[Linderel]'s diary

904265  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2007-01-29
Written: (6459 days ago)
Next in thread: 904268, 904280

To whom it may concern, and they know who they are.

Time for me to forget. Friendship is more important, and nothing should change that. I forbid you to feel bad for me, and I promise not to be angsty about it anymore. :P I love you. *hugs*

904154  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2007-01-29
Written: (6460 days ago)

Umm. Random angsty poetry? :P
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You're beautiful
and it hurts that I can't tell
Oh please let me be free
of this excruciating agony
My hollow heart
beats to your name on my lips
and inside my head I cry and scream
because this love is just an empty dream

903124  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-01-26
Written: (6463 days ago)
Next in thread: 903125, 903126, 903409, 903816

I'm crying over the damn job.
I'm probably tired, which doesn't help, but I'm... fuck.
Right at this moment, I want to quit.

902488  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2007-01-24
Written: (6464 days ago)
Next in thread: 903130

I made another friend join Elftown. Muahaha. Go say hi -> [Sleepy doll]

902141  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2007-01-23
Written: (6465 days ago)
Next in thread: 902257

“I’ve got to go. A black cat crossed my path on the way over, and I have to bathe in garlic or the vampires will gnaw off my tongue in my sleep.”

*rolls on the floor laughing* Best... line... ever! xD

902052  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2007-01-23
Written: (6465 days ago)

Boys don't cry.. Erm. Yeaaaaah. Don't ask.

902011  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2007-01-23
Written: (6465 days ago)
Next in thread: 902027, 902060

I had the CT scan today. They injected this contrast agent, and I still feel weird... Ugh. Should drink lots to get it out of my system, apparently.
I just sneezed, and my chest hurt. That never happens. Ehe ehe he.</whine>

901527  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2007-01-22
Written: (6466 days ago)
Next in thread: 901528, 901540, 901562, 901832

I'm currently too tired to do anything useful. So I won't probably be on here much today, because I'll just feel guilty. I'm sorry. I just feel so bleh.
In case anyone happens to care. :P

900819  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2007-01-20
Written: (6468 days ago)
Next in thread: 900822, 900824, 900828, 900915, 901386, 901529

*dies* Council work is scary. All the time, I'm afraid I'll screw something up. o_O

899689  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2007-01-17
Written: (6471 days ago)
Next in thread: 899690

The general idea of my (possibly) next tattoo. Still subject to change.

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899567  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2007-01-17
Written: (6471 days ago)
Next in thread: 899633, 899714

Umm. I wonder if I should start getting worried. I just got a letter informing me that I've been scheduled for a CT scan. I think I'll just repeat the words 'standard procedure' in my head a few times.

899329  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2007-01-16
Written: (6472 days ago)
Next in thread: 899536

I keep picking at my lips, because they're dry enough for me to do so. I do it so much they bleed. Bah. <_<

898884  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2007-01-15
Written: (6473 days ago)
Next in thread: 898935, 899001, 899105

Anyone willing to buy this off me? --update: [someelf] has! ^_^ *snuggles Elfy*

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898859  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2007-01-15
Written: (6473 days ago)

Diary whorage. <_<
I just drew a rough concept sketch for my next tattoo. I'll probably scan and upload it later. It has a swan as the central focus, and slightly behind the swan is a sun with a crescent moon and a star inside it.

Yeah, I'm having way too much fun with my symbology dictionary. :P

898777  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2007-01-15
Written: (6473 days ago)
Next in thread: 898783, 898812

My job is... finished. o_O
Now I have to start hunting for another one. <_< Not that I would really need to, since I soon have to begin worrying about where to apply to study, but if I want to go on that trip, then... I need more monies. :P
Wish me luck? :P (Oh, and if anyone wants to commission a handmade notebook, now would be the time.)

898770  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2007-01-15
Written: (6473 days ago)

Our Imaginary Friends

-another art contest brought to you by moi-


898507  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2007-01-14
Written: (6474 days ago)
Next in thread: 898678

I think I may be in love.

On my way back home from gaming, I sauntered through the railway station to pass time while waiting for the next bus (grrr at Sunday schedules). not really having anything specific in mind. It's too difficult to try and explain the structure of the station in English, but as I arrived on the underground landing where there are shops, a grocery store and such, I heard someone sing. Street players are not that uncommon a sight, but this one was special. I wandered aimlessly for a couple of minutes, then settled to stand against a pillar, listening and singing along. The player was a young man about my age, perhaps some years older, and a rather cute one at that, with the most amazing voice. I overheard him say to someone that he's sung gospel all his life - well, you could hear that, because he was damn good.
As time passed as it has a habit of doing, I got moving, gave him a few coins and told him what I thought: that he has a fabulous voice. Upon hearing this, he thanked me, saying that his throat was getting to be a bit sore, though. This gave me an idea.
I almost didn't obey the impulse and walked away, but then I figured I had enough time before the bus arrived, turned around, went to the store and bought him a bottle of water.
I felt a tad silly doing that, but the gesture was obviously appreciated, and it felt good.

And it's just... The performance was one of those that pull at your soul, making you feel something akin to love for that person, making you feel so good it almost hurts. What can I say, I love musicians, and I love it if they can make me feel that way.

I hope I get to hear him again, sometime.

897540  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2007-01-11
Written: (6477 days ago)
Next in thread: 898196

Gods, I'm tired.

Just got back from watching 'The Holiday' - an awesome movie, by the way - and walking the dog. Yeah, I'm at my sister's again. I'm staying at her apartment for the weekend, because I have stuff to do and places to be in town for the whole three days to come. First off, there's work tomorrow. Then I'm going to the annual Youth Philosophy Event, which lasts for three days. From there I'm going to go see another movie - 'Pan's Labyrinth' - and then come back here. On Saturday and Sunday I'll be going back and forth between the philosophy event and LG games.

Oh, and I won't be eating much this weekend, since there are only 16 euros in my wallet. :P

896994  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2007-01-10
Written: (6478 days ago)
Next in thread: 896995

I just had a marvellous idea that might solve the travelling problem. If I get another job this winter/spring, and thus more monies, I'll up and take on an interrail trip during the summer - it's cheaper than flying, and I get to see a bunch of countries.

Anyone want me to visit them? -> Lami on the Road :P

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