I tried to be perfect
It just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

but i believe that lovers should be tied together
thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather
left there to drown

OMFG i am so triad after working. When I was offered the job no one said I'd be working about 14 hour shifts. *yawn* even after coming home and sleeping I am exosted. I just wish Richard were here so that I could lay in his arms now.

I have a strange ting of dread in my stomach... I can't distinguish what it is.