I had an interesting dream about two characters and the muse of one of them. Problem is, I don't know or remember who they are, what they're like, or where or when they live. This is most vexing. Oh well, I'll either recall it eventually, or forget it altogether... maybe this was just a fledgling idea that needs time to brew still. If it's so, it will present itself to me when it's ready.
But man, the guy character sure is dense. "Oh gee golly, I'm in love with my muse, I only just now noticed, waaah don't go." I don't know how the girlfriend reacted to that. If she even was his girlfriend. Well, the character he previously had the hots for, anyways.
Interestingly enough, the muse is a redhead. Hmmmm.

Ah well. Back to bed.

Dad's shouting. I can't hear the words, but the fact that he's shouting is bad enough. I don't want to hear. It makes me feel sick. Somebody get me out of here.

Bugger. I have this clone house, [Belethia], created ages ago... But I can't remember its password, OR the e-mail address I put in the details. It bothers me, it bothers me greatly. xP
There's nothing there, as you can see, but I still would like to be able to access it. Ah well, I guess I'll just have to live with it. :P

I won the January round of the Five Words contest over at Writersco! :D So did not see that coming... currently in the mood to bounce and dance around the room. Overjoyed! Wheeee!

http://www.writersco.com/135.Contest%20entries.FiveWordsJan

*flail*

I woke up at three in the afternoon. *sigh* Great rhythm I have. When I get that job, it'll take a miracle to wrench me back into a half decent sleeping pattern.

*snicker*

To whom it may concern, and they know who they are.

Time for me to forget. Friendship is more important, and nothing should change that. I forbid you to feel bad for me, and I promise not to be angsty about it anymore. :P I love you. *hugs*

Umm. Random angsty poetry? :P
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You're beautiful
and it hurts that I can't tell
Oh please let me be free
of this excruciating agony
My hollow heart
beats to your name on my lips
and inside my head I cry and scream
because this love is just an empty dream

I'm crying over the damn job.
I'm probably tired, which doesn't help, but I'm... fuck.
Right at this moment, I want to quit.

I made another friend join Elftown. Muahaha. Go say hi -> [Sleepy doll]

“I’ve got to go. A black cat crossed my path on the way over, and I have to bathe in garlic or the vampires will gnaw off my tongue in my sleep.”

*rolls on the floor laughing* Best... line... ever! xD

Boys don't cry.. Erm. Yeaaaaah. Don't ask.

I had the CT scan today. They injected this contrast agent, and I still feel weird... Ugh. Should drink lots to get it out of my system, apparently.
I just sneezed, and my chest hurt. That never happens. Ehe ehe he.</whine>

I'm currently too tired to do anything useful. So I won't probably be on here much today, because I'll just feel guilty. I'm sorry. I just feel so bleh.
In case anyone happens to care. :P

*dies* Council work is scary. All the time, I'm afraid I'll screw something up. o_O

The general idea of my (possibly) next tattoo. Still subject to change.

Umm. I wonder if I should start getting worried. I just got a letter informing me that I've been scheduled for a CT scan. I think I'll just repeat the words 'standard procedure' in my head a few times.

I keep picking at my lips, because they're dry enough for me to do so. I do it so much they bleed. Bah. <_<

Anyone willing to buy this off me? --update: [someelf] has! ^_^ *snuggles Elfy*