[Paladin]'s diary

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Written about Thursday 2008-12-18
Written: (5818 days ago)

When she said those words it seemed all too familiar.Why do I think of her then? Why? Please God help me through this. I need it more than ever... as I turn to the bottle for comfort. Am I that weak? Must I resort to this?

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Written about Monday 2008-12-15
Written: (5821 days ago)

Would you mind if I hurt you?
Understand that I need to
Wish that I had other choices
than to harm the one I love

What have you done now?

I know I'd better stop trying
You know that there's no denying
I won't show mercy on you now
I know I should stop believing
I know that there's no retrieving
It's over now
What have you done?

What have you done now?

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
(what have you done now?)
Why? Why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us
Between me and you

What have you done? (x4)
What have you done now?
What have you done? (x4)
What have you done now?

Would you mind if I killed you?
Would you mind if I tried to cause you have
Turned into my worst enemy
You carry hate that I don't feel
It's over now
What have you done?

What have you done now?

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
(what have you done now?)
Why? Why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us
Between me and you

What have you done? (x4)
What have you done now?
What have you done? (x4)
What have you done now?

I will not fall
Won't let it go
We will be free when it ends

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
(what have you done now?)
Why? Why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us
Between me and you

I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
(what have you done now?)
Why? Why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us
Between me and you

Not feeling the best this night. *sigh* Another cigarette to help the nerves. Hard to sleep. Tired of this feeling already, all too familiar.

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Written about Saturday 2008-03-22
Written: (6089 days ago)

You know, there's this thing that I want, but never get and its never around until I can't have it anymore. Its a frustrating cycle that continues over and over again. And its always the same thing that I want! ARGH! Truly frustrated with my current situation. But why fight it when the cycle will just begin again?

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Written about Saturday 2008-03-08
Written: (6103 days ago)

Wow! Its been a while since I've been on here. Unfortunately I never got my book published, I dragged my feet on it. Should have finished the damn thing. I could probably still do it. I don't know, when I type I get this great motivation but when I'm not doing it I find it hard to motivate myself to do it. I love writing!

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Written about Friday 2005-09-16
Written: (7007 days ago)

*Bashes head against wall in vain effort to beat some sense into myself and see what I need to do here!* *Sighs* I seem to do that a lot! Sigh I mean, I don't know why! Guess it might relieve some of the tension and stress I'm having right now!

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Written about Tuesday 2005-04-05
Written: (7171 days ago)

Vash was right. "This world is made of LOVE AND PEACE!" *Crosses fingers like Vash did in the series and surprisingly they break because fingers cannot bend that far that way* AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!! My fingers!!! Oh well, at least the world is still made of love and peace. And my fingers are in pieces!! LOL!!

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Written about Friday 2003-04-11
Written: (7896 days ago)

Started my own Wiki!! Its called Legacy of Terra! I love it, so far it is doing great!

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Written about Saturday 2003-03-22
Written: (7916 days ago)

Joined a Wiki page called Elemental Darkness, seems pretty cool, may have a good time with this one!

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