Coheed and Cambria's new album is out. Now I'm not quite so miserable

For Her Again

We are a living absolute
Stuck in an anguished innocence
This moment loved, I greet the sun
I wake from a war I could have won....

Warm In your arms... I'll keep this memory to me
This kitchen floor won't reveal all the things I've felt for you... Oh, fuck...

Please! Level with me-- Understand
I'll do anything for you!
Seize-- Any moment while you care
This void's coming after you!
Cuz loneliness is why you heard
Just don't kill the messenger?

The dust will dance against my breath
The world awakened-- Slowly dressed
A life, unanswered in the light
With questions scattered through the night

And my heart feels heavy..
The weight will drag me down
You are the only reason
Anyone would find me here, tonight

Please! Level with me-- Understand
I'll do anything for you!
Seize-- Any moment while you care
This void's coming after you!
Cuz loneliness is why you heard
Just don't kill the messenger?

Cuz loneliness is why you heard
Just don't kill the messenger?

Prometheus review final entry:

Fuck this movie. I've seen some real bad movies in my time. This one isn't the worst, but it's easily in my top 5 most hated movies.

The best way to describe what a collossal letdown this movie is, what a truly impressive feat of failure it performs, is to say that
This movie dares to reach out to God, and upon contact, asks God to pull it's finger.

I came into this movie with high expectations, but it still fundamentally sucked ultimo ballsack.

Beginning sucked and was slow and boring.
Middle sucked ass in every way
Climax was nothing but a heaping pile of question marks, WTFs, and rotting shit.
Big ending finale? Utterly unecessary and an patheticly blatant stunt

Fuck this movie. Fuck it so hard.

Prometheus Review part 3

Okay, I understand. This is a horror movie. It's not Sci-Fi. There is nothing intelligent about this movie. I was watching it wrong.

So, really, this movie is one super-massive cluster of plot holes, bad acting, plot holes, really bad cinematography for how beautiful the sets are, plot holes, bad writing, plot holes, and more plot holes.

I'm not kidding. This is is only twenty minutes later. 20 minutes. Just 20. I meant to NLT update this review one more time, but I'm too pissed off. This movie is so bad. Nightmare on Elm Street makes more sense. Child's Play makes more sense. Anything makes more sense than this movie. Not a goddamn thing about this movie makes sense.

It's official. A six year old wrote this script, and they gave it a 50 million dollar budget. It's that bad. It'svery, very bad. Even for a horror movie. It's boring, it's not scary, it's killing my braincells. I'm so dissapointed I wanna cry, throw up, then punch kittens.

Ok... Prometheus(Now spelled correctly) review part two.

Captain's log, Stardate: 54 minutes into the movie.

Seriously, this movie's budget had to be mindblowingly high. The visual effects are stunning.
That being said, so far this is a pretty shitty movie. I'm having a really, really hard time suspending my disbelief because of this absolutely awful script. Dialogue=shit. All events up to this point=ridiculous and totally not even remotely realistic.
Characters=shit. None of them have any clear motivation, not a damn one of them behaves like a scientist or even like a real human being. This movie was very badly written.

Also, I'm not getting nervous or frightened by the film's buildup. There was an event about 35 minutes in that was supposed to be nervewracking. It was boring. This event should have fucking killed everyone and wrecked the ship. It did nothing at all. Nothing. It's still happening and everyone is inside ignoring it.

Also, they should be pants-shittingly excitedby what they found on the planet. The scientists are all inexplicably dissapointed and sad when they should be fucking mindblown. It's stupid as shit.

Honestly, if it wasn't for the freaking AWESOMELY EXCELLENT performance of actor Michael Fassbender and the stunning multimillion dollar CGI, I'd have stopped watching by now. I mean, it took this long for something to FINALLY happen to move the plot forward here.

One hour left, Prometheus! You can do it! You can proceed to not suck!!! 

Lol, I dunno why? But I feel like diary spamming today... I think I may be a bit, err, what's the term... Out of line? I think most Elftownians post a diary maybe once every three days and this is,I think, my fourth post. But I'm bored, and you people are my captive audience.

So I'm watching Promethius. I think I'll make a mini spoiler-free review of it on here.
So apparently this movie is directed by Ridley Scott, who is the acclaimed director of Blade Runner, and Alien, Im pretty sure. Supposedly this movie is something of a prequel to Alien, but mostly a stand alone movie.

This review may be a couple posts long, because I want to do one of those "As I watch it" reviews.

So I'm 19 minutes in, and I have two things to say:

#1. Best. CGI. Ever. I HATE CGI!!!! But in HD, these visual effects are so gorgeous they look like a high end computer game. Sleek, sexy, detailed, mindblowing, extremely modern looking. No throwback retro shit. I like it.

#2. I'm only just getting into the plot introduction. I believe two terms will adequately convey what this plot is:
a. "Absolute bullshit"
and
b. "Not even remotely feasible."

Two have my mind blown by a mysterious CGI intro, then have this generic, half-assed, B movie plot is really a letdown.
Mysterious corporation responsible for the multi-trillion dollar spaceship? Check
Racial-stereotype crew that has no idea what they are there to do eighty bajillion miles and almost three years from earth? Check
Corny, gullible, pie in the sky Naive scientists? Check
Obvious villain foreshadowing for the "random mercenary asshole-douche who could give a rat's ass about science? Check.

Fuck you, Ridley Scott. I didn't like Blade Runner, but at least that movie was unique. This is horseshot.

Hour and a half left to go though... Let's see if PROMETHIUS makes a comeback!!  

for "Who Else?"

Take away the thoughts I have today
I didn't think that they'd remain
Think it's the price I have to pay

And in my mind
It's all that I can find
I've been shot down from up high
Can't unwind the spiral...

Don't leave me standing here with my wasted time
It's all been spent now
And I swear we had a little left somewhere
Don't leave me standing here with my wasted time
I spent it all somehow
I swear-- Yes, I swear we had a little bit more!

Just yesterday, I thought that I could stay
"Never be the same," you say?
I think that I know why
You could never see me try
I'm still not one to say goodbye

Don't leave me standing here with my wasted time
It's all been spent now
And I swear we had a little left somewhere
Don't leave me standing here with my wasted time
I spent it all somehow
And I swear-- Yes, I swear we had a little bit more!

Yes I swear-- I'm sure-- A little bit more.

http://m.youtube.com/index?&desktop_uri=%2F#/watch?v=aArhU48CgW4

If you, or anyone you know suffers from cancer, is a cancer survivor, or has a pink ribbon on your car, please watch. It's rather... Crucial.

Yes I'm lonely
Wanna die
Yes I'm lonely!
Wanna die
And If I ain't dead already
Girl you know the reason why

In the morning!
Wanna die
In the evening!
Wanna die
And If I ain't dead already
Girl you know the reason why

My mother was of the sky-
My father was of the earth-
But I am of the universe--
And you know what it's worth!

I'm lonely!
Wanna die
If I ain't dead already
Girl you know the reason why

The eagle picks my eye-
The worm he licks my bone-
I feel so suicidal--
Just like Dylan's Mr. Jones!

Lonely!
Wanna die
And If I ain't dead already
Girl you know the reason why

Black cloud crossed my mind-
Blue mist round my soul-
Feel so suicidal--
Even hate my rock 'n' roll!

Yes, yeah, Waana die
And If I ain't dead already
Girl you know the reason why

Lay Down
Sleep, my little darling
I'll be nothing when you're gone
Lay Down
Just like in a coffin
I'll have nothing but a song!

I'll leave you in that coffin for real...
And I'll leave you in a church!

Lay-- Down!
Leave, you'll be lonely
I know, I won't go!
Lay-- Down
Sleep, you'll be lonely
I know, I won't go

It's not my turn

Lay Down
This pain will be long gone
With the abscence of your breath
I Know
I know that you loved me
But I won't love you when you're dead!

So I'll leave you in that coffin for God
I'll leave you in the dirt!

Lay-- Down!
Leave, you'll be lonely
I know, I won't go!
Lay-- Down
Before me
I know, I won't go

It's not my turn.
</i>Missing: </i>

Crisp, cold, lovely, brittle
As transparent as lovers who never lie
Yet as bitter as foes who never die
Winter's wrath could mean quite little

Yet I have given my staff and cloak
Strapped my shoes on another's feet
To watch them walk away without turning
When at last, summer stops lending her heat

When my heart stops beating, and my eyes freeze shut
Exhausted, expiring on a lonely, snowy road
My last thoughts are lonesome, pitiful things
Of all the love given
And apparently never owed.

--"Frostman's Lament"
by Darran Kern

Words cannot express the sheer hatred I have for you. It's physically painful. I literally ache and hurt from your betrayal. You and I both know you did it on purpose and your goal was to force me to leave do you could maintain your pathetic victim mindset and you could go on pretending you're not a fucking reprehensible piece of shit. Because you are. And you'll never have a better life until you own your own choices and honestly repent of them. Then maybe you'll be capable of love, and empathy, and sacrifice. You certainly would not recognize those qualities, even if they were held in your face for 8 months.

I hate you people. You sociopathic, broken, idiot narcissists. Yeah, it's all my fault. It has nothing to do with your appaling lack of empathy or your outright inability to take responsibility for you own behavior. You're selfish and you're useless and your a liar and I hate you and I hate me for wasting so much time on your sorry ass. You aren't worth shit.

There's nothing to me now. An empty shell unfolded.
How, will we learn to pray
When inside our demons are laughing?

How long will this go on? Arent we a bit much stronger?
Do you think you can save
me from living this way?

I don't know how to love, I just know how to live.
All I feel is hate
Will you forgive me?

For all those things I've done,
they keep on creeping by me
And though we've changed our ways,
still all our demons are laughing.

How long will this go on? Aren't we to get much stronger?
I'd like to think
you've came into my life to stay.

I don't know how to love, I just know how to live.
All I feel is hate
Will you forgive me?
I don't know how to breathe-- with you too far away
Don't know how to love
Will you forgive me?

No, I can't live this way

I don't know how to love, I just know how to live.
All I feel is pain
Will you forgive me?
I don't know how to breathe-- with you too far away
I don't know how to love.

Past lives I've lived, Uncontrolled but sacred
You've finally seen all that's left of me
So hard to feel, So hard to breathe
Will you forgive me?Missing: </b>

There you go. That's the move you were looking for. Congratulations.

A groan... Of tedium escapes me
Startling and fearful
Is this a test? It has to be
Otherwise I can't go on..

Draining-- Patience
Drains vitality
This Paranoid-- Paralyzed
Vampire act is getting old.

But I'm still right here
Giving blood-- Keeping faith
I'm still right here
I'm still right here
Giving blood-- Keeping faith
I'm still right here.....

Gonna wait it out...
Be Patient!!
Gonna wait it out...

If there was no desire to heal
No loving embrace to see me through
This Tedious Path I've chosen here
I certainly would have walked away
By now!

Be Patient...
Wait it out!
Be patient!

And if there were no rewards to heal
The damaged and broken met along
This Tedious Path I've chosen here
I certainly would have walked away
By now...

... And I still may...
*Sigh*
I still may...

Be Patient...
Be Patient...
Be Patient...

I must keep reminding myself of this
I must keep reminding myself of this
I must defend my name! Myself in this
I must keep reminding myself of this!

And if there was no desire to heal
No loving embrace to see me through
This Tedious Path I've chosen here
I certainly would have walked away
By now-- And I
Still may-- And I
Must keep reminding myself of this
And I'm...

Gonna wait it out....
Gonna wait it out...
Wait it out...
Wait.. It... Out...

For Echo.

I am the son...and the heir...
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Of...nothing in particular

You shut your mouth! How can you say
I go about things the wrong way?
I am human! And I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

She is the sun... And the air
All that shines as the winter's getting colder
She is the sun and air...
And, nothing in particular

You shut your mouth! How can you say
I go about things the wrong way?
I am human! And I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

There's a club, if you'd like to go?
You could meet somebody
Who really loves you

So you go, and you stand on your own,
And you leave on your own,
And you go home, and you cry,
And you want to die...

When you say it's gonna happen "now"
Well-- when exactly do you mean?
See I've already waited too long
And all my hope is gone

You shut your mouth! How can you say
I go about things the wrong way?
I am human! And I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

Never mind all the lines drawn, I'm coming!
And there is no better part of me!
You'll see
The darkest light-- How blind I'll be!

I forget that you chose to accept
The horrid thing-- what's left of me!
My Dear
It is all right, you do know...

Our laughing feels so good!
But the world misunderstood--All I said
There was no joke--in what I meant

Someone please come shelter me from
All that I am, and never again-- Will I
Believe the same old story!

Someone please come shelter me from
All that I am, and never again-- Will I
Relive the same old story!

I've given up on all I loved before
For honest moment of
Clarity!
Well, we need to feel alright
Please let me breathe

In a Life I made out of nothing
To cleanse this useless
Identity!
Will you hear all the world and its "Why?"s
Just wait...

Will the latter half be as good?
Well, it could- only I
Misunderstood
It's all my judgment,
I'm to blame

Someone please come shelter me from
All that I am, and never again-- Will I
Believe the same old story!

Someone please come shelter me from
All that I am, and never again-- Will I
Relive the same old story!

I failed
I failed you...
I Fail!

There's no understanding such miracles
When the worst-- It always comes true!
Ha! Still...
I am the nothing you have saved.

Someone please come shelter me from
All that I am, and never again-- Will I
Believe the same old story

Someone please come shelter me from
All that I am, and never again-- Will I
Relive the same old story!

It eats us like cancer-- we're hoping for something
Maybe an answer-- With all that you've done for me!
I gave you nothing
It eats us like cancer-- we're hoping for something
Maybe an answer--In all that you've done for me
I'm Made out of nothing

Made out of nothing

Hey! so I've been writing a Star Wars fanfiction for my friend [Maloryn]. It's working out great, and I'm really proud of it.
It's set in the Old Republic a couple hundred years after the Darth Bane trilogy in a timeline I'm pretty sure is empty and relatively fair game for me to shove whatever I want in there. It's a original characters, so I couldn't possibly invoke nerd rage for that stuff. But my lack of obscure technical knowledge and frequent abuse of artistic license might set somebody off, just a little ;)

If any of you awesome and generous Elftownians wanna look at it, it's on
Star Wars: The Needle

I haven't gotten it neatly organized and it's all first draft so far. But it's really good. :D

*blows whistle waves hands*

TWEET! I have an announcement!!!

ex-girlfriend Gasoline blues

Last night I saw that beauty queen
Watched her paint her face on.
I want to be that magazine
She based this life on.

I wanna waste her monthly blood.
Wanna get some on my love
I want to get some gasoline
And burn her house down!

She got nothing to say.
She's got bills to pay.
Got no one to hate
Except for me.

Last night I saw that beauty queen
Gettin high on Revlon.
Wanna be that magazine
That she wastes her life on.

Wanna waste her monthly blood.
Wanna get some on my love.
Wanna get some gasoline
And burn her house down!

She got nothing to say.
She's got bills to pay.
Got no one to hate
Except FOR ME.

ME.

When I saw that beauty queen
I watched her paint her face on
I wanna be the one unclean
That she wipes her ass on.

Wanna waste her monthly blood.
Wanna get some on my love.
I want to get some gasoline
And burn her house down!

She got nothing to say.
She's got bills to pay.
She got no one to hate
Except for me.

She's got nothin but shame.
She takes pills for pain.
She's got no one to blame
Except for me.

For me.