I know i know... i'm horrible. I havn't written for a few days. The thing is... i forgot! HAH! Anyway... Yea... the past week or so has been... very... interesting. I'm beginning to think that i am bipolar *sigh*. It really sux! I've been SO mood swingy it's scaring me.... I have no clue what's wrong with me but... Yea. I'm glad my boyfriend understands or else he'd leave with the snap of the fingers! And i love him so much so i don't want him to, heh. But, i gotta figure out what's buggin me cause i have no frickin clue... ever happened to ya? I gotta find out fast... And right it... Yea... Well, i must be off. Write soon! Peace n Love. Laterz.
School... wow that's funny. I had/still have the biggest sugar rush! I had pixie stix and coffee for breakfast and Skittles at lunch... now i'm never eating again cause i have a giganterous stomache ache but it's still fun! lol. But i was also kinda depressed n stuff, the usual. Overall, i think i'm doin pretty good, just confused... but that's also normal. Eh, i dunno. My boyfriend made me so speechless last night on the phone that i STILL have nothing to say to him... UGH! I hate him... but yet... I LOVE HIM! he he he. Anyway. Got an ortho appt soon cause i get my braces off in 2 weeks! SCORENESS!!!! lol. Peace n Love. Later.
Sorry i didn't write yesterday... busy day! Well, Friday ended up being fun. My boyfriend loves me and all is well. I got to see my bestest friend and hopefully we gunna hang out more since he n his gf just broke up, which is sad. Yet Friday was depressing cause... yea. Sometimes no one got along... Saturday was joyus too. I got to go to the mall n get my bathing suit, finally, and get my friend her b-day present cause we're havin a suprise party for her today. Then i slept at someone's house, always a joy. We took a nighttime swim cause her pool is heated lol. Well, nothing else interesting happened... My life can get real boring... so yea. Me go. Love n Peace to all. Later
Today... Today sucks. Except for the fact we had an early release and i'm goin to see my friends tonite. I've been depressed for a few days... I dunno what to do with myself. My boyfriend has been so great to me, but does he really love me as much as he says he does? Is he cheating on me? How does he feel during the day? All these questions run through my mind all day, especially cause he goes to a different school... I mean, i should know these answers by now, but it's just the way i am. I fret and worry all the time about him because i love him so much. I need to stop thinking these horrid thoughts because i know they aren't true. I hope all is well... I guess i'll find out sooner or later right? I hope so...
I'm really new at this whole thing so i'm gunna put my poems in here till i figure things out. Until tomorrow, this is Kristi saying Love and Peace to all. Later
Well, today i went to school. 3rd period, i got curious about this site and i joined! It seems fun cause i get to kepp this fuckin diary thing... man this sucks. I took pictures of my friend, Brianna today for some guy. I wanted to see Larry, but... i had to go to Brianna's cause i promised and i don't break a promise!!!! So yea... i had a shitty day cause Softball game was cancelled n i had practice for 2 hours in the rain... UGH! i hate that coach... Well, i'ma gunna go n call my sweetie! Later