well, I have successfully presented my thesis and graduated!
one less shackle that makes...

hrant dink...

we have lost a priceless heart, throbbing for a country AND a world with more harmony.



he has lived and died for what he believed. I almost envy him.

may his love for humankind slip into cold hearts and warm them.
fare thee well...

I will present my thesis tomorrow morning..
I'm as calm as a freaked out ram speeding towards his opponent 8/

wish me luck.

encounter the miracle that is life:

http://aimediaserver.com/studiodaily/harvard/harvard.swf

no comment...

ahh I'll burn in hell! ;D

www.pornscore.com

my average is 26.8%... ahem... considering I answer all the 'polygamy' and 'one night stand' type questions negatively... well...

ahem...

stolen from [Mekashef]'s diary -grins-

took the quiz,
here are the 'heroic' results:

http://www.thesuperheroquiz.com/

You are Green Lantern (well, no, "I" am Green Lantern, take your own quiz you freaky thief!)

Green Lantern 70%
Spider-Man 65%
Robin     58%
Superman 55%
Supergirl 50%
Catwoman 45%
Hulk     45%
Wonder Woman 40%
The Flash 35%
Batman     35%
Iron Man 30%

and here comes the villain!

http://www.thesuperheroquiz.com/villain

well not really. the scores are too low even to mention.
damn it! >:(

I have a steadily growing interest for snails *puzzled*
hmm...



somehow I know it's kinda important for me to solve what they have to say. well okay I'll listen to them :)

“I watched a snail crawl along the edge of a chocolate declare. That's my dream. That's my nightmare"

Alice laughed: "There's no use trying," she said; "one can't believe impossible things."
"I daresay you haven't had much practice," said the Queen. "When I was younger, I always did it for half an hour a day. Why, sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast."

Alice in Wonderland

All we want is a headrush
All we want is to get out of our skin for a while
We have nothing to lose because we don't have anything
Anything we want anyway...
We used to hate people
Now we just make fun of them
It's more effective that way
We don't live
We just scratch on day to day
With nothing but matchbooks and sarcasm in our pockets
And all we are waiting for is for something worth waiting for
Let's admit America gets the celebrities we deserve
Let's stop saying "Don't quote me" because if no one quotes you
You probably haven't said a thing worth saying
We need something to kill the pain of all that nothing inside
We all just want to die a little bit
We fear that pop-culture is the only culture we're ever going to have
We want to stop reading magazines
Stop watching T.V.
Stop caring about Hollywood
But we're addicted to the things we hate
We don't run Washington and no one really does
Ask not what you can do for your country
Ask what your country did to you
The only reason you're still alive is because someone
Has decided to let you live

We owe so much money we're not broke we're broken
We're so poor we can't even pay attention
So what do you want?
You want to be famous and rich and happy
But you're terrified you have nothing to offer this world
Nothing to say and no way to say it
But you can say it in three languages

You are more than the sum of what you consume
Desire is not an occupation
You are alternately thrilled and desperate
Skyhigh and fucked

Let's stop praying for someone to save us and start saving ourselves
Let's stop this and start over
Let's go out - let's keep going
This is your life - this is your fucking life

We need something to kill the pain of all that nothing inside
Quit whining you haven't done anything wrong because frankly
You haven't done much of anything
Someone's writing down your mistakes
Someone's documenting your downfall

(KMFDM - Dogma)

peace, love and freedom are like fragile rainbows.

"the machine" produces constant streams of war, hate and dependence.

but...

when you fight back against the aggressor, you are defeated whatever the result is.

I deny forced reality.

REBORN!

I have finally got my courage enough to make the decision I should have made many years ago and made my mind to study a second time in university; this time my dreams will guide me though, for the first time in my life :)

out of engineering
and
into paleoanthropology!

for whatever-you-hold-dear's sake, follow your heart and accept not what life herds you through!

I. Do. Live.

-smiles all around-

;)

Fear no more the heat o' the sun
Nor the furious winters' rages;
Thou thy worldly task hast done,
Home art gone, and ta'en thy wages
Golden lads and girls all must,
As chimney-sweepers, come to dust.
The sceptre, learning, physic, must
All follow this and come to dust.
Fear no more the frown o' th' great;
Thou art past the tyrant's stroke
Care no more to clothe and eat;
To thee the reed is as the oak.
The sceptre, learning, physic, must
All follow this and come to dust.
All lovers young, all lovers must
Consign to thee and come to dust.
Fear no more the lightning flash,
Nor th' all-dreaded thunder-stone;
Fear not slander, censure rash;
Thou hast finished joy and moan.
All lovers young, all lovers must
Consign to thee and come to dust.

...cymbeline...

Today was the global demonstration day of The Global Climate Campaign.

I hope you did what you could have done for the planet to live.

download and listen ^_^
http://rapidshare.com/files/1477412/02_Track_2.mp3.html

this is a hinduist chant, unbelievably beautiful ^^

wish a nice samhain for the wiccan elftowners out there..

okay I accept it finally, I am not suitable for this world, for this life;

I have not the smallest chance of coping with the 'exquisite' intricacies which rules all the humankind.

I'm too plain and it's much too sophisticated for me to stand anymore.

I
am
disgusted
utterly.

of the world or myself? who knows?

what IS real, good, right, appropriate, sane etc...

I am tired of the whole human race.
I am not defeated -for my playground is radically different- in this game, I will not quit.

but, let's call it a draw.

...

I want.. wait.. no no, I NEED Starbuck! Yeeeha!
Karaaaa, hear my pleas!!! C'moooon! Fly me to the mooon!
hee hee... :)

if you haven't seen this yet please watch it, and watch it even if you did already :)

free hugs campaign ^_^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr3x_RRJdd4&eurl=

-hugs all around him-

we starve, look at one another short of breath,
walking proudly in our winter coats,
wearing smells from lab'ratories,
facing a dying nation of moving paper fantasy,
list'ning for the new told lies with supreme visions of lonely tunes.
somewhere, inside something, there is a rush of greatness.
who knows what stands in front of our lives;
i fashion my future on films in space.
silence tells me secretly everything, everything.

manchester england, england
manchester england, england
(eyes look your last)
across the atlantic sea
(arms, take your last embrace)
and i'm a genius, genius
(and lips, owe you the 'dors)
i believe in god
(of breath. seal with a righteous kiss)
and i believe that god believes in claude,
(seal with a righteous kiss)
that's me. that's me.
(the rest is silence)
that's me.
(the rest is silence)
that's me.
(the rest is silence)

we starve, look at one another short of breath,
walking proudly in our winter coats,
wearing smells from lab'ratories,
facing a dying nation of moving paper fantasy,
list'ning for the new told lies with supreme visions of lonely tunes.

singing our space songs on a spider web sitar,
'life is around you and in you.'
answer for timothy leary, deary.

let the sun shine,
let the sunshine in,
the sun shine in.

:)


* * * ~ * * * ~ * * *

what is real?

If the universe is endless then somewhere far away must have some place for your weirdest dreams to be real. Laws of Possibility demand it.

If time is endless then there must be some period for my weirdest dreams to come true!

Be careful what you wish for.

Be careful what you forsake,
what you forget to wish for...

Peter Pan said, “Fairies only exist if you believe in them.”

YAY!