[Sideways]'s diary
Saw the gap again today, I fear
While you were begging me to stay in here
Better take care not to make me enter
'Cause if I do we both may disappear
Know that I will choke until I swallow
Choke this infant here before me
What is this but my reflection?
Who am I to judge or strike you down?
But you're pushing me and shoving me
You're pushing me and shoving me
Pushing and shoving me
Pushing and Shoving me!
You still love me? You still love me?
You didn't mean it
Pushit on me
Rest your trigger on my finger
Bang my head upon the faultline
But take care not to make me enter
'Cause if I do we both may disappear
'Cause you're pushing and shoving me
You're pushing and shoving me
Pushing and shoving me
Pushing and Shoving me!
You still love me? You spit on me!
Did you mean either?
Pushit on me!
Slipping back into the gap again...
I'm alive when you're touching me
Alive when you're shoving me down.... And down...
But I'd trade it all for just a little
Peace of mind!
You're pushing! Shoving!
I'm scrambling
To keep my feet flat on the ground!
...Put me somewhere I don't wanna be...
Seeing something I don't wanna see...
Never want to see that place again...
Saw the gap again today
While you were begging me to stay
Managed to push my self away
And you as well, my dear
So if I show I might fade like a sigh if I stay--
You minimize any movement I state--
I must persuade you another way!
Pushing me and shoving me
Pushing me and shoving
Pushing and shoving--
There's no love in fear!!!
Staring down the hole again!
Survival is my only friend!
Hands are on my back again!
Terrified of what may come!
Remember! I will always love you!
Even if I have to claw your fucking throat to stay!
If there is no other way
It will end no other way!!!
See the sound
It crashes in,
all around
It get's in
Now take your hands
and raise them up
Into the air
that's all around ya
Now bring 'em down
Like a clock at two!
Shake your hair!
You know what to do!
They wanna put guns in the sky
Someone out there--ain't gonna like it
But it could be good? Make us love each other
Have to realize--Our only future
Guns in the sky. Guns in the sky. Guns in the sky. Guns in the sky.
Guns in the sky
Child grows up to see
Guns in the sky that
Used to be on T.V
Wanna change, but forgot the joke
It's great to see you, but I'm running late
da da da
Love your hair!
da da da
Lend me a ten?
da da da
Love your big house!
da da da
Could you spare a dime?
Well I'm sick of it!
It's a load of shit!
We could stop the world and let off all the fools,
And let them go live with their guns in the sky!
Guns in the sky. Guns in the sky. Guns in the sky. Guns in the sky.
Like a HAXX0RZ BOSS!
My pet has two supersoakers and a bomber jet. What's yours got?
The space where nothing seems to right--
Our voice heard and disqualified--
The march we breed will lead us on--
To the end- Nothing, to them, we pause--
Just relay to feel like we belong.
Now as we take a picture on the street--
Remember, I depend on you as much ad you on me--
Don't try to think and let's not pretend
We made the mothers, we made the men
We made you mothers, we made you men
Oh, It's no surprise!
Nobody listens anymore--To what we're saying
To what was said!
And in your abscence, we promised you
Oh, we'll behave! Oh, we'll behave!
So Just keep running
Everything will look better once you look away
Oh, I agree, 'cause what's the difference?
Oh, is there a difference we make?
Your day will come
The rooms star
These are the worlds in mid-heart attack--
Belief still strong we can make this change
The stage is set, the stage is
We made this! We made this, we made this!
Oh, It's no surprise!
Nobody listens anymore--To what we're saying
To what was said!
And in your abscence, we promised you
Oh, we'll behave! Oh, we'll behave!
So Just keep running
Everything will look better once you look away
Oh, I agree, 'cause what's the difference?
Oh, is there a difference we make?
Between the dapper villain in a Sunday serial, at the podium,
or
Just another cog in the wheel? Just another cog in the wheel? Just another cog in the wheel?
They're both capable--of making life hard
No bandage--can mend all these parts
So why--Do I--Give???
Between the dream between
Between, between, between
Between the dream between-
Oh, It's no surprise!
Nobody listens anymore--To what we're saying
To what was said!
And in your abscence, we promised you
Oh, we'll behave! Oh, we'll behave!
So Just keep running
Everything will look better once you look away
Oh, I agree, 'cause what's the difference?
Oh, is there a difference we make?
--You're breaking my heart
No bandage--can mend all these parts
So why--Do I--Live with this? Makes
No difference
Like a Fourth Dimensional BOSS!
Written about Friday 2012-11-09
Written: (4398 days ago)
Forward yesterday
Makes me wanna stay
What they said was real
Makes me wanna steal
Livin' under house
Guess I'm living, I'm a mouse
All I got is time
Got no meaning, just a rhyme
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause I like to steal
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal, I like to steal
I'm half the man I used to be
This I feel as the dawn It fades to gray
Well, I'm half the man I used to be
This I feel as the dawn It fades to gray
Well, I'm half the man I used to be
This I feel as the dawn It fades to gray
Well, I'm half the man I used to be
Half the man I used to be
Feelin' uninspired
Think I'll start a fire
Everybody run
Bobby's got a gun
Think you're kinda neat
Then she tells me I'm a creep
Friends don't mean a thing
Guess I'll leave it up to me
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause I like to steal
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal, I like to steal
I'm half the man I used to be
This I feel as the dawn It fades to gray
I'm half the man I used to be
This I feel as the dawn It fades to gray
I'm half the man I used to be
This I feel as the dawn It fades to gray
I'm half the man I used to be
Half the man I used to be.
Hilarious quote I found:
"Under Reagan we had Johny Cash, Steve Jobs, and Bob Hope.
Under Obama we have no Cash, no Jobs, and no Hope."
that's classy right there. Somebody get me a teeshirt.
And before any lefties wrinkle their noses at my tasteless joke... Remember, I thank god that Romney didn't win. I've never hated a politician as much as that guy.
Romney lost!
YAYYYYYYYY!
Obama won!
BOOOOOOO!
Man, and I thought last election was a depressing slapfight between two worthless bags of dogshit. This one was worse. But, Romney is the fucking devil, so it's probably the lesser of two evils. Limpdick versus Satan? Guess I'll take limp dick again. *sigh*
She wheezes out her dying wish
Come closer- One more moment, one more kiss..
And I love her! I give her all I can!
Her body sinks-- her heat released
The curtain swings--this time she leaves
I will remember
all she's done for me But only
I forgot-- that I'm not
ready to let her go!
As all time moves-
You'll be riddled with doubt
You'll mourn to pull through
But love is dangerous!
When skeletons live
Inside your closets, thick and thin
You'll fear--that no one will hear
us sing our songs
The truth is relevant, but not for long
'Cause love is our downfall!
I'm sorry! This life cuts
Out everything!
Leaves you to scrounge for nothing
Give us the Monstar!
There's no chance to try and mend
What's been broken can't be bent!
So the past remains the past until present
Darkened shades, my black disguise
This chained coffin breathes our time's demise!
Only these shackles believe just how long I've grieved..
I made my move!
with no worry or doubt
Let them live as they do
as My eternal reminder!
When skeletons live
Inside your closets, thick and thin
You'll fear-- that no one will hear
us sing our songs
The truth is relevant, but not for long
'Cause love is our downfall...
--I'm sorry, but the hurt's not going away...
I'll bury all the past-- Everything in it's place...
Give us the Monstar!
When skeletons live
Inside your closets, thick and thin
You'll fear--that no one will hear
us sing our songs
The truth is relevant, but not for long
'Cause love!
When skeletons live... In your heart
When skeletons live... In your fear
When skeletons live
inside your closets, thick and thin
You'll fear--that no one will hear!
Ooh, I'm sorry! this life cuts
Out everything!
Leaves you to scrounge for nothing
The Monstar-
Cuts out everything
Leaves you to scrounge for nothing
Give us the Monstar
Cuts out everything!
Leaves you to scrounge for nothing
Give us the Monstar!
Zomg, I have defeated the HellTrain Fiend on Ninja Gaiden 2.
On Easy mode
Dear lord that insane, cheaptastic monster was only the third boss...
There is no god...
--You made this harder- than it had to be
The absolute marker-- you etched into me-
You flashed your colors at me way prematurely
And I know what you're up to!
It feels so good--It's right!
We've got your number written!
Reset the system, screamin'
"Hang your secrets! Hang 'em up
Hang 'em up now!"
These sitting ducks in season
The cut of petty nonsense
"Hang your secrets! Hang 'em up
Hang 'em up now!"
The truth could cut- you down to pieces
314! Let's burn it down!
And if I can't keep- living with this regret
I'll need to change the way I feel!
About us.
--I listen to them- chuckle as they eat
Their judgement hiding- 'hind eyes and dirty teeth-
You think I care for all these phony pleasantries
When it has nothing to do--
Has nothing to do with our life!
I've got your number written!
Reset the system, screamin'
"Hang your secrets! Hang 'em up
Hang 'em up now!"
These sitting ducks in season
The cut of petty nonsense
"Hang your secrets! Hang 'em up
Hang 'em up now!"
The truth will cut- you down to pieces
314! Let's burn it down!
If I can't keep- living with this regret
I'll need to change the way I feel!
About us.
Baby, I'm bad company
And you don't have a chance
You're the prettiest thing I've ever seen
Come with me-- I wanna make you dirty
314! Let's burn it down!
Hang your secrets! Hang 'em up
Hang 'em up now!
Me: *is night owl*
Me: *Is fervently into this roleplay I'm doing with a person*
Person I'm rp-ing with: *logs off at roughly 10:15pm EST every night*
Me: *Notices it's Friday, anticipates more posting tonight*
Person I'm rp-ing with: *logs off at 9:05pm*
Me: WAAARRRRRRRRGG
I'm aware that most likely none of you know what this is. But I love this picture and what it represents... I freaking have to figure out how to write a story like this one. Oh man Afterman is too awesome... And disturbing, and thought provoking... This is the kind of stuff I dreamed about my whole life, literally.
*sigh*
The sinking warmth through obscurity
The sweet between where and what you're doing
There's a view of an uncharted place
Where you're the brunt of the joke and everyone's laughing
I am not what I seem
Who you thought I could be
A support you could lean
Up against when you need
I'm the dark when you want
The lights out at all cost
This is mine, that is yours
I'm the bricks in your wall
Goodbye forever! My darling--Wheth
I was everything you thought I'd be
Or not
I was a bad man... Ooooh
To stop you girl- from loving me
Oh, no!
A yearning loss to silence me
A struggle breaks the black and white- Calling, Transmiting
The Echo breaks-- Electric air
Her pulse: it stretches from never to everywhere...
And from the other side she'll save me!
Her courage, strength and heart-- Beyond
I wish she'd stay mine
But he place is in some other time
Oh, no!
Goodbye forever! My darling-- Whether
I was everything you thought I'd be
Or not
I was a bad man, oooh
To stop you girl- from loving me
Oh, no!
Memory seperating-- Ascend and release
This Tragedy-- is
All my fault
Reaching desperately-- to salvage any piece
This Tragedy!-- is
All my fault
And this hurt.. Won't go away... This hurt... Won't go away... This hurt... Won't go away... Won't go away... Won't go away
And from the other side she'll save me!
Her courage, strength and heart-- Beyond
I wish she'd stay mine
But her place is in some other time
Oh, no!
Goodby forever! My darling-- Whether
I was everything you thougt I'd be
Or not
I was a bad man, a bad man
To stop you girl- from loving me
Oh, no!
Goodbye forever..... You won't be forgotten
Goodbye forever.... You won't be forgotten
Goodbye forever.... You won't be forgotten
Goodbye forever:......
Today seems like a good day
to burn a bridge or two
The one with old wood creaking
That would burn away right on cue
I try to be not like that
But some people really suck
Some people need to get the axing
Chalk it up to bad luck...
I know a drugstore cowgirl
So afraid of getting bored
She's always running from something
So many things ignored
I might do that stuff if
it didn't make me feel like shit!
I'm on some old reality tip
With so many trips in it...
--Beautiful Disaster...
Flyin' down the street again--
I tried to keep up,
You wore me out and left me ate up
Now I wish you all the luck!
You're a butterfly in the wind
without a care
A pretty train crash loved me
and I can't care
I do? I don't? Whatever...
I know a drugstore cowgirl
So afraid of getting bored
She's always running from something
So many things ignored
I try to be not like this
but I thought it'd make a good song
There's nothing to see shows over,
People, just move along.
--Beautiful Disaster...
Flyin' down the street again--
I tried to keep up,
You wore me out and left me ate up
Now I wish you all the luck!
You're a butterfly in the wind
without a care
I would like to know
but I can't care-
I do? I don't? Whatever...
Nyaa, nyaa nyaa...
Nyaa, nyaa, nyaa nyaa!
If you had the courage
To stop me from turning
into what would be
The worst in everybody's eyes
Hey! I'm no angel
Or devil of your conscience
to tell you who to be
Good, bad, ugly, or otherwise
If you had good common sense
Your choices would be sinning far less!
I want no part in this self-deprecati
Worthless chemistry
We made our beds!
To lie in them proud
Proud of our great mistakes!
This warring knife,
The flash of this blade
Turn about-face!
I implore you! Brother
Don't walk away--
Dont walk away from me!
This is our war...
Oh, you think they have it all-
While you where left with nothing?
Oh, oh! You took the fall!
For them to walk all over
You made your bed...
So soft, and comforting
Your dreams await-- the grey
Good morning!
We made our beds!
To lie in them proud
Proud of our great mistakes!
This warring knife,
The flash of this blade
Turn about-face!
I implore you! Brother
Don't walk away--
Don't walk away from me!
This is our war...
We've got you by the throat
HaHaHA!
All that you want to be...
Welcome, all
To the everlasting all-time low!
Please put your hands together
For the ever-failing one man show:
Domino!
Ladies, and broken Gentlemen!
The undisputed champ
Of misery!
And in this corner
We find his challenger
The pride of Utopia!
The greatest thing ever..."
Oh... Oh...
HA-HA! HA-HA!
HahaHA!
If you could recall
One moment of your past
That defied you to be-
That made you the man-
We've come to love
All the above?
This diaster binds-- Us absolute
A thousand lies-- You tell yourself
That no one ever loved you, right?
Oooh, but I would do anything for you!
The Question fits the questioned heart...
Your signals crossed! Your message lost!
HA-HA!
..."Welcome back, everyone,
to the fight of the century
Where to great champions fight to the finish
And fans sure are upset at the champion
The fight's in the last and final round
Let's get back to the action
And get you the play by play
The fighters meet in the center of the ring
The challenger sways to the right
Swings a right hook that pops Domino's jaw
Followed by a quick left to the body
Oh! And he fires another left!
Yes! Domino staggers to the ropes!
The challenger gets into position
And here's a combo, Domino's on the floor!
The crowd is on their feet!
The ref calls the fight!
He's out! He's out!! He's out!!!"
...
ooh... Oooooh oh,
Nyaa, nyaa, nyaa...
Nyaa, nyaa, nyaa nyaa!
This won't hold forever--
Your time has come!
It's now or never!
We made our beds!
To lie in them proud
Proud of our great mistakes!
This warring knife,
The flash of this blade
Turn about-face!
I implore you! Brother
Don't walk away--
Don't walk away from me!
This is our war...
One by one!
We are together! We fought together!
One by one!
We are together! We fall together!
My dear brother, don't be afraid
We are together! We are together!
Brother!!!
We are together! We fall together!
Coheed and Cambria's new album is out. Now I'm not quite so miserable
For Her Again
We are a living absolute
Stuck in an anguished innocence
This moment loved, I greet the sun
I wake from a war I could have won....
Warm In your arms... I'll keep this memory to me
This kitchen floor won't reveal all the things I've felt for you... Oh, fuck...
Please! Level with me-- Understand
I'll do anything for you!
Seize-- Any moment while you care
This void's coming after you!
Cuz loneliness is why you heard
Just don't kill the messenger?
The dust will dance against my breath
The world awakened-- Slowly dressed
A life, unanswered in the light
With questions scattered through the night
And my heart feels heavy..
The weight will drag me down
You are the only reason
Anyone would find me here, tonight
Please! Level with me-- Understand
I'll do anything for you!
Seize-- Any moment while you care
This void's coming after you!
Cuz loneliness is why you heard
Just don't kill the messenger?
Cuz loneliness is why you heard
Just don't kill the messenger?
Prometheus review final entry:
Fuck this movie. I've seen some real bad movies in my time. This one isn't the worst, but it's easily in my top 5 most hated movies.
The best way to describe what a collossal letdown this movie is, what a truly impressive feat of failure it performs, is to say that
This movie dares to reach out to God, and upon contact, asks God to pull it's finger.
I came into this movie with high expectations, but it still fundamentally sucked ultimo ballsack.
Beginning sucked and was slow and boring.
Middle sucked ass in every way
Climax was nothing but a heaping pile of question marks, WTFs, and rotting shit.
Big ending finale? Utterly unecessary and an patheticly blatant stunt
Fuck this movie. Fuck it so hard.
Prometheus Review part 3
Okay, I understand. This is a horror movie. It's not Sci-Fi. There is nothing intelligent about this movie. I was watching it wrong.
So, really, this movie is one super-massive cluster of plot holes, bad acting, plot holes, really bad cinematography for how beautiful the sets are, plot holes, bad writing, plot holes, and more plot holes.
I'm not kidding. This is is only twenty minutes later. 20 minutes. Just 20. I meant to NLT update this review one more time, but I'm too pissed off. This movie is so bad. Nightmare on Elm Street makes more sense. Child's Play makes more sense. Anything makes more sense than this movie. Not a goddamn thing about this movie makes sense.
It's official. A six year old wrote this script, and they gave it a 50 million dollar budget. It's that bad. It'svery, very bad. Even for a horror movie. It's boring, it's not scary, it's killing my braincells. I'm so dissapointed I wanna cry, throw up, then punch kittens.