Metaphor-- For a missing moment
Pull me in--to your perfect circle
One wound-- One chain-- One resolve:
Liberate this will-- to release a soul

Gotta cut away, clear away-
Snip away, and sever this
Umbilical residue
That's keeping me from killing you


And from pulling you out of me, here...
I can almost hear the scream...

Wooooh.....

Give me one more medicated peaceful moment
Give me one more calm, sedated peaceful moment--
Yeah, I don't wanna feel this
Overwhelming hostility!
Don't want to feel this
Cold, surrounding hostility!

Gotta cut away, clear away
Snip away and sever this
Necrotic tissue...
Gotta cut away, clear away
Get away, in spite of this
Umbilical residue
That's keeping me from killing you!

In spite of it and everything.....
Keeping me from killing you....

*Holds up phone with Skype app.*

I have teh POWWWWWAAaaaaaa!

You may add me. Due to the retarded amount of Skype usernames, probably 90% of which are bot accounts.... If you want to add me, my username is the first thing I found that wasn't taken:

isthistakenjerkface


Add me, so that I may return to the IM world! Death to Apple!

You too, Dani. I see you. Add me I mean....

 
She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalities
So fragile, yet so devious
She continues to see

Climatic hands that press-
Her temples and my chest-
Enter the night that she came home
-forever...

Ohhh,
She's the only one that makes me Sad.

She is everything and more--
The solemn hypnotic
My Dahlia bathed in possession,
She is home to me.

I get nervous, perverse, when I see her it's worse
And the stress is astounding.
It's now or never she's coming home
-forever-

Oh 
She's the only one that makes me Sad


Hard to say what- caught my attention
Fixed and crazy, aphid attraction
Carve my name in my face
to recognize
Such a pheromone cult 
That terrorized

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

Yes,
I'm a slave--and I am a master!
No restraints- or -unchecked collectors
I exist through my need
To self oblige!
She makes something of me
That I despise!

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
You--you steal of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
You shouldn't be scared of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
You--you emptied me

She isn't real!
I can't make her real!
She isn't real!
Can't make her real!

Can't make her real...

The man on the left is 6'4" and weighs roughly 290 pounds.



Like a point-perspective BOSS.

In conjunction with this weeks pseudo-philosophical bull-shit rant,

watch this.

http://m.youtube.com/index?&desktop_uri=%2F#/watch?v=oOlDewpCfZQ

I am not kidding. You freaking watch that right now. Do it. Don't get pissed at me, you will not regret it. I guarantee you will watch the whole thing and love it. So do it. Don't you dare not click that link.

Just a thought-
-To add suspense
To all of the games-
-Of discontent

Fear is real-
-But not self-taught
You let others-
-Be the cause--

There we go racing, towards the suns
Ignoring all the noise,
Striving for the grace of man!
People play this great charade
And always miss the point:
Never fall for prophecies.

You say it draws near,
That it will be clear,
You act so convinced,
A fortress you've built.

Remember the doubt
By which I now stand,
You wrote the book
On the way it all ends!

Tear down
Those mighty walls,
Reinvent
The way you talk!

Look ahead,
Not down below,
Or high above
Where angels flow

There we go, racing towards the suns,
Ignoring all the noise,
Striving for the grace of man!
People play this great charade,
And always miss the point:
Never fall for prophecies.

Waiting to see
Our kind disagree,
You draw the line
And stick to your point.

Remember the doubt
By which I now stand,
You wrote the book
On the way...

It Ends.

((life on earth - the atoms that make up the human body, 
are traceable to the crucibles that cooked light elements into heavy elements in their core.
 These stars went unstable
- they collapsed and then exploded- scattering their enriched guts across 
the galaxy- guts made of carbon, nitrogen, oxygen, and all the fundamental ingredients of life itself. 

These ingredients become part of gas clouds that collapsed, formed 
the next generation of solar systems- 
stars with orbiting planets. And those planets now have the ingredients for life itself. So know that, yes, we are part of this universe, 
we are in this universe, 
but perhaps more important than both of those facts
 is that the universe is in us.))

You say it draws near?
That it will be clear?
You act so convinced
Of your trash you've shilled

Remember the doubt
By which I will stand,
You wrote the book
On the way it all ends!

It Ends.

Saw the gap again today, I fear
While you were begging me to stay in here
Better take care not to make me enter
'Cause if I do we both may disappear

Know that I will choke until I swallow
Choke this infant here before me
What is this but my reflection?
Who am I to judge or strike you down?

But you're pushing me and shoving me
You're pushing me and shoving me
Pushing and shoving me
Pushing and Shoving me!

You still love me? You still love me?
You didn't mean it
Pushit on me

Rest your trigger on my finger
Bang my head upon the faultline
But take care not to make me enter
'Cause if I do we both may disappear

'Cause you're pushing and shoving me
You're pushing and shoving me
Pushing and shoving me
Pushing and Shoving me!

You still love me? You spit on me!
Did you mean either?
Pushit on me!

Slipping back into the gap again...
I'm alive when you're touching me
Alive when you're shoving me down.... And down...
But I'd trade it all for just a little
Peace of mind!

You're pushing! Shoving!
I'm scrambling
To keep my feet flat on the ground!

...Put me somewhere I don't wanna be...
Seeing something I don't wanna see...
Never want to see that place again...

Saw the gap again today
While you were begging me to stay
Managed to push my self away
And you as well, my dear

So if I show I might fade like a sigh if I stay--
You minimize any movement I state--
I must persuade you another way!

Pushing me and shoving me
Pushing me and shoving
Pushing and shoving--
There's no love in fear!!!

Staring down the hole again!
Survival is my only friend!
Hands are on my back again!
Terrified of what may come!

Remember! I will always love you!
Even if I have to claw your fucking throat to stay!
If there is no other way
It will end no other way!!!

See the sound
It crashes in,
all around
It get's in

Now take your hands
and raise them up
Into the air
that's all around ya
Now bring 'em down
Like a clock at two!
Shake your hair!
You know what to do!

They wanna put guns in the sky
Someone out there--ain't gonna like it
But it could be good? Make us love each other
Have to realize--Our only future

Guns in the sky. Guns in the sky. Guns in the sky. Guns in the sky.

Guns in the sky
Child grows up to see
Guns in the sky that
Used to be on T.V
Wanna change, but forgot the joke
It's great to see you, but I'm running late

da da da
Love your hair!
da da da
Lend me a ten?
da da da
Love your big house!
da da da
Could you spare a dime?
Well I'm sick of it!

It's a load of shit!

We could stop the world and let off all the fools,
And let them go live with their guns in the sky!

Guns in the sky. Guns in the sky. Guns in the sky. Guns in the sky.

Like a HAXX0RZ BOSS!

My pet has two supersoakers and a bomber jet. What's yours got?

The space where nothing seems to right--
Our voice heard and disqualified--
The march we breed will lead us on--
To the end- Nothing, to them, we pause--
Just relay to feel like we belong.

Now as we take a picture on the street--
Remember, I depend on you as much ad you on me--
Don't try to think and let's not pretend
We made the mothers, we made the men
We made you mothers, we made you men

Oh, It's no surprise! 
Nobody listens anymore--To what we're saying
To what was said!
And in your abscence, we promised you
Oh, we'll behave! Oh, we'll behave!

So Just keep running
Everything will look better once you look away
Oh, I agree, 'cause what's the difference?
Oh, is there a difference we make?

Your day will come

The rooms start dancing across our backs--
These are the worlds in mid-heart attack--
Belief still strong we can make this change
The stage is set, the stage is
We made this! We made this, we made this!

Oh, It's no surprise! 
Nobody listens anymore--To what we're saying
To what was said!
And in your abscence, we promised you
Oh, we'll behave! Oh, we'll behave!

So Just keep running
Everything will look better once you look away
Oh, I agree, 'cause what's the difference?
Oh, is there a difference we make?

Between the dapper villain in a Sunday serial, at the podium, 
or
Just another cog in the wheel? Just another cog in the wheel? Just another cog in the wheel?

They're both capable--of making life hard
No bandage--can mend all these parts
So why--Do I--Give???

Between the dream between
Between, between, between
Between the dream between-

Oh, It's no surprise! 
Nobody listens anymore--To what we're saying
To what was said!
And in your abscence, we promised you
Oh, we'll behave! Oh, we'll behave!

So Just keep running
Everything will look better once you look away
Oh, I agree, 'cause what's the difference?
Oh, is there a difference we make?

--You're breaking my heart
No bandage--can mend all these parts
So why--Do I--Live with this? Makes 
No difference   

Like a Fourth Dimensional BOSS!

Forward yesterday
Makes me wanna stay
What they said was real
Makes me wanna steal

Livin' under house
Guess I'm living, I'm a mouse
All I got is time
Got no meaning, just a rhyme

Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause I like to steal
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal, I like to steal

I'm half the man I used to be
This I feel as the dawn               It fades to gray
Well, I'm half the man I used to be
This I feel as the dawn               It fades to gray
Well, I'm half the man I used to be
This I feel as the dawn               It fades to gray
Well, I'm half the man I used to be
Half the man I used to be

Feelin' uninspired
Think I'll start a fire
Everybody run
Bobby's got a gun

Think you're kinda neat
Then she tells me I'm a creep
Friends don't mean a thing
Guess I'll leave it up to me

Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause I like to steal
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal, I like to steal

I'm half the man I used to be
This I feel as the dawn              It fades to gray
I'm half the man I used to be
This I feel as the dawn              It fades to gray
I'm half the man I used to be
This I feel as the dawn              It fades to gray
I'm half the man I used to be
Half the man I used to be.

Hilarious quote I found:

"Under Reagan we had Johny Cash, Steve Jobs, and Bob Hope.

Under Obama we have no Cash, no Jobs, and no Hope."

that's classy right there. Somebody get me a teeshirt.

And before any lefties wrinkle their noses at my tasteless joke... Remember, I thank god that Romney didn't win. I've never hated a politician as much as that guy.

Romney lost!
YAYYYYYYYY!

Obama won!
BOOOOOOO!

Man, and I thought last election was a depressing slapfight between two worthless bags of dogshit. This one was worse. But, Romney is the fucking devil, so it's probably the lesser of two evils. Limpdick versus Satan? Guess I'll take limp dick again. *sigh*

She wheezes out her dying wish
Come closer- One more moment, one more kiss..
And I love her! I give her all I can!

Her body sinks-- her heat released
The curtain swings--this time she leaves
I will remember
all she's done for me But only
I forgot-- that I'm not
ready to let her go!

As all time moves-
You'll be riddled with doubt
You'll mourn to pull through

But love is dangerous!

When skeletons live
Inside your closets, thick and thin
You'll fear--that no one will hear
us sing our songs
The truth is relevant, but not for long
'Cause love is our downfall!

I'm sorry! This life cuts
Out everything!
Leaves you to scrounge for nothing
Give us the Monstar!

There's no chance to try and mend
What's been broken can't be bent!

So the past remains the past until present

Darkened shades, my black disguise
This chained coffin breathes our time's demise!

Only these shackles believe just how long I've grieved..

I made my move!
with no worry or doubt
Let them live as they do
as My eternal reminder!

When skeletons live
Inside your closets, thick and thin
You'll fear-- that no one will hear
us sing our songs
The truth is relevant, but not for long
'Cause love is our downfall...

--I'm sorry, but the hurt's not going away...
I'll bury all the past-- Everything in it's place...

Give us the Monstar!

When skeletons live
Inside your closets, thick and thin
You'll fear--that no one will hear
us sing our songs
The truth is relevant, but not for long
'Cause love!

When skeletons live... In your heart
When skeletons live... In your fear
When skeletons live
inside your closets, thick and thin
You'll fear--that no one will hear!

Ooh, I'm sorry! this life cuts
Out everything!
Leaves you to scrounge for nothing
The Monstar-
Cuts out everything
Leaves you to scrounge for nothing
Give us the Monstar
Cuts out everything!
Leaves you to scrounge for nothing
Give us the Monstar!

Zomg, I have defeated the HellTrain Fiend on Ninja Gaiden 2.

On Easy mode

Dear lord that insane, cheaptastic monster was only the third boss...

There is no god...

--You made this harder- than it had to be
The absolute marker-- you etched into me-
You flashed your colors at me way prematurely
And I know what you're up to!
It feels so good--It's right!

We've got your number written!
Reset the system, screamin'
"Hang your secrets! Hang 'em up
Hang 'em up now!"
These sitting ducks in season
The cut of petty nonsense
"Hang your secrets! Hang 'em up
Hang 'em up now!"

The truth could cut- you down to pieces
314! Let's burn it down!
And if I can't keep- living with this regret
I'll need to change the way I feel!
About us.

--I listen to them- chuckle as they eat
Their judgement hiding- 'hind eyes and dirty teeth-
You think I care for all these phony pleasantries
When it has nothing to do--
Has nothing to do with our life!

I've got your number written!
Reset the system, screamin'
"Hang your secrets! Hang 'em up
Hang 'em up now!"
These sitting ducks in season
The cut of petty nonsense
"Hang your secrets! Hang 'em up
Hang 'em up now!"

The truth will cut- you down to pieces
314! Let's burn it down!
If I can't keep- living with this regret
I'll need to change the way I feel!
About us.

Baby, I'm bad company
And you don't have a chance
You're the prettiest thing I've ever seen
Come with me-- I wanna make you dirty

314! Let's burn it down!
Hang your secrets! Hang 'em up
Hang 'em up now!

Me: *is night owl*
Me: *Is fervently into this roleplay I'm doing with a person*
Person I'm rp-ing with: *logs off at roughly 10:15pm EST every night*
Me: *Notices it's Friday, anticipates more posting tonight*
Person I'm rp-ing with: *logs off at 9:05pm*
Me: WAAARRRRRRRRGGGHH!!! D:

I'm aware that most likely none of you know what this is. But I love this picture and what it represents... I freaking have to figure out how to write a story like this one. Oh man Afterman is too awesome... And disturbing, and thought provoking... This is the kind of stuff I dreamed about my whole life, literally.

*sigh*

The sinking warmth through obscurity
The sweet between where and what you're doing
There's a view of an uncharted place
Where you're the brunt of the joke and everyone's laughing

I am not what I seem
Who you thought I could be
A support you could lean
Up against when you need
I'm the dark when you want
The lights out at all cost
This is mine, that is yours
I'm the bricks in your wall

Goodbye forever! My darling--Whether
I was everything you thought I'd be
Or not
I was a bad man... Ooooh
To stop you girl- from loving me
Oh, no!

A yearning loss to silence me
A struggle breaks the black and white- Calling, Transmiting
The Echo breaks-- Electric air
Her pulse: it stretches from never to everywhere...

And from the other side she'll save me!
Her courage, strength and heart-- Beyond
I wish she'd stay mine
But he place is in some other time
Oh, no!

Goodbye forever! My darling-- Whether
I was everything you thought I'd be
Or not
I was a bad man, oooh
To stop you girl- from loving me
Oh, no!


Memory seperating-- Ascend and release
This Tragedy-- is 
All my fault
Reaching desperately-- to salvage any piece
This Tragedy!-- is
All my fault

And this hurt.. Won't go away... This hurt... Won't go away... This hurt... Won't go away... Won't go away... Won't go away

And from the other side she'll save me!
Her courage, strength and heart-- Beyond
I wish she'd stay mine
But her place is in some other time
Oh, no!

Goodby forever! My darling-- Whether
I was everything you thougt I'd be
Or not
I was a bad man, a bad man
To stop you girl- from loving me
Oh, no!

Goodbye forever..... You won't be forgotten
Goodbye forever.... You won't be forgotten
Goodbye forever.... You won't be forgotten 
Goodbye forever:......