A young friend of mine said that he didn't care if he died and that he was ready for it when it comes. He then went on to ask what life had ever done for anyone. In a very serious tone I replied to him: "It gave us the opportunity to experience it."
When someone says that they don't care if they die or if they are ready for death then it just means they are giving up on life and aren't strong enough to continue on. Never give up.
Templar of the Monastary of Light
Well now, I'm back, I've made a few changes to myself and I feel a lot better about myself too. Many regretable things have happened to me but I am now doing fine.
Well now, how would I describe myself now? Hmm, well, I am 5'11 with short brown hair, I am as pale as a ghost thanks to my Irish heritage and have green eyes with a scar between my eyes above my nose.
I like to sleep, surf, write poetry (love is my main theme though my newer work is beginning to take on a darker tone), exercise, LISTEN TO MUSIC, and talk to people on the internet (You meet all kinds of people on the net, some are good some aren't so good.).
William The Old German word meaning 'guardian'.
I am an uncle! Hunter, Cadence, and Ava.
My kind of girl:
Favorite eye color on a girl: Green or deep brown.
Favorite hair color on a girl: Brown or Black, has to be long hair, I love long hair!
Favorite dress color on a girl: Black, black is very elegant.
Favorite personality for a girl: Carefree and random, no fun in a girl that you know what will happen next.
The only way for a girl to put herself on my black list (Er, wait, I like black, how about pink!? YES, pink list= bad) rather pink list is to cheat on me, lie to me, or try and play me for a fool. Her loss, I move on. No exceptions what so ever!
How I dress:
(Casual is what I wear most of the time which consists of jeans and a button up short sleeve shirt. I like to dress in black. I wear whatever I want, don't care what other's think about it.)
Favorite shoes: Black combat boots (They are actually very comfortable.)
Favorite colors: Black, silver, midnight blue
Favorite jewelry: Templar medallion and silver with gold cross ring (Wear it so much you can see an outline on my finger)(I'll never forget what it means...).
Favorite pajamas: I don't wear pajamas, or anything for that fact, feels too constricting.
My style of food:
Favorite drink: Pepsi
Favorite food: Blue Crab
Favorite alcoholic drink: Guiness
I don't drink often, but when I do this is what I like to drink. Too many times being drunk in a foreign country stumbling back to my hotel or room.
Favorite car: BMW Z3 (Black or midnight blue of course!)
Favorite Bible verse: Mathew 16:26
Favorite love song: Kiss from a Rose (Seal)
What you like best about yourself: Steadfast commitment and caring personality. Think my eyes look pretty good too. Pretty good at fixing things both physically and in a situational sense.
Favorite Bands: Atreyu, Cradle of Filth, HIM, Marilyn Manson, Killswitch Engage, Lacuna Coil, Nightwish, ORGY, A Perfect Circle, Demon Hunter, Rammstein, Slipknot, Evanescence, The Offspring, Korn, Chevelle, Seal, Crossfade, Linkin Park, Rob Zombie, Disturbed, and Devil Driver. Can't remember the rest so this list will update when I do so be patient!
Paladin's Poetry
You can go here to see the poetry that I create. This will change greatly as I add more. Tell me what you think of the poems... PLEASE.
Random Phrase of the day, week, month, year, or whatever I decide.
"Sheila! Come back to me! I made you a muffin!"
Caboose
AIM: Will Donahue
MSN: PaladinWilliam
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Yahoo: PaladinHolley 
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