I still have my mace. My baseball bat is still sitting next to my nightstand and my blinds are close. I slide out of bed, my porcelain white feet contrast against the dark blue carpeting.
I putts my way to the window and make sure it's locked. I look in my closet, under my bed, and in my bathroom to make sure there is no one there. Then I pet the lump of fur on the end of the bed that is my white cat, Iris.
He is the only one that seems to understand my paranoia. Mom decided to get him for me when I was eleven because I didn’t have any friends. I didn’t blame the other kids for keeping their distance. I’m just naturally unfriendly now.
Iris starts purring and stretches out, the little silver bell on his blue collar makes small jingle. He is an all white cat and his fur is extremely soft and warm. Despite how much he eats he’s rather thin. He’s a mellow cat but he is cautious of everyone that enters. Occasionally he’ll hiss at someone but after an hour or so he’s as friendly as a puppy.
Crawling onto the large queen sized bed I check the clock that blares bright red, four o’clock at me. I have two more hours before I have to wake up to become ready for school. I decided against sleeping, not in the mood to suffer through another nightmare, and head into my bathroom to take a morning shower.
Okay so I only have a week left of summer vacation, well anyway I'm supposed to have two books read by then so I have to read like now. I won't be on Elftown till I'm done.
I'm gonna miss all of you. I'll be done soon don't worry I'm a fast reader. Ummm I love you all. Talk to you soon.
<3 Davi-chan.
P.S. I'll miss poodle, owner of spiff, and male kitty cat the most!
yeah so. yesterday i got two shots in my left arm. i can barely lift with it so that sucks. it hurts like all hell's worth.
also i was up later than normal so i slept in later than normal and well i feel like i had crashed pretty bad.
my dad called me, i guess he's no longer mad at me. to an extent. he just wanted to know when i started school and what my time schedule was so if he decided to call me it wouldn't be while i'm in school.
i'm glad my dad called me, i didn't like it when he was mad at me. wait that's normal for me, for him to be mad at me. eh oh well, maybe this is different because it's a kind of silent treatment, and that's just odd coming from my dad.
so yeah anyway i have to read two books before school starts. i'm barely half way done with one, and i don't have the other one. kind of pisses me off. just a bit hee hee. well that's all for now.
*stomach growls* well i guess i should go eat. bye! <3 davi
Okay so I haven't been completely truthful with everyone this last month. I feel terrible about lying. And well the truth is my reason for why I did what I did is because I was bored. It's nothing big, I just told a few people I was a guy instead of a girl. Now the cats out of the bag. Take this as you wish. Have a pleasant day. bai. ^___^
well i'm sure those of you who know me and talk to me on a daily basis know that i've moved to my mom's.
it's taking a tole on me though. the reason i moved, because I wanted to and because my dad is having a russian woman and her son move into our house.
my dad is going through my room and cleaning it and putting most of my things except my clothes, futon, and things on the walls in storage, I think.
But he made me tell my grandma.
I left her a message on her phone.
Because I'm a coward like that.
Dad told me grandma cried. I feel terrible.
But what gets me the most is Lucky my dog and Tazman my cat.
I miss them soo much.
Lucky's adorable always-happy-t
her extremely soft, easy to shed a lot, fur.
Taz's I hate everyone but dad, but I think i'll tolerate you since you give me treats additute that he gives just for me.
when he purrs sometimes when i pet him.
his beautiful coat.
and how most of the time he's really soft even though he has dander.
how sometimes he can look really young and the next day really old.
lucky would always finish some kind of food that i didn't feel like eating.
and taz would sometimes offer to slowly eat what i didn't want.
*sniffles* i miss my babies.
and then there are people from school.
i only had one person i called a friend and that was Tara, I'm going to miss her too.
though I am excited to meet new people.
i guess i'll mostly miss the people a grade younger than me.
they all thought i was awesome and always wanted me to hang out with them.
i feel kind of bad because i still have two someone's books, no idea how i'm going to return them, especially since one of them is off at college.
and my boyfriend and i ... i don't know if it'll last.
i still want to be his friend but all i ever seem to do is make him sad.
and my best friend, i upset him just when he was feeling better.
and what's worse it was on right when his birthday came.
i feel like crap.
god this sounds crappy, all about me, me, me, me.
geeze.
well i'm sorry to those who've i made feel bad.
well.
i guess that's about it for now.
love you all even if i don't know you that well.
and i wish you happiness.
Are you more man, or woman? (XD)
1.[X] You love hoodies
2.[X] Dogs are better than cats
3.[X] It's hilarious when people get hurt
4.[X] You've played with/against boys on a team
5.[] Shopping is torture
6.[ ] Sad movies suck
7.[ ] You own an xbox 360
8.[X] You wanted/played with Hotwheel cars as a kid
9.[] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter
10.[X] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega
11.[X] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
12.[X] You watch sports on TV
13.[X] Gory movies are cool
14.[ ] You only go to your dad for advice
15.[] You own like a trillion baseball caps
16.[X] You like going to football games [RUGBY LEAGUE]
17.[] You used to/do collect football cards [RUGBY LEAGUE!]
18.[] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people [Whats the point?]
19.[X] Green, black, red, blue or silver are one of your favorite colors
20.[X] You love to go crazy and not care what people think
21.[X] Sports are fun too
22.[X] Have talked with food in your mouth
23.[X] Wear Boxers to bed [or nothing at all . . .]
24.[X] Or your socks on at night [KEEPS MA TOES WARM!]
total: 16
Multiply the total by 7
Score: 112% [okay?]
GIRL PART
1.[ ] You wear lip gloss
2.[X] You wear eyeliner
3.[X] You have some of the same shirts in different colors
4.[X] You wear the color pink/ have worn the color pink
5.[] Go to a female for advice
6.[ ] You KNOW cheerleadings a sport and you argue about it
7.[ ] You hate wearing the color black
8.[X] You like shopping
9.[X] You like wearing jewelry
10.[ ] Skirts are a part of your wardrobe
11.[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars
12.[ ] It takes you around 1 hour (or more) to shower get dressed and put on make-up and accessories
13.[X] You smile alot more than you should
14.[X]You have more than 10 pairs of shoes/sneakers
15.[ ] You care about what you look like [I'm a dag and proud of it]
16.[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can
17.[ ] You love, LOVE movies
18.[X] Used to play with dolls as a little kid
19.[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it
20.[X] Like taking pictures when you're bored
total= 9
multiply by 7
score: 63% girl. [what the hell?]
i'm starting that white crest white strips deal. hope it works. we shall see.
woooo yesterday was 4th of july and it was awesome! watched fireworks, fireflies, had half a triple chocolate fudge truffle cake thingy, and wine weeeeee. and alas my hangovers are gone! yay me. talk to me! adios amigos!
Hello. You are reading my internet diary. Isn't awesome? I am eating peaches, and talking with my friends. My life is so interesting isn't it? I think so. Yeah. I have finals the next 2 days, sounds fun doesn't it? Well ttyl ppl.