I could have done this in Japanese but i wanted everyone to be able to read it.
Angels and demons were circling above me
Swishing thruogh the hardships and milky ways
The only one who doesn't know the happiness
is the one who couldn't understand his call
I am Calling Calling now, Spirits rise and falling
To stay myself longer...
Calling Calling, in the depth of longing
To stay myself longer...
Stand alone... Where was life when it had a meaning...
Stand alone... Nothing's real anymore and...
...Endless run...
While I'm alive, I can try not to fall while flying,
Not to forget how to dream... how to love
...Endless run...
Calling Calling, For the place of knowing
There's more that what can be linked
Calling Calling, Never will I look away
For what life has left for me
Yearning Yearning, for what's left of loving
To stay myself longer...
Calling Calling now, Spirits rise and falling
To stay myself longer...
Calling Calling, in the depth of longing
To stay myself longer...
Hola ppl sry i havent been on in like for ever (net got turned off..) but im back now!!!! yay me!
food for thought:
Why do we kill all the catapillars and then wonder why theres no butterflies?
i was inspired to write this by recent events (need to know basis) i must admitt it did help a little but not as much as cutting or other things would have... but im trying to get out of that shit so i tried poetry
Tear my heart open, so you can see inside. See all the scars that i try to hide? The ones that you made by all the lies. The ones of her and why you said good-bye. But it didnt hurt, even though i cried. Because i knew from the start, it was only a matter of time. Forever I'll love you, that will never change. Forever youl love me, or so you say... But it doesnt matter, not anymore. Because your with her and I'm on my own.
I wrote your name on a piece of paper but by accident , i threw it away, i wrote your name on my hand , but it washed away , i wrote your name in the sand , but the waves w hipped it away , i wrote your name in my heart and forever it will stay....
for those of you who are actually going to take the time to read this i am going to start placeing short stories, novellas, and yes mabe even possilbly(if i have any luck at all) a novel) here in the diary. if you are going to be following any part of them you will have to realize that i will not be doing a whole story at once. i will be putting bits and pieces in at different times-- probably making a new entry about once a week. i will eventually piece all the stories together in some other place but until then they will remain here. if you have any ideas you would like to see me write about just send me a message with a basic outline and i will take it from there, and of course i will give you credit for the idea. same goes if you see any misteaks that need fixed just message me with the correction and i will do my best to fix it as soon as possible. look for my first story "piece" with in the next 7-14 days!