wow I def def definently have been here in a while... so what's up w/me u wonder... I kno u do cuz if u didn't u wouldn't be here ! HA gotcha sucka! lol hehe I love jokes where only I am laughing HAHAHAHA HA ha.... ok not funny nemore....
so really now lemme see...
*school startered (bad thing)
*Gloria went to the Slipknot concert yesterday (note to self ask her how it was)
*went to greensburgh and screwed up bigtime there o well it was fun while it lasted... cept for sunday cuz people were just messed up!!
*um quit tastee freez!!!! YEA MEEE
*met Tom and MAtt< really annoying!
*went to the 'purple shirt picnic' turns out i am related to like 220 sum people.. .kinda scary specailly cuz they are all like me only worse... think about that...
tha's basically it summer ended all done...
OMG METALLICA AND GODSMACK are coming to da burg' on 9/22 AAHHHHHHHHHH i *heart* them both
sweett.....
o and like the Vmas are all on tonite and WHY?? i ask do people watch that stuff like omg they should b recooping from ozzfest yesterday not watching rap! i have decided that i pretty much do NOT like rap ne more and it is a bad thing! (Gloria and AC are to blame for this) but I am into alot of rock now not as much as Gloria but still into it...
aight well i am going to leave now and debate on my life or not! that's right I am a positve out going person not dwelling on my negative bad side (unless it grows and consumes me like that book i read it was kinda wierd but w/e i think i need sleep i have been up since like 3am today) ok going to dwell on positve like not guys they are not postive things like sleep is positve!!! ok i am going to sleep now b4 sum1 needs to slap me to make me sane
buhbyes!!!!
wow now i am way to happy to go to sleep i think i am manic depressive like Axl Rose tha's what Gloria sayd to me one day i haven't forgot it
OK DEFINENTLY leaving NOW
B/C i am scaring myself its like my fingers are bewitched
now i sound like Clare i luv chica she is really funny
omg speaking of funny in the olympics this Irish guy (Irish people rock) tackled the lead runner inthis marathon and made him come in third HAHAHA
*ouch* just slapped myself
ok ttyl
wow... someone please help me....
ummmmm... i am reallly really tired and sleepy my aunt is here from Chicago with her kids and they are under 7 so it's crazy but they just went to bed along with the other lil peoples...
it got so crazy earlieri ahd to go take a walk and now i am going to sleep so wmL (write more later)
on a brighter note my class is over tomro!!!!!!! YEAEAAAA
O man and I want a bf.. i wish i could make it stop its hurting her so bad and messing with her head.
i wish i knw what to say or do but i dont.... why does she always pick the guys who take her for granted?? for once i wish that she would get a guy who would treat her like the person she is, a treasure...
God I want to kill him!!! it kills me watching her this way hopefully this will be the last straw... maybe when she moves she will give him up for good, it might be hard but with her friends it will b easier than living with the constant pain and dissappiontmen
*major big sigh....*
crap! why does my sister keep looking over my shoulder?? i need my own place!!!
*MY FANTASY*
a one bedroom apartment with king size bed and a lil porch/balcony thing, a stereo and a nice flatscreen, a closet full of clothes I bought and like and a little draw full of stuff to wear to my parent's. Oh I also need a cool truck with AC and a sweet sound system and eventually a BMW (2 door with a sunroof). A good job and maybe a pet... i have to think about that!
back to previous thoughts...
maybe i need to be a better friend, i'm not always there for her... somtimes i think she's the only reason i know so many people and i feel like i use her sometimes without really knowing it... but i dno cuz aren't u supposed to meet people through other people... i dno and then there was that day i totaly was a B to her. ... sry*
aight well bbl w/mor l8r hopefully going to play monopoly w/ben and meg