So confused, living a lie
This shattered heart’s prepared to die…
Tired of being a heartless bitch
Please someone help pull the switch
To weak to go on
To weak to die
To weak to look you straight in the eye
Past the blood and the tears
Lies my soul drowning in fears
Afraid to hurt
Afraid to love
My broken heart
My darkened soul
So black, black as coal
Wishes not to be loved
Not to be pitied
Not to exist
If only I could have just one wish…
If you only knew
The pain that I hide.
Daily deceived
By my every lie.
The love that I had,
That’s gone now too.
Baby I’m so sad,
And so damn confused.
I don’t know what to do any more
I don’t know what I’m still living for.
Baby if you only knew
Every thing I’ve ever hid from you
I don’t know what to do any more
I don’t know what I’m still fighting for
I lost my love and now my mind
I feel so cold lost in time
I don’t know what to do anymore
I can’t be with you any more
My heart is so blue
It’s so sore.
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know what to do
Oh, I don’t know what to do
Anymore
I never wanted to hurt you. I just didn’t want to live a lie. But something inside tells me that I made the wrong decision. Maybe it is because I feel guilty still for breaking your heart. I don’t think I’ll ever know why I felt what I did…But that doesn’t change the fact that I hurt you…Dillon and I have been going steady for a year now, And I love him so much. But I still hurt inside for what I did to you. I’m sorry if I dug up some old memories you wished to remain buried….but I had to make sure you were doing ok….I’m so sorry…maybe I should not have sent that message…but I had to….I’m so sorry….
-Dee
a smile faded apon her face, one that once would shine, and light up any room she came upon, but now, slowly, both she and it is fadeing......j
hehehehhe, im evil!!!!
hello!! im ky! my best friend in the world is [Rain Kissed Angel] she has always been there for me and i love her to death!!