[Linderel]'s diary

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Written about Monday 2009-02-23
Written: (5705 days ago)
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I'm bloody well going to strike up a conversation with him the first chance I get. Hopefully this week. Got a good opening, too. 'Since I added you on Facebook, I thought I'd come talk to you...' :P

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Written about Saturday 2009-02-21
Written: (5707 days ago)

Well, it's happened. I knew it would, but it still hurts. I'm no one's most important person anymore.

Don't comment, okay? Just... don't.

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Written about Friday 2009-02-20
Written: (5708 days ago)
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Nymphic

Every other day
a new obsession
such a strong attraction

Oh so restless, running in circles
searching, searching
for a thrill
a reciprocal gaze
locked eyes and a stomach full
of butterflies

It's a quest for love, baby
or something very much like it
and I'm done sitting around
just waiting

Please go ahead, be my victim
of amateur lust
and clumsy blushing infatuation

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Written about Monday 2009-02-16
Written: (5712 days ago)
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My latest TV serie binge has been on Bones. I love the show, and the central characters. Especially Bones, Booth, and Hodgins. Hodgiiiins *drool* And in one of the episodes in season 2 there was this song at the end that's now stuck in my head and for some reason I want to cry every time I hear it ;_; It's just so lovely.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OY3sq-io7FE&feature=related

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Written about Saturday 2009-02-14
Written: (5714 days ago)
Next in thread: 1066693

Yeah, this is for [Chimes]. xD
[Jitter] may spank me if I've totally raped the Greek mythology.


In thy bounteous womb grow
these perfect, ripened fruit
they tumble and they fill
our ever questing arms
O Amalthea!
thy precious horn
enwrapped in a vine of wisteria
it waits for the poor
and the worthy alike
as passes syzygy
after another and yet one
before the dark and thy fall.

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Written about Tuesday 2009-02-10
Written: (5718 days ago)
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We were talking about fish on the nanoer channel and I suddenly started to miss haring. o_o Voooorkjeeee, bring me haring when you come to Finland, 'k? :P

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Written about Sunday 2009-02-08
Written: (5721 days ago)
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Am I the only one who's bugged by the new comment display? <_<

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Written about Friday 2009-02-06
Written: (5723 days ago)

Off to home for the weekend. Back on Monday.

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Written about Thursday 2009-02-05
Written: (5723 days ago)

Unexpected visit by Mikko, who had been at a party in Teekkaritalo (across the parking lot from my apartment building) and decided to leave. He knocked on my window, asked me to come open the door, and then we spent the next hour or so just talking about stuff. It was nice, though now that he left I feel quite lonely again... Ah, well. I'll just continue watching the movie I suppose.

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Written about Thursday 2009-02-05
Written: (5723 days ago)
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Watching Breakfast at Tiffany's. It's certainly... interesting. xD

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Written about Thursday 2009-02-05
Written: (5724 days ago)
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25 thingy. Blame [Chimes], who tagged me, and [Jitter], whose example inspired me to post this here as well.

01. I tend to fill these memes in a random order even though I'm usually pretty obsessive. Everything needs to be alphabetised, for example. The order may be reversed as long as it's sequential.
02. I'd like to learn every language known to man, but I could satisfy myself with mastering seven, mother tongue included.
03. I'm very affectionate and craving of physical touch. I just happen to be picky in granting the 'privilege'.
04. I think hormones are the devil.
05. I'm insecure. Because I'm insecure, I suffer bouts of envy and jealousy.
06. Related to the previous: I take a superior attitude when someone thinks they're a good writer but isn't on my level. This is just inside my head, but I still hate it about myself.
07. I procrastinate too much.
08. Said procrastination is a habit I keep trying to kick, but apathy makes it a bit hard.
09. I'm a crybaby, and anyone who actually knows me can testify to that.
10. I used to get along better with teachers and other adults than my peers.
11. Saving money is hard. I don't know how people do it.
12. There are four tattoos adorning my skin, and more will be coming. They are an expression of my self.
13. My taste in music is rather wide. I'll try listening to anything you hand me, though I do have my reservations about certain genres.
14. I love my sisters more than anything or anyone else in the world.
15. I think I'm easily forgettable.
16. My memory is full of holes. I couldn't even tell you what happened in my life last year. Thus, the image I have of my days in pre-school and comprehensive school is vague at best, and I keep wondering whether everything wasn't my own fault after all.
17. I'm pants at drawing, but I still like doing it in the hopes that I'll slowly improve. I especially love water colours.
18. I'll never be good enough at anything I do.
19. My sleep is restless; I keep waking up. Last night was worse than most.
20. I've now learned again that not getting to my first choice of school isn't an entirely bad thing. Yes, I'm still lonely, and I miss my friends in the south, but I never would've met the people here otherwise.
21. Sometimes, I want a pet so badly that it's almost a physical ache.
22. On a lighter note, it takes very little to amuse me.
23. I used to have no trouble performing in front of a class. I want that back.
24. I'd like to run a small bookshop café in my retirement days - or even earlier, if my plans of teaching fall through. Preferably somewhere in central Europe, perhaps France.
25. I'll be hitting the gym shortly after posting this note.

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Written about Wednesday 2009-02-04
Written: (5724 days ago)

Jack FUCKING Twist!

Brokeback Mountain <3

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Written about Wednesday 2009-02-04
Written: (5724 days ago)
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American History X is a brilliant movie... and so sad. ;_;

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Written about Tuesday 2009-02-03
Written: (5725 days ago)

I started a blog in Finnish o_O
(http://lamiena.blogspot.com)

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Written about Thursday 2009-01-29
Written: (5730 days ago)

Weirdness. Don't really like it. Yay for accidental rhyme.

Carry home fragile flowers of light
these ephemeral dreams you conjure
forgetting what forces there lay

Steps nearing the ancestral land
that glimmer weakens and finally dies
as everything turns to white sand

Even ancient legacies die with folly
last scion become the prodigal son
mere lord over wasteland plains



Edit: I figured out why I don't like this piece. It feels empty, devoid of emotion. It's just lines. The first two I'm fond of and will probably re-use later, but the rest? Meh.

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Written about Wednesday 2009-01-28
Written: (5731 days ago)

Hee. We chatted a bit. At the lockers. About Ian and how he's more demanding than the other teachers, but in a positive way. Ramble ramble. Point is, we finally talked, however briefly. *is kinda sorta happy* :3

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Written about Tuesday 2009-01-27
Written: (5732 days ago)
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Written about Tuesday 2009-01-27
Written: (5732 days ago)
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Written about Tuesday 2009-01-27
Written: (5733 days ago)
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Hahaha. I have a gas mask xD

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Written about Monday 2009-01-26
Written: (5733 days ago)

Thank you goes to [Chimes] for the prompt words of key, rainbow, presence, drift and anomaly.


Pull the treasure from your pocket
watch her spirit crumble with the walls
as what was kept under lock and key
shoots forward and never stops

In pained silence she will drift
strain for your presence or any sign
of the legendary rainbow bridge
but you with your mischievous smile
were always an anomaly to her

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