Dad's shouting. I can't hear the words, but the fact that he's shouting is bad enough. I don't want to hear. It makes me feel sick. Somebody get me out of here.

Bugger. I have this clone house, [Belethia], created ages ago... But I can't remember its password, OR the e-mail address I put in the details. It bothers me, it bothers me greatly. xP
There's nothing there, as you can see, but I still would like to be able to access it. Ah well, I guess I'll just have to live with it. :P

I won the January round of the Five Words contest over at Writersco! :D So did not see that coming... currently in the mood to bounce and dance around the room. Overjoyed! Wheeee!

http://www.writersco.com/135.Contest%20entries.FiveWordsJan

*flail*

I woke up at three in the afternoon. *sigh* Great rhythm I have. When I get that job, it'll take a miracle to wrench me back into a half decent sleeping pattern.

*snicker*

To whom it may concern, and they know who they are.

Time for me to forget. Friendship is more important, and nothing should change that. I forbid you to feel bad for me, and I promise not to be angsty about it anymore. :P I love you. *hugs*

Umm. Random angsty poetry? :P
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You're beautiful
and it hurts that I can't tell
Oh please let me be free
of this excruciating agony
My hollow heart
beats to your name on my lips
and inside my head I cry and scream
because this love is just an empty dream

I'm crying over the damn job.
I'm probably tired, which doesn't help, but I'm... fuck.
Right at this moment, I want to quit.

I made another friend join Elftown. Muahaha. Go say hi -> [Sleepy doll]

“I’ve got to go. A black cat crossed my path on the way over, and I have to bathe in garlic or the vampires will gnaw off my tongue in my sleep.”

*rolls on the floor laughing* Best... line... ever! xD

Boys don't cry.. Erm. Yeaaaaah. Don't ask.

I had the CT scan today. They injected this contrast agent, and I still feel weird... Ugh. Should drink lots to get it out of my system, apparently.
I just sneezed, and my chest hurt. That never happens. Ehe ehe he.</whine>

I'm currently too tired to do anything useful. So I won't probably be on here much today, because I'll just feel guilty. I'm sorry. I just feel so bleh.
In case anyone happens to care. :P

*dies* Council work is scary. All the time, I'm afraid I'll screw something up. o_O

The general idea of my (possibly) next tattoo. Still subject to change.

Umm. I wonder if I should start getting worried. I just got a letter informing me that I've been scheduled for a CT scan. I think I'll just repeat the words 'standard procedure' in my head a few times.

I keep picking at my lips, because they're dry enough for me to do so. I do it so much they bleed. Bah. <_<

Anyone willing to buy this off me? --update: [someelf] has! ^_^ *snuggles Elfy*

Diary whorage. <_<
I just drew a rough concept sketch for my next tattoo. I'll probably scan and upload it later. It has a swan as the central focus, and slightly behind the swan is a sun with a crescent moon and a star inside it.

Yeah, I'm having way too much fun with my symbology dictionary. :P