ummmmm... i am reallly really tired and sleepy my aunt is here from Chicago with her kids and they are under 7 so it's crazy but they just went to bed along with the other lil peoples...
it got so crazy earlieri ahd to go take a walk and now i am going to sleep so wmL (write more later)
on a brighter note my class is over tomro!!!!!!! YEAEAAAA
O man and I want a bf.. i wish i could make it stop its hurting her so bad and messing with her head.
i wish i knw what to say or do but i dont.... why does she always pick the guys who take her for granted?? for once i wish that she would get a guy who would treat her like the person she is, a treasure...
God I want to kill him!!! it kills me watching her this way hopefully this will be the last straw... maybe when she moves she will give him up for good, it might be hard but with her friends it will b easier than living with the constant pain and dissappiontmen
*major big sigh....*
crap! why does my sister keep looking over my shoulder?? i need my own place!!!
*MY FANTASY*
a one bedroom apartment with king size bed and a lil porch/balcony thing, a stereo and a nice flatscreen, a closet full of clothes I bought and like and a little draw full of stuff to wear to my parent's. Oh I also need a cool truck with AC and a sweet sound system and eventually a BMW (2 door with a sunroof). A good job and maybe a pet... i have to think about that!
back to previous thoughts...
maybe i need to be a better friend, i'm not always there for her... somtimes i think she's the only reason i know so many people and i feel like i use her sometimes without really knowing it... but i dno cuz aren't u supposed to meet people through other people... i dno and then there was that day i totaly was a B to her. ... sry*
aight well bbl w/mor l8r hopefully going to play monopoly w/ben and meg