19:34 — Hehe, I just remembered a funny incident from a couple of weeks (or months) back. I don't think I wrote it here. We were playing D&D in the role-playing club, it was late and a lot of people kept on coming in to buy soda from the club's vending machine. The RPG club has the most open door time around the clubs. Some of the people were sort of distracting and at one point one of us went to the door and shouted something along the lines of "Go away and be quiet and let us play elves!" Of course, it's much funnier in Finnish for some reason because it was "Antakaa meidän leikkiä haltiaa!" Then we lolled.
23:03 — Oh, a test I'll ACE. Snatched from [Levoton].
HOW SHY ARE YOU?
[x] You don't like public speaking.
[x] You find it hard to talk to strangers.
[x] You don't like to look people in the eye.
[x] You hate using public restrooms.
[ ] You don't like to go shopping alone. (Well, I don't like to go shopping at all...)
TOTAL: 4
[x] Being introduced to new people makes you nervous.
[x] When you're in a group of people, it's difficult to think of what to say.
[ ] You have a lot of trouble talking to the opposite sex. (To everyone, regardless of sex.)
[x] You hate to be teased.
[x] You hate answering the door.
TOTAL: 4+4
[x] You can't stand people watching you.
[x] One on one conversations make you nervous.
[x] You don't like to ask people for help.
[x] You hate to read out loud.
[x] You don't like asking questions.
TOTAL: 8+5
[x] You dread ordering food at restaurants.
[x] You are uncomfortable at parties, unless you know everyone well. (I'm uncomfortable no matter what.)
[x] You don't like to talk, because you're afraid of being embarrassed by what you say.
[ ] You wish you were more outgoing.
[ ] You hate being in the center of any room.
TOTAL: 13+3
[x] You don't know how to react to compliments.
[x] You don't like crowds.
[x] You prefer reading, writing or listening to music than being around too many people.
[x] You blush easily.
[x] You spend a lot of time in your room.
TOTAL: 16+5
And the formula is... 21 * 4 = 84 (percent shy). Damn am I good.
17:42 — Hear, hear. http://www.rut
14:49 — It's been ages since I wrote here. I don't feel like I have anything to say, even though a lot has happened. Now for the reason of this post:
Oh gee, character questionnaire.
Rules:
- Choose a few of your own characters, Five at the most.
- Make them answer the following questions.
- post and tell who took this from who.
Me <- [Levoton] <- http://ghostba
Characters:
1. Kimvekadrei
2. Kovetri
3. G-Qem
4. Kale
5. Tylien
How old are you?
Kim: I was born on the sixteenth of January in 2089.
Kovetri: I was born on the sixteenth of January in 2089.
G-Qem: 50. No wait, human years... um... divide by... multiply... 30.
Kale: 20 um... We don't really keep track of birthdays after 20.
Tylien: 30.
Height?
Kim: 172 cm.
Kovetri: 172 cm. Synchronized!
G-Qem: 172 cm.
Kale: I don't know exactly. I'm taller than Zhaanno, but shorter than Theri or my parent.
Tylien: 176 cm.
Any bad habits?
Kim: I don't manage my temper, though I could.
Kovetri: I still let Kim go for it.
G-Qem: Besides my twin and... no.
Kale: I don't get people.
Tylien: People say I'm angsty.
Are you a virgin?
Kim: Can a genderless person "lose" "virginity"?
Kovetri: No.
G-Qem: No.
Kale: Yes. ...I mean, no.
Tylien: Yes.
Who's your mate?
Kim: Ko– – Kai.
Kovetri: K– –k-k-k-g-Ganym
G-Qem: G– – oh, screw you. P-Glair.
Kale: Does Geariyo count now?
Tylien: ...
Have any kids?
Kim: Have any gonads?
Kovetri: Not yet at least...
G-Qem: Not yet.
Kale: No.
Tylien: No...
Favorite food?
Kim: Pizza!
Kovetri: Pizza!
G-Qem: Yilleni. Don't know what it means? Not my problem.
Kale: Well, I get it all from the food supply center...
Tylien: Tea.
Favorite ice cream flavor?
Kim: Chocolate.
Kovetri: Apple.
G-Qem: Vanilla.
Kale: What?
Tylien: What?
Killed anyone?
Kim: Umm...
Kovetri: No.
G-Qem: I sure hope not.
Kale: No.
Tylien: No! I would never!
Hate anyone?
Kim: Plenty!
Kovetri: Yeah.
G-Qem: Yeah...
Kale: Who doesn't?
Tylien: ...
Any secrets?
Kim: Secret innards, hah? Mean secret that I have kept from everybody? I don't think so...
Kovetri: Not as such...
G-Qem: Well, sort of.
Kale: No.
Tylien: No! Yes...
Love anyone?
Kim: Love is a word that has lost its meaning and what I get from it makes me think of...
Kovetri: ...Oppression, obsession, lust and everything negative rather than something positive.
G-Qem: I sure hope not.
Kale: No.
Tylien: I want to...
TACOS?
Kim: Had them.
Kovetri: Had them.
G-Qem: Never heard.
Kale: What?
Tylien: What?
Ever slept in all day?
Kim: Sure!
Kovetri: Often.
G-Qem: Certainly.
Kale: Maybe when I was a kid.
Tylien: ...
Favorite band?
Kim: Remastered video game music! Ooh yeah!
Kovetri: Almost all techno makes me squee.
G-Qem: Music is OK.
Kale: What?
Tylien: What?
Eye color?
Kim: Green-blue.
Kovetri: Green
G-Qem: Violet.
Kale: Blue.
Tylien: Blue.
Skin?
Kim: I'm Amerindian but I don't really go out much.
Kovetri: Same as em.
G-Qem: Pale. (Cenral: And blue, seriously.)
Kale: Somewhat light. (And blue.)
Tylien: Pale.
Shoe size?
Kim: 42.
Kovetri: 42.
G-Qem: 41.
Kale: Shoes?
Tylien: They have sizes?
Fat/average/sl
Kim: Slim!
Kovetri: Slim!
G-Qem: Average.
Kale: Slim.
Tylien: Thin.
Rain or sunshine?
Kim: Sunshine causes cancer. Rain causes flu. Well, flu is easier to get over.
Kovetri: Kim, always finding the negative side of everything. I like clouds.
G-Qem: Rain, here.
Kale: Sunshine.
Tylien: How do YOU like it? I mean, I do control the air...
Pool or Beach?
Kim: Pool.
Kovetri: Pool.
G-Qem: Pool.
Kale: What's a pool?
Tylien: What's a pool?
Camping or staying home?
Kim: Camped and stayed at home. I like home.
Kovetri: Me too.
G-Qem: I'm on a foreign planet here. I'd rather be home.
Kale: Home is a concept, not a real location.
Tylien: I was exiled...
Dog or cat?
Kim: Never was a fan of animals. I like that bird of Gabriel's, though. An' Kymtzie's.
Kovetri: I have a bad experience with dogs... Or well, it was just one dog, but still.
G-Qem: Uh.
Kale: What?
Tylien: I sort of like this pitch demon...
Believe in aliens?
Kim: No need to believe, I've seen them myself!
Kovetri: Seen 'em, touched 'em, um... yeah.
G-Qem: No need to believe. These humans really are some aliens.
Kale: We're all alien.
Tylien: Are elementals aliens? Are... are the old Nai'ithar aliens?
Natural born or clone?
Kim: You don't want to ask that from identical twins.
Kovetri: That said, yeah, we were born naturally.
G-Qem: Natural, since I can't think why my parent would lie about it.
Kale: I heard about this cloning thing, but they haven't got THAT far with it.
Tylien: ...
Teeth?
Kim: Have plenty.
Kovetri: They grow back.
G-Qem: Yeah.
Kale: What kind of question is that?
Tylien: What? Of... course...
Car or ship?
Kim: Got a car and a spaceship! Am I cool or what? I made it myself!
Kovetri: Got cars, ships, trucks, motorcycles, modes, hovercrafts... I'm a mechanic, y'know.
G-Qem: Cenral drove us around in a car, but I got here in a spaceship.
Kale: What?
Tylien: What? I've seen a seaship but I've ever been in one...
Ever destroyed anything out of blind rage?
Kim: I wouldn't say "destroyed"...
Kovetri: No.
G-Qem: No.
Kale: No.
Tylien: No.
Any unusual things about you?
Kim: Besides being a genderless mutant telepath? Got a mirrored organ system and black eyeballs.
Kovetri: I think we think differently, too. My vocal cords were "fixed" by aliens.
G-Qem: Humans installed cybernetic implants on me. They're okay. I should let go of my twin... maybe...
Kale: Plenty.
Tylien: ...
How much food/drink do you need a day?
Kim: Not more than the average person...
Kovetri: ...Whatever that is. Except sometimes, when we do.
G-Qem: Well, the recommended amount is 1 liter of drink, 400 g green suff, 400 g bread stuff and 200 g meat.
Kale: Well... I eat when I'm hungry. I don't pay attention to how much I eat.
Tylien: Not that much...
Favorite place?
Kim: Wherever Kovetri is.
Kovetri: Wherever Kim is.
G-Qem: My home.
Kale: ...
Tylien: I'd like to be home...
The Kiwi's Question:
What's your favorite swear word?
Kim: Jtech.
Kovetri: Crut.
G-Qem: Perkele.
Kale: Dween.
Tylien: Bloody.
15:35 — Whoa, over a month since the last entry. Let's see... I went to Helsinki to meet [Linderel] and other folks, turned 21, started a new Shadowrun game with a few other people and have been busy with school and driving [Gastogh] around. It was great to get a flu for a birthday present and all.
Dang, nothing interesting here.
Feel free to give me belated birthday presents. :D
08:01 — I've done three nice microprocessor programming assignments. I was also in two exams that I think went well. One was about databases and one about probability calculus.
Anyway, what's interesting is that today, it was -29 C just outside our house. The car did start, though it sounded bad. Then I noticed that the transmission as well as the pedals save for the break were all sticky and stiff. It was fun driving... then again, the transmission got better. I hope it won't freeze while I sit here. The temperature record of the drive was -36,5 C (near the lake)! Otherwise it was around -34, and -30 around my home and the school.
00:49 — "Fly" by Blind Guardian (in A Twist in the Myth) is an awesome song. That's all.
Actually, it's not. I got my transgender "condition" officially diagnosed yesterday. Now I can start doing things...
22:09 — I finished my final programming assignment and returned it. I feel ridiculously good. Also, my music player stumbled on a song that's one of my favorites, and surprisingly enough, I think it affected my mental state. I feel "normally good" instead of being "hyperactively good" or "euphoric". :D Also, looking at my grade 5 from that programming course made me squee. And, it's Shadowrun time tomorrow!
01:36 — At some point this night I started hearing a weird mechanic sound. I heard it in my room and pretty much everywhere in the house. It was very creepy. I thought it was in my head until I remembered that the freezer had been plugged in after I had went to school. Also, the freezer seemed to be the source since I heard it loudest (but most unclearly) near it. Well, I moved the freezer a bit and the problem was solved! It was strange that I could hear the sound everywhere in the house, though.
05:04 — Today (or yesterday, and the day before that) was a good day. On Sunday, there was a surprise game. My character lacked equipment, so I went to the RPG club and did it with a little help. Then there was playing until about midnight. When I left the university campus, at the first crossroad, there were groups of students having a snowball fight.
On Monday, we finished that game. It's kind of embarrassing to fall into traps when you're a rogue, but dang, it was nice. We got to slay a demon (who still did trick us posthumously)!
00:05 — My parents told me that the winter I was born was the coldest they had experienced. And the "summer" as well. They said it was actual summer for a whole week! Best year of my life, apparently. I don't remember what year it was, but some time in the place my parents lived in, the temperature couldn't get decent even inside a house. The warmest place was the kitchen with a whooping 14°C!
13:07 — In addition to what I wrote above, the "winter" this year has been quite ridiculous, to say the least. We got a whole bunch of snow on the first of November last year, then it melted and it's been snowless. Not nice. They said it's going to snow tomorrow, though.
15:50 — Yay, I got a 5 out of Programming 2. Gleeful. Only got a 4 of Programming 1, and that was even with the raise I got for getting points from the assignments. Did them perfectly, too. On the second course I screwed up on one assignment because I failed to read it properly. The program still worked like it should have. Oh well, only three points lost. Didn't affect my grade! Now I just need to make the final assignment.
21:33 — Hey, I haven't written a diary entry this year! About time. I decided I won't go to probability lectures anymore. The lecturer sucks. Assembly programming has been pretty neat this far. I wasted my vacation but got some little schoolwork done. Last Friday, I had a Shadowrun game. We had an elevator chase sequence and I laughed a lot at that. Also, my little hacker was booted out of the network. That wasn't nice.
21:44 — Also, I got 24 D6's for present. As for Nanowrimo... I wrote about 25000 words in November and got the full 50000 words in December. Whee!
00:24 — Damn, I forgot to tell that I finished reading Watchmen today. I started a few days ago and read most of it today because I didn't want to interrupt my reading. Serious superhero business! Seriously.
12:56 — Whee, everyone else is in Joensuu now.
http://www.del
19:56 — I'm too lazy to say anything about my courses and studies. So you get this instead: http://www.wri
15:38 — Shadowrun is awesome, even though we botched our last run. The target's head exploded...
In other news, it's funny to lie in bed and when I'm hot, move aside the quilt. The warmth floats off me to the ceiling and then I listen how the ceiling makes a little rustling noise. The few first times I didn't figure out why it happened and was a bit freaked out, but after I did, it's damn fun. Physics is awesome too.
14:25 — So, I'm ridiculously busy and crap. Yet, I've just spent a few hours reading a webcomic. http://www.gha
This made me lol: http://www.gha
14:48 — This, however, is just brilliant: http://www.gha
03:09 — At long last, I got to play Shadowrun. I'm happy now. It was slightly embarrassing that I forgot most of my dice home, and then I only had two D6's. At one point I needed to roll 15 of them. Oh well. I ransacked our boardgame boxes today. I didn't see any extra dice, until I remembered that Monopoly could have several. So I looked for the monopoly game and found close to ten dice there. I took them all except for two and now I have enough dice to throw Electronic warfare and Scan. Excuse me while I squee.
School is kind of hectic. Nevertheless, I spent today drawing and writing. I've written 11451 words of my NaNoWriMo story since November ended.
02:31 — I was in my first beer-fest of sorts. Of course I didn't drink, but well. At one point, there was a group of people close to me and they suddenly went about introducing themselves. Finnish names are delighting sometimes. Jouni, Janne, Jenni, Janne, Joni. Seriously. I think there were a Jani and a third Janne, too. It was damn funny.
22:06 — I was sitting there, writing to a person, following several channels, had a bunch of terminals open to do my programming assignment, bunch of other programs for my Shadowrun character, and who knows what else. Then, all of a sudden my dad comes in and yells at me, insisting that I shut down my programs and computer RIGHT NOW. He didn't offer much of an explanation and I was already panicking because I had like 20 or more programs to be closed. He explained something about how mom's computer was locked up, it was an emergency and how he needed to black out the whole house to fix it. Now, this is just plain ridiculous, but I had already started closing programs and was still in panic. By the time I had closed all the stuff down, I had told him that I would come take a look at it first.
Now, blacking out the whole house for this is ridiculous because you can just pull the plug. It's exactly the same effect for the computer, and the cords are ridiculously easy to access and don't affect anything else than the computer itself. However, since this is indeed a laptop, pulling the plug doesn't help, because it's charged. I had realized that by the time I was done.
When I got to the comp, I saw that it was far from urgent. It was just locked up and my dad said nothing worked. So I pressed the fucking power button and the "problem" was solved in four seconds.
I haven't been that angry in a long, long time. At least I could monitor myself while being angry, so now I know more about myself. I can't speak when I'm angry and if others speak, I feel more anger or then it makes me want to cry.
Maybe I should go explain my dad about pressing the power button for four seconds and explain to him that if pulling the plug doesn't help, then neither does blacking out the house. Of course, he should know this because he's graduated from a fucking university of technology.