My heart breaks apart
from my love for you
because I know
I'll never hold you
close to me and be
able to just to hold
your hand and make you
smile.

I find myself staring at you all the time
so hard I must be going blind because around
you is all a haze, but you are always the clearest
in my mind. I love you would you be with me?
But of course you cannot hear me cause all
these words of affection that is pouring
out my heart is going to my head leaving so
many things left unsaid.

Love
frees us
come fly with me
love lightens our feet
come and dance with me
love fills our heart with joy
come sing with me
Heartbreak
chains us down
see my broken wings
heartbreak
makes our feet into lead
see how slow I am
heartbreak
fills us full of sorrow
see my empty heart oh how it bleeds

How can you love someone
so dark and cruel
who drags you along not caring
for you, but at the same time can be
so gentle with their touch.
How can they be a devil angel
wrapped into one?

Cars
Got one today
Cranked her up
and felt her engine
purr.
Rolled the windows down
and let the wind blow
over my skin
I have found my love.

I am.
I am the person you hate
because I am different
Because I don't wear the same style
or the same hair
because I don't wear make up
or have a book bag sized purse

I am the person who you clearly despise
Because I do whats comfortable not because everyone else does it.
Becase I am content with ten dollar shoes instead of those that cost a fortune.
I am the person who could be
your best friend but you will
never know so I will be here
stuck in your could have beens.
              -Buffy

Alone.
Alone and unwanted she
sits in the corner
impassive on the outside
crying on the inside
her soul is quickly withering away
and no one stops to pull her up
out of the darkness into the light.
                 -Buffy