merry christmas!
I would be so much merrier if my son was home..He decided that he wanted to stay over his friends house so that early today his team and him would get up and head snow borading..
I am glad that he is doing something he likes but its still hard as a mom to just let go and allow him to be a teen..
It saddens me to see his gifts under the tree still waiting to be open.

I am still here, frozen in time it seams.. Not moving forward or backwards.. I am just where life has left me.. Stuck or forgotton I am still here....

Life is moving to fast and I can't keep up!

Waking up I wish I was someone else, anyone as long as it isn't me. The rain that is falling and the dark sky have taken over my mood, changing it to a dreary out look on us.
Now I find myself thinking, Am I to let you go so you can move on and be happier, while I go on alone, No longer cradle by your love.
Full of tears my eyes are at such a thought. To wake and be filled with this saddness.
I wish I was someone else, anyone as long as it wasn't me.

This is a great example of "Did I say that out loud?" This allegedly
happened at Harvard University in a biology class.

The professor was discussing the high glucose levels found in semen which
gives the sperm the energy for their journey.

A female freshman raised her hand and asked, "If I understand correctly,
you're saying there's a lot of glucose, as in sugar, in semen?"

"That's correct," responded the professor, going on to add statistical
info.

Raising her hand again, she asked, Then why doesn't it taste sweet?"

After a stunned silence, the whole class burst out laughing. The poor
girl's
face turned bright red, and as she realized exactly what she had
inadvertentlysaid she picked up her books without a word and walked out of
class.

However, as she was going out the door, the professor's reply was classic.
Totally straight-faced, he answered her question,
"It doesn't taste sweet because the taste buds for sweetness are on the
tip
of your tongue and not the back of your throat. Have a good day."

Biology 101

I have to wonder if going out and crazy filled after parties will ever get old. Or I should say am I getting to old for it.

I would hate to have to give it up if I feel I am not ready ...
I still have a youthful look as well as feel..

growing up never gets better.....grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Please rid the world of light so I may run free in the dark

Just thought I would list the people I enjoy the most when I sign on...

prisoner#81378 -------- my frist friend on here. She has a superior ability when it comes to her art !!!!!!! I am glad to know her for she is just wonderful!!

smakeupfx ----------- Another pesron with great talent! He has much to offer to this world...

maup ------------ My friend from Ireland, with no doubt can drink me under the table!!!! But before so will having you eating out of his hand with his well strung words !

And would never forget to add
Sophomoric -------------- I don't think my words could even begin to do him justice. He is Funny,smart and just well put together. He is a old soul in a young body. I am sure if anyone holds the key to our existance it would be him..

10-21-91
13 years ago today I had a cute 6lb 3oz babyboy.

Very hard to believe when I look at my son, that at one time he was so small and so needy.

Liebe

I am unconsciously walking to the height of my Bliss or the edge of insanity.
Will I be pushed to fall and lefted to lift myself up to only climb back to the edge. Or will I walk joyfully into the arms of love and happiness.

about to head off to a long day at work.
and have a short night of play.
I need more going out time !!!!!!!!

I feel like a few quote's today


If you're going through hell, keep going
Sir Winston Churchill

Self-love, my liege, is not so vile a sin as self-neglecting.
William Shakespeare