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"Death is just a cut, slit, and a slice away!"
-Me... it kinda just popped in my head randomly... lol-

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Well, my style has changed a lot and my taste of music has grown in variety. I like emo, screamo, metal, "hippie", rock, some rap, etc... i dunno... I went from extreme depression, to slight depression to happy o extreme happy, to depressed and that's where i am now....

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Who Am I?

Who am i?
What am i here for?
I'm a useless no one
My heart people tore

People called me names
Now traumatized for life
Will talking solve these problems?
Or will the knife?

All these things make me think
I can't get anything or anyone
I'll always see these dark clouds
And never the bright yellow sun

If the ones who hate me so
Kept to themselves what they had to say
Maybe, Just maybe
My clouds wouldn't be so gray

But since they don't
I'll sit here and cry
Asking much more
Who am i?

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Afraid of It

Are you afraid?
Afraid of what you see?
Or are you afraid
of what this could be?

This mind that we have
It feels so great
But you still run
You hide from what could be fate

Your running all the time
Shows how scared you are
But there is no reason to be
Just look at us so far

We've accomplished so much
But still you fly away
The may be a little scary
Yet it will always be okay

How do i know you ask?
I know because i can feel it
In the deepest regions of my heart
And love every bit

Please no more running
Don't be scared and hide
Please don't be afraid
Of what i know you feel inside

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3 Bullsh1t Words

Why do you push me down?
Is this sh1t funny to you?
You hurt me for so long
What the fu<k did i do?

Those 3 so called "magical words"
They fu<king kill
If they were so magical
Why aren't you here still?

We used to just sit there
Hold each other tight
Now we want to hurt one another
And always fu<king fight

I don't deserve to be put down by you
Or any other person or thing
Most of all i don't deserve you
Or your bullsh1t lying

Leave me the fu<k alone
I hate you and your sweet smell
I swear i really loved you
But now that i cannot tell...

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go to Wiki page- Love n Peacefor more of my poems... it should be updated very soon. Please go there! And after you read them... messageme about what you think.

"Buildings burn and people die, but real love is forever"
  - The Crow

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INCOMPLETE!

made with help from [coldblade]


Rain

Dark and Humid is the day
The wind picks up
And the trees start to sway
I wait for the rain
As it sets up it's indigenous array
Then the droplets start to come down
In a cool light spray
I quick pull on my swim-suit
So as I might play
As i waltz outside, the rain comes down harder
It's so lovely out today

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Love never existed... not ever


The Perfect Day


The perfect day
Would be filled with joy
Nothing would go wrong
And i'd be with my boy
From dawn till dusk
And further past
The time when
Absolutly no shadows are cast.
I'd be with him ever second
Never leaving his side
Taking him everywhere with me
And never running to hide.
It'd start to rain
And even pour
Lightning stretches across the sky
And even more.
The thunder rumbles
As we play outside
We share many kisses
The go dry off inside.
The sun soon comes out
Shining and bright
Anice breeze comes in
So we go fly a kite.
We share many laughs and smiles
Even some tickles here and there
As the kite
Soars the air.
We go back home.
No one is here.
What do we do
When we have nothing to fear?
We share our loving moments
More sexual than you'd think
We'd get tired and go to sleep.
The bed is where we'd sink.
We wake up when the sun it setting.
It's suprisingly warm, beautiful, and clear.
We go for a drive alone
And stop for a deer.
Soon we're at a beach
Where we lay and watch the stars, which the cloudes don't smother,
After we'd slow damnce to soft music
Then sit and watch the sunrise holding each other
What a perfect day...

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Once again, more poems at Love n Peace.

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"Walk With You"
  By Dispatch

and I will walk with you
using the stars as guides
on a homeward path we go
knowing our time is nigh
I, I will walk... to be with you
so put your hand in mine
and lay your head to rest
we'll light the candles now
they won't be lit for long
we'll know our day was blessed

[chorus]

and I will walk with you
using the stars as guides
on a homeward path we go
knowing our time is nigh
I, I will walk to be with you
all that I've done, and all I say
to be with you...

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