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In memory of an amzing person with a beautiful soul....

Stephanie, you were an amzing person, never down even through all the shit you went through...I admire so much for that, and you are in a much better place. You were too good for us down here, you were too good for earth and its pain, now you are where you deserve to be, w/o pain...I treasure all the memories I have of you and never want to forget you...babe...no matter what you thought we loved you...and u loved us back even better...I dk what I am gna do w/o u hun, these past couple weeks were hard and fun, we got so much closer and I am so glad I knew you! and that you are now whre you belong...you and ur beatiful soul...I will miss you, I already do... You and your family are in my prayers...., Goodbye hun...I love you like a sister...rest in peace, you deserve it more than anyone

R.I.P Stephanie Glavin 10.17.87--3.11.05

Won't you look down upon me, Jesus
You've got to help me make a stand
You've just got to see me through another day
My body's aching and my time is at hand
And I won't make it any other way

woh, I've seen fire and I've seen rain
I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end
I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend
But I always thought that I'd see you again

I’ve been walking my mind to an easy time
My back turned towards the sun
Lord knows when the cold wind blows it’ll turn your head around
Well, there’s hours of time on the telephone line
To talk about things to come
Sweet dreams and flying machines in pieces on the ground.

woh, I've seen fire and I've seen rain
I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end
I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend
But I always thought that I'd see you, baby, one more time again, now

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music

One good thing about music is when it hits you, you feel no pain. So hit me with music, brutalize me with music

["I can't stand rap....people who can't sing do rap....you can sing rebellion as well as talk it....Hitler would have been in a rap band..."
-- John Entwistle--MTV Week In Rock 1989]

I love music... can't play a note to save my life but I love listening to it!

.Ataris.
.Trust Co..
.Dashboard Confessional.
.Guns-n-Roses.
.Staind.
.Velvet Revolver.
.Incubus.
.Vertical Horizon.
.The Who.
.Tom Petty.
.NIN.
.Disturbed.
.Godsmack.
.Motely Crew
.Thousand Foot Krutch
.Goo Goo Dolls.
.Sum 41.
.Nickelback.
.Greenday.
.The Proclaimers.
.Our Lady Peace.
.Breaking Benjamin.
.Crossfade.
.Offspring.
.The Killers.
.Sex Pistols.
.Anthrax.
.Cold.
.Mudvanye.
.Kissinger.
.311.
.AC/DC.
.CKY.
.Men without hats!. (only [Acid Queen 1975] and [Wirey] know)
.The Clarks.
.Dave Matthews Band.
.Drowning Pool.
.Evanessence.
.Lifehouse.
.Linkin Park.
.Lostprophets.
.Metallica.
.Oasis.
.Pink Floyd.
.P.O.D.
.Relient K.
.Story of the Year.
.Switchfoot.
.System of a Down.
.Trapt.
.Yellowcard.
.Superdrag.
.A Perfect Circle.
.Unwritten Law.
.Ramstien.
.Staind.
.BarenakedLadies.
.Saliva.
.Blink 182.
.simple plan.
.Danzig.
.Fuel.
.Papa Roach.
.Nirvana.
.Screaming Trees.
.Sponge.
.Jimmy Eat World.
.Eagles.
.LFO.
.Celine.
.Beatles.
.Anna Nalick.
.Allister.
.Queen.
.John Mellencamp.
.Rob Zombie.
.Seether.
.MurderDolls.
.Slipknot.
.FooFighters
.Safety Dance.
.Eagle eye Cherry
.Matt Maher
.Castling Crowns.
.RighteousB.

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[Quotes]

it only gets harder the more that you know....

somewhere between the uncertainty..I forgot what it was like to cry..I forgot that pretending to be happy doesnt make you happy..I forgot that you cant just forget the past in fear of the future..I forgot that you cant control falling in love..And that you cant make yourself fall in love..I learned that I can love..I learned that its okay to mess up..I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just cant have..I learned that the greatest thing about high school isnt the parties or the drinking or the hook-ups..Its the friendships, which means taking chances..I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about..I learned that time and can heal all things..I learned that just when you think it cant get worse-it does..but with the love and support of friends---you survive

[Look behind the visible-
Theres more behind the smile]

What does God want? Does God want goodness or the choice of goodness? Is a man who chooses the bad perhaps in some way better than a man who has the good imposed upon him?

[You always knew I was such a sucker for that
It doesnt matter what I say
I never mattered anyway]

I'll fight like hell to hide all that I'm giving up

everything lately has just been falling apart
and i think i could piece it back together
if i only knew where to start

i gave into something i wish i hadent
i let it get the best of me
and i knew it would
im great at making bad decision and letting them slowly eat away at me later
why cant i just make a good decison for once
or why cant i just get have i want so bad
just once
thats all im asking for

[somehow I find beauty in our failings,
somehow I find meaning in these lies
somehow I'm made perfect in this fracture,]

you know where you are with floor collapsing floating, bouncing back and one day.... I am going to grow wings, a chemical reaction
Radiohead ~ Let Down

Something inside me is breaking
Something inside says there's somewhere better than this...

it doesn't mean that much to you to mean that much to me
[

stand tall, smile bright, and let'em wonder what secret's make'n you laugh

]
There's still some illogical part of me that still believes if you want Superman to show up, first there's got to be someone worth saving

Don't be tricked by false memories. The past is never as perfect as you remember.

[cause i am due for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes
'til i understand or go blind]

I AM the thing that should not be.....

someone's always someone else's o.n.e.

["They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven but they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to hell."]

the city lights shine down and they blind me sometimes
and through it all i was lost but i found my way

We're hollowed by circumstance that pushed us both away.
We carved a message deep within our broken hearts that failed to mend:
Make out kids never had a chance to be best friends.

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Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.


You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.


How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?


You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?


How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?


Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want you're all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.


And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?


How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?


Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Everything---Lifehouse

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music anyone?


Nicholas de Lenfent Lovers


Dan Brown

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