for those of you who are actually going to take the time to read this i am going to start placeing short stories, novellas, and yes mabe even possilbly(if i have any luck at all) a novel) here in the diary. if you are going to be following any part of them you will have to realize that i will not be doing a whole story at once. i will be putting bits and pieces in at different times-- probably making a new entry about once a week. i will eventually piece all the stories together in some other place but until then they will remain here. if you have any ideas you would like to see me write about just send me a message with a basic outline and i will take it from there, and of course i will give you credit for the idea. same goes if you see any misteaks that need fixed just message me with the correction and i will do my best to fix it as soon as possible. look for my first story "piece" with in the next 7-14 days!

My life is so confuseing right now. I dont know if i should stay with my boy friend or not, we're having so many troubles right now. There is this one boy like alot and i know he likes me alot. but the problem is were both in a relationship right now. the guy im with right now iv been with for almost 5 yrs but now hes just treating like crap i dont know what i shoul do. i wish i had some one i could talk to about this kind of stuff but all the ppl iv tried to talk to just tell me to me to deal with it. theres also so many problems i cant seen to deal with at this point in my life. maybe i should just kill myself and get things over with as soon as possible