[Sideways]'s diary

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Written about Friday 2012-09-07
Written: (4460 days ago)

For Echo

When there's lightning
You know it always brings me down
Cause it's free and I see
that it's me
Who's lost and never found!

I cry out for magic
I feel it dancing in the light
it was cold
Lost my hold
To the shadows of the night!

No sign of the morning coming
You've been left on your own
Like a Rainbow in the Dark

Do your demons--
do they ever let you go?
When you've tried
do they hide deep inside
Is it someone that you know?

You're a picture
just an image cut in time
We're a lie
you and I
We're words without a rhyme!

There's no sign of the morning coming
You've been left on your own
Like a Rainbow in the Dark

When there's lightning
it always brings me down!
Cause it's free
and I see that it's me
Who's lost and never found!

Feel the magic!
Feel it dancing in the air
But it's fear
and you'll hear
It calling you beware!

No sign of the morning coming
There's no sight of the day
You've been left on your own
Like a Rainbow in the Dark

1153443  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2012-09-04
Written: (4463 days ago)



"I have a problem
that I can not explain
I have no reason
why it should have been so plain
I have no questions
but I sure have excuse
I lack the reason why I should be so confused

I know
how I feel when I'm around you
I... don't know
how I feel when I'm around you

Around You...

Left a message
but it ain't a bit of use
I have some pictures
of what might be the deuce
Today you saw
you saw me, you explained
playing the show when running down the plane

I know
how I feel when I'm around you
I... don't know
how I feel when I'm around you
I... I know
how I feel when I'm around you
I... don't know how I feel when I'm around you

Around You..."

"Roulette"
By System of a Down

--
Sometimes, life's too fucking weird, ain't it, Sugar? ;)

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Written about Friday 2012-08-31
Written: (4468 days ago)

Nyaa, nyaa nyaa!
Nyaa, nyaa, nyaa nyaa!

If you had the courage
To stop me from turning into what would be
The worst in everybody's eyes

Hey! I'm no angel
Or devil of your conscience
To tell you who to be
Good, bad, ugly, or otherwise

If you had good common sense
Your choices would be grinning far less
I want no part in this self-deprecating,
Worthless chemistry

We made our beds!
To lie in them proud
Proud of our great mistakes!
This warring knife,
The flash of this blade
Turn about-face!

I implore you! Brother
Don't walk away
Don't walk away from me!
This is our war...

Oh, you think they have it all,
While you were left with nothing?
Oh, oh. You took the fall!
For them to walk all over

You made your bed...
So soft, and comforting
Your dreams await-- the grey
Good morning!

We made our beds!
To lie in them proud
Proud of our great mistakes!
This warring knife,
The flash of this blade
Turn about-face!

I implore you! Brother
Don't walk away
Don't walk away from me!
This is our war...

We've got you by the throat
HaHaHA!
All that you want to be...

Welcome, oh...
To the everlasting all-time low!
Please put your hands together
For the ever-failing one man show:
Domino!


"Ladies, and broken Gentlemen!
The undisputed champ
Of misery,

And in this corner
We find his challenger
The pride of Utopia
The greatest thing ever"

Oh... Oh...
HA-HA! HA-HA!
HahaHA!

Oh... Oh...
HA-HA! HA-HA!
HahaHA!

If you could recall
One moment in your past
That defied you to be
That made you the man
We've come to love
All the above?




This diaster binds-- Us absolute
The thousand lies you tell yourself
That nobody ever loved you, right?
Oooh, but I would do anything for you!
The Question fits the questioned heart...
Your signals crossed! Your message lost!
HA-HA!


..."Welcome back to the main event, the fight of the century
Where two great champions fight to the finish
The fight's in the last and final round

Let's get back to the action
And get you the play by play
They meet in the center of the ring...

The challenger sways to the right,
Swings a right hook that pops Domino's jaw
Followed by a quick left to the body
Oh! And he fires another left!
Yes! Domino staggers to the ropes!
The challenger squares up,
And here's a finishing flurry! Again! Again!
And the champ falls to the mat!
The crowd is on their feet!
The ref calls the fight! It's over!
He's out! He's out!! He's out!!!"
...

Nyaa, nyaa, nyaa
Nyaa, nyaa, nyaa nyaa!

This will won't last forever..
Your time has come!
It's now or never!

We made our beds!
To lie in them proud
Proud of our great mistakes!
This warring knife,
The flash of this blade
Turn about-face!

I implore you! Brother
Don't walk away
Don't walk away from me!
This is our war...

One by one!
We are together! We fought together!
One by one!
We are together! We fall together!

Oh... Don't be afraid, dear brother...
We are together! We are together!
Brother!!!
We are together! We fall together!

1153363  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2012-08-30
Written: (4468 days ago)

I've got a little red bow
And I bought it for you
'Cause I know you're not fair.
I don't get it, oh well...

And you colored my skin
And the colors don't blend
'Cause I'm gonna get you
And your little dog, too!

There's a yellow brick road
That we follow back home
'Cause I know you can't wait
Your belligerent hate...

There's no place like home
There's no place like home
Like HOME!

I've got a southern belle, too
And her ruby-red shoes
With a body of straw
Are you sick of it all?

Like a man made of tin
With an oil-can grin
So I'm gonna get you
And your little dog, too!

There's a yellow brick road
That we follow back home
And I know you can't wait
Your belligerent hate...

There's no place like home
There's no place like home

There's a little white porch
Where you wanted it so!
Can you let me go down
To the end of the road?

From the black and the white
A Technicolorful life!
Can I stand by your side?
We can make it alright...
Like HOME!

'Cause I'm home
There's a little white porch
Where you wanted it so!
Can you let me go down
To the end of the road?

From the black and the white
A Technicolorful life!
Then it's no surprise
I'm a cowardly lion!

What I want from this world,
What I wanna resolve,
When I want you to stay,
So I watched you await!

I don't wanna be bold,
I don't wanna be cold,
I don't wanna grow old,
I DON'T WANNA GO HOME!

1153324  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2012-08-28
Written: (4470 days ago)

My phone is broken. It sucks. I'll try to get it replaced soon. I won't be on very much until I do. Sorry.

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Written about Monday 2012-08-27
Written: (4472 days ago)

For Echo. With Love.

My Reflection? Dirty mirror.
No connection-- To myself
I'm your Lover. I'm your Sinner.
I'm the Face in your dreams of black

So save your prayers
For when we're really gonna need 'em
Through all of your shame and pride--
Wanna go for a ride?

She is.. The One... For me
She's all I really need! Oh yeah!
She is... The One... For me

Emptyness is Loneliness, and Loneliness is Cleanliness, and Cleanliness is Godliness
And God is empty. Just like me!

Intoxicated! With the maddness
I'm in love with-- My sadness
Enchanted kingdoms? Bullshit fakers.
Fashion victims with their charcoal teeth

I never let on
That I was on a sinking ship
I never let on that I was down

You blame yourself
For what you can't ignore
You blame yourself for wanting MORE

She is... The One... For me
She's all I really need! Oh yeah!
She is... The One... For me
She's my one
And only.


1153227  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2012-08-22
Written: (4476 days ago)

Here we go again. Bedbugs. Hell lice. Immortal vampires. Demons.

1153194  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2012-08-21
Written: (4477 days ago)


In these words that crash my ears
I now stomach this in fear!
For in turn, I gathered name
As the bastard son

Who by fire I would come
Through this wire I might cut
Atop this tower of loss and lust

I'll gravitate towards you!
I will, in the now, Hate you!
You Know, You Know

I'll make you wish
You hadn't burned our time before
I'll live through this
In a manner-- cursed at my own accord

You Know
If my shame spills our worth across this floor
You Know
Then Tonight- Goodnight!
I'm Burning Star IV

Only I don't even think of you
No, I don't wanna think of you anymore
Goodnight- Tonight- Goodbye!
Goodnight, Tonight, Goodbye

In my presence you might wake
Through this fiction I must fake!
Your death to grace the face
of my character

With these lessons he might learn
All worlds from here must burn!
For as God demands,
in the end we miss

You Know
If my shame spills our worth across this floor
Then Tonight- Goodnight!
I'm Burning Star IV

Only I don't even think of you
No, I don't wanna think of you anymore
Goodnight- Tonight- Goodbye!
Goodnight, Tonight, Goodbye

...
--There is no room for mistakes, my love
For as I have been told....today is the day I go.
I'm sorry I never played the part as your friend, as I should have
And from the look on your face...it seems that's all you've ever asked of me
It is time for you to go into these worlds alone... with all of my love.
I'm sorry,
But I love you so, so very much.
...

I'll make you wish
You hadn't burned our time before!
I'll live through this
In a manner cursed at my own accord

I DON'T WANT TO GO!

So come on bitch!
Why aren't you laughing now?
You left me here
To fend on my own!
So cry on bitch,
Why aren't you laughing now?

Yeah!
If my shame spills our worth across this floor
Then Tonight- Goodnight!
I'm Burning Star IV

Only I don't even think of you
No I don't wanna think of you anymore
Goodnight- Tonight- Goodbye!
Goodnight, Tonight, Goodbye


1153114  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2012-08-17
Written: (4481 days ago)

Okay, thank god for aliases! Under my legal name, my sith name is
Dark Jerker.
BUT!

Under my alias?
Darth Darker. BWAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAA! XD

1153107  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2012-08-17
Written: (4482 days ago)



Dedicated to Echo.


Lay beside me-- Tell me what they've done
Speak the words I want to hear
To make my demons run

The door is locked now
but it's opened if you're True
If you can understand the Me,
Then I can understand the You

Lay beside me-- under wicked skies
Through black of day, dark of night
We share this Paralyze

The door cracks open
but there's no sun shining through
Black heart scarring darker still
No, there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining!

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turned to stone
Behind the door-- Should I open it for you?

What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there?
Because I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven, too?

Come beside me,
This won't hurt, I swear
She loves me not,
she loves me still,
But she'll never love again

She lay beside me
But she'll be there when I'm gone
Black heart scarring darker still,
she'll be there when I'm gone
Yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Dead-sure she'll be there!

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turned to stone
Behind the door-- Should I open it for you?

What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there?
Because I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven, too?

Lay beside me
Tell me what I've done
The door is closed, so are your eyes
But now I see the sun
Yes, now I see it

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages--Turned to stone
Behind the door-- Should I open it for you?

What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there?
Because I'm the one who waits
The one who waits for you

I take this key
And I bury it in you
Because you're unforgiven, too

Never free
Never me
Because you're unforgiven, too

1153033  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2012-08-15
Written: (4483 days ago)

I'm on my phone, so I do not engage in the 30 minute process known as copy-pasting YouTube links, but do yourself a favor.
Search "Teamfourstar dragonballz abridged parody" or simply "tfs abridged" what follows is the highest quality fan-made anime parody ever created. This shit is professional. And also, when I'm saying I laughed so hard I cried tears of joy and mirth and nearly asphyxiated, I am not kidding.

Sample dialogue from episode 18 (Frieza saga, on Namek, when Gohan steals Vegeta's final dragonball, and almost gets away with it by hiding the ball as Vegeta flies by.

V: I know I just sensed someone.You have three seconds to Show yourself! Or I'll turn this place into a barren wasteland! So... Pretty much the same, but on fire. *raises hands, charges attack* 3...2...1...

G: *pops up from behind rock* uh, Hi! Vegeta... Sir?

V: Well! If it isn't Moe Holland!

G: How did you even--?

V: Space-Hulu.

G: Figures.

V: *Lands in front of Gohan* so, whatcha doin out here?

G: *pales* oh... You know... Flyin around

V: Flying around?

G: *nods* Flying around

V: Thwartin my plans?

G: Thwartin your plans? *O-O*

V: Are you?

G: No?

V: Good. Cuz that would be bad.

G: How bad?

V: Id have to kill you.

G: Thats bad. *O~O*

V: Indeed. Stupid looking watch you got there. *peers at dragon radar*

G: *hides radar quickly.* Yes. *stern face* It tells time. And nothing else.

V: Well duh! That's what a watch does. *pimp look* Dumbass.

G: Well... I'd better be going....

V: Hold on a second, *kneels next to Gohan*

G: Can I... Help you? o~o

V: *caresses Gohan's face with evil look* No. But maybe I can help you....

G: O~o ...I need an adult!

V: *EvilER grin* I AM an adult. *Knee smashes Gohan's ribs in*

G: uh... ugh... *cough* collapses* X_X

V: Btw, I only hit you because I have pent up agression against your father. Lol. Take that. *flies away*





1153002  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2012-08-14
Written: (4484 days ago)

Keep your secrets in the dark
Nothing matters anymore
Body is breaking, Drive me crazy
This is not your place,
No, this is not your playground, it's my Heart!

We were stupid, we got Caught!
But nothing matters anyMore!
So what?
Here we are, Juggernaut.

Courage broken, lashed to scars
Could this love be what I want?
Body is breaking, Driving me crazy
It's your Fault!

We were stupid we got Caught!
But nothing matters anyMore!
So what?
Here we are, Juggernaut.

So let's Hang us a hangman
We'll bury our burdens in blood...
NO! NO!
Let's hang us a hangman
We'll bury our burdens in blood...
Become stronger, Juggernaut.

Answer me

Did we take this to far?
You've given all I could need
Did we take this to far?
But your Kiss won't leave me be
Did we take this to far?
And your Teeth just won't stop
Chewing out my Heart!

We were stupid, we got Caught!
But nothing matters anyMore!
So what?
Here we are, Juggernaut,
We are Juggernaut,
We are Juggernaut,
We are the Juggernaut.
What?
What?
What?


1152882  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2012-08-06
Written: (4492 days ago)


Re-ignition translation-- begin
Cosmopoliton reflection within
When our action cause reaction what starts
a transmission of a love in one heart

Re-ignition
Re-ignition

We love to make you overstand
that this gross sphere-- is not Jah land!
Apart-outside, who can escape
Our destiny confirmed in fate?!

Re-ignition cancellation-- can't win
No celesty to caress me begin
When grace melts inside your hand and my heart
Is the glory that much closer or apart?

Re-ignition
Re-ignition

We hope to make you overstand
that this gross sphere--is not Jah land!
Apart-outside, who can escape
Our destiny confirmed in fate?!

Always and forever-- near or far
Safe in your bosom-- here we are
Pain does not mean-- feel no joy!
Re-ignition-- for girl and for boy

Re-ignition

We hope to make you overstand
that this gross sphere- is not Jah land!
Apart-outside, who can escape
Millennium confirmed in fate!?

1152722  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2012-07-30
Written: (4499 days ago)


Most epic metal song ever. Depressing lyrics, but the song has a happy ending. The ending is instrumental tho, so you might not get it.
Straws Pulled at Random, by Meshuggah:


What solace-
lies in the arms of fate?
The ill embrace of uncertainty
When did I leave this-
in other hands
To be pulled down at chance?

Ripped away by destiny-claws,
Am I another of fate's possessions dwelling-
the lie of freedom?
Just another straw pulled at random!

Re-claimed-
by deceiving time-
A silent judgment-
I can not overrule

Drawn back!
into the origin-vortex
Uprooted and ground to dust!
Retracted into anti-existence,
A magnet repelled by life's polarity!

Denied the self control of fate,
We flow suspended in semi-life
Until the ever imminent day
When oblivion claims our breath

Nowhere indefinitely!
Not dead, not alive!
Existence-patterns ripped of symmetry
As Will
and Fate
DIVIDE!

Have I appeased the gods of fate?
Am I allowed another day?
Must I die to escape
The scanning eyes
of death??

(((world's most awesome song outro ever. Also, Tomas Haake(the drummer) is a percussion god)))


hope you at least liked the poetry, sugar.

1152654  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2012-07-28
Written: (4501 days ago)

I'm too lazy to do link bullshit on my phone, but if you really want to laugh your ass off (and maybe weep a little,)
Go to Youtube and type in "Gotye parody the starwars that I used to know."

You can get addicted to an overuse of graphics...
And making Greedo shoot first,
Han shot first

And when you try to make the Force make sense
You introduce the midichlorians...


XD

And you didn't have to change it all!
Have your friends direct your movies
And they'll turn out better!


XDDDD ;_; ....

1152238  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2012-07-13
Written: (4517 days ago)

Should be able to resume writing tomorrow

1152016  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2012-07-05
Written: (4524 days ago)

Sorry for being slow to start The Dark Tower: Wild Card... I'm insanely busy and worn out. I somehow got a 38 hour workweek immediately after getting hired, plus 9 hours of group, 7 hours of meetings, and, as always, I live with a bunch of hypocritcal cockbiting fuckfaces who keep me on the brink of insanity. So time to write has suddenly slimmed way down... And my addiction to ES5: Skyrim is not helping. Should be able to get more writing done soon tho

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Written about Thursday 2012-06-21
Written: (4539 days ago)

Starting a Naruto fanfiction. Perhaps I can find an audience for a more modern, popular anime ;)

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Written about Monday 2012-06-18
Written: (4541 days ago)

Was it in the cold of that knife you screwed
In the heart of the enduring?
'Cause when you opened that door
You knew, well now, there'd be no returning

Or room to mourn what we have lost
To wait while they're willing
As you're the hound of blood and rank
And boy you've got another thing coming

Come on, come on, come on
You've gotta give it to me!
As though you wanted to
Come on and set me free! yeah!

I'll dig it 'til we've made your grave!
Oh, you've been a bad, bad boy
I'll cut until I carve it out
And stick it in a sad, sad song
Baby no no no
Why the bother? You're no brother
You're the wrong I need
Boy, we all found an audience
While you found the worst of me
You got another thing!

Put 'em up against the wall-- now they're of no use to you
God, it's time for the curing
Only your in for that big refuse
Surprise boy! This tide's come a turning
No room to mourn what you have lost
Oh, no waiting while they're willing!
Poor little Hound of blood and rank,
Who deserves every ounce of what's coming

Come on, come on, come on
You've gotta give it to me!
As though you want it too
Come on and set me free! yeah!

I'll dig it 'til we've made your grave!
Oh, you've been a bad, bad boy
I'll cut until I carve it out
And stick it in a sad, sad song
Baby no no no
Why the bother? You're no brother
You're the wrong I need
Boy, we all found an audience
While you found the worst of me,
You got another thing!
Come on, come on, come on
You gotta give it to me!
As though you wanted to
Come on and set me free! yeah!

I'll dig it 'til we've made your grave!
Oh, you've been a bad, bad boy
I'll cut until I carve it out
And stick it in a sad, sad song
Baby no no no

Why the bother? You're no brother
You're the wrong I need!
Boy, we all found an audience,
While you found the worst of me
You got another thing!

We caught you on the wrong side of lying
And in the dust we left you dying
If only words could keep you hiding
Well go on, cowards, we've offed you
Cowards, we've offed you!

I hope your life's a living hell
It's all on you, boy
I hope your life's a living hell
It's all on you, boy

1151409  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2012-06-13
Written: (4547 days ago)

Ok, putting it up now. :)

1151368  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2012-06-11
Written: (4548 days ago)

I'm posting the final chapter of my dragonballz fanfiction tonight, and starting the sequel to it, as well. Pretty much none of you read it, but I'm still proud of it and I'm still posting it. I don't hold it against anyone. I like my work, and am not asking anyone to pat me on the back of it. I really value comments and critiques, and I learn from suggestions. And yes, I love to know that others enjoy my work too.

So if you like DBZ, or enjoy criticizing writing, please go to DBT: Cell Games Finale. It's about 110,000 words, roughly the equivilent of a 150-200 page book. I really want to know what you think, pro and con, good and bad. Thank you!!!!

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