[Dil*]'s diary

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Written about Tuesday 2006-10-17
Written: (6613 days ago)

Dil's Featured Lyric of the Day


Song lyrics - by [Da Funkmasta' RAG]

In the city by the lake,
I try to find my way,
Through this fog,
Through this pain.

I'm not new to this town,
but all the streets still turn me around.
I've got nowhere left to go,
no way to live,
no place to call my own.
I'm all alone in this body and soul.

All the roads are cracked with grass
and all the windows have been smashed.
There are no home fires burning here,
There is no one left to love.

I'm not new to this town,
but all the streets still turn me around.
I've got nowhere left to go,
no way to live,
no place to call my own.
I'm all alone in this body and soul.

I lay awake in bed,
wondering where I went wrong.
I look to the past,
and see clearly.

I'm not new to this town,
but all the streets still turn me around.
I've got nowhere left to go,
no way to live,
no place to call my own.
I'm all alone, all alone

I'm not new to this town,
but all the streets still turn me around.
I've got nowhere left to go,
no way to live,
no place to call my own.
I'm all alone in this body and soul.

864245  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-10-16
Written: (6613 days ago)

Book idea? Basically, an insane asylum specialized for philosophers who have gone mad.


Sometimes I think I’m lacking in that blind optimism that makes life tolerable. The alarm rings. This is the ‘asscrack’ of dawn. I didn’t come up with that. Who comes up with anything? If author’s were honest, they’d put their whole text in huge quotation marks. Honesty, what a joke. The funny thing about that is, the fact that everyone falls for it.
Hello. I am speaking in a guild of affected philosophers. The logicians are death-threatening the obscure paradox philosophers. As usual, the nihilists are driving everyone mad. Then again, even a madman needs an occupation. Can’t take that away from them.
My room mate thinks he found the meaning of life. He says it’s a recipe he found in a cookbook. Why-
Wait. I never say why. When one asks why, the questions never end. Why anything? Why, why? Stop. STOP.
He’s having his laughing session. Earplugs thankyou. Thirty minutes and it will be all over. Stupid recipe, driving me mad. After the laughing session he will have a weeping session. He must weep. Mercifully, he is a blank the rest of the day. No, I did not alter his recipe. There’s no change if nobody notices.

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Written about Friday 2006-10-13
Written: (6617 days ago)

Well that was fast, the pain is only temporary.

sulking is done.

863005  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-10-13
Written: (6617 days ago)

Feeling Morbid?

The Downward Spiral - Nine Inch Nails always gives me a horribly morbid satisfaction.

What happens in the song:

Strange noises as usualy, kinda underwatery..machinistic.

Melancholy Music (quiet piano). Tons of intro music. guitar. Climaxing slightly. Rising action. Drops, rising action.

*horrible bloodcurdling screams* (which continues for the duration of the song)

You hear the creepiest voice on top of the screaming (it's not a loud creepy voice, it's a very subtle creepy voice, barely audible):

"He couldn't believe how easy it was.
He put a gun into his face
Banggg.
So much blood for such a tiny little hole.

Problems do have solutions you know.
A lifetime of fucking things up: Fixed.
In one determined flash.

Everything is blue in this world.
The deepest shade of mushroom blue.
Fuzzy.
Spilling out of my head."




This song makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside. "Problems do have solutions you know, a lifetime of fucking things up fixed in one determined flash" - a continueing sorce of amusement.
862600  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-10-12
Written: (6618 days ago)

I like..

I like:

how people say 'don't message me on the basis of my photo' when they photographed themselves half-naked in a bathroom. And have approx. two sentences in their description.

It's funny. In a sad pathetic sort of way.

 The logged in version 

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